— Tom Wilson (Ziggy)
Friday, December 31
Thursday, December 30
Aries
22) Find a horoscope site and post yours.
"You should soon recieve some good news that you've been waiting for, Aries. But that doesn't mean that everything will fall into place right away. You need to do your best to be patient, which isn't something that's necessarily easy for you. Your high level of enery ofen makes ytou feel restless when things don't immediately manifest in your life. Some things are worth waiting for, though, and if you can remain serene you will find that a wonderful development in your personal life will unfold much faster and will be even more rewarding when it arrives." (This is from this horoscope app I have on my phone thanks to heather.. HAHAHAHA)
23) Post your Tumblr crushes.
24) How was your week been?
25) Write about your first kiss.
26) Write about your best/ favorite kiss.
27) Where is somewhere you would want to visit?
28) If you had three wishes, what would they be?
29) Write about any particular habits/mannerisms that you have.
30) Where do you think you’ll be in 5 years?
"You should soon recieve some good news that you've been waiting for, Aries. But that doesn't mean that everything will fall into place right away. You need to do your best to be patient, which isn't something that's necessarily easy for you. Your high level of enery ofen makes ytou feel restless when things don't immediately manifest in your life. Some things are worth waiting for, though, and if you can remain serene you will find that a wonderful development in your personal life will unfold much faster and will be even more rewarding when it arrives." (This is from this horoscope app I have on my phone thanks to heather.. HAHAHAHA)
23) Post your Tumblr crushes.
24) How was your week been?
25) Write about your first kiss.
26) Write about your best/ favorite kiss.
27) Where is somewhere you would want to visit?
28) If you had three wishes, what would they be?
29) Write about any particular habits/mannerisms that you have.
30) Where do you think you’ll be in 5 years?
Wednesday, December 29
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"Warning: If you are reading this then this warning is for you. Every word you read of this useless fine print is another second off your life. Don't you have other things to do? Is your life so empty that you honestly can't think of a better way to spend these moments? Or are you so impressed with authority that you give respect and credence to all that claim it? Do you read everything you're supposed to read? Do you think every thing you're supposed to think? Buy what you're told to want? Get out of your apartment. Meet a member of the opposite sex. Stop the excessive shopping and masturbation. Quit your job. Start a fight. Prove you're alive. If you don't claim your humanity you will become a statistic. You have been warned." — Tyler Durden (Fight Club)
Show me
I'm fucking tired of what you're willing to say. I want to see what you're willing to do. Fuck everything you've ever said to me. None of it has ever been backed up by actions. I don't even know if I miss you anymore. How terrible.
Loads and loads
21) How has your life changed over the past year?
Drastically. I like to think for the better. ^_^
Drastically. I like to think for the better. ^_^
Monday, December 27
Yeah
That feeling when you find out your friends hung out and didn't invite you. It's like.. you're not mad or anything.... you're just.... sad. And I know there's been times when I didn't invite the whole neighborhood because I wanted to hang out one on one with a specific someone but there's a difference between leaving a person(s) out for the purpose of spending more intimate time with another and leaving a person out for the purpose of ... just he/she not being there. Honestly, no hard feelings. It's okay if you didn't want me there. But I'm going to be honest, I won't feel too hot lolz who would?
Sunday, December 26
4 7 95
19) Write about your last birthday and how you plan to spend your upcoming birthday.
My last birthday I went to Disneyland with chino hills friends and the beach with db friends lolz. This year... I'm not sure. I was thinking maybe just beach again like I've always done for the past 2 years but... idk. I probably won't this year. Maybe just a dinner. or. yeah idk lolz my bday is pretty far away so I'll think about it when the time comes........
My last birthday I went to Disneyland with chino hills friends and the beach with db friends lolz. This year... I'm not sure. I was thinking maybe just beach again like I've always done for the past 2 years but... idk. I probably won't this year. Maybe just a dinner. or. yeah idk lolz my bday is pretty far away so I'll think about it when the time comes........
Saturday, December 25
K
18) Post one confession/ secret.
I'm extremely moody.... I keep negative feelings to myself though. If it's not something good I don't see why I would ever want to bother showing it and uselessly bring down a nice atmosphere. And before you can say "keeping things bottled up is not healthy" it's really not that bad because in the next second I'm already happy again so the supposed-to-be-bottled-up feelings don't even exist anymore (at least, not at the current moment). Or maybe that in itself is unhealthy........... L O L I'm a joke.. I used to think it was just because I was really indecisive.... so indecisive that I couldn't even decide on an emotion. ...... Actually, maybe it's both. Fantastic.
I think there's only been one person (besides the family) who's ever even mildly witnessed my mood swingz You're the best thing that's ever happened to me and you have my highest respects. You've stuck by me since forever and forever includes all the times I've been a horrible bitch for little or no reason. You da best.
I'm extremely moody.... I keep negative feelings to myself though. If it's not something good I don't see why I would ever want to bother showing it and uselessly bring down a nice atmosphere. And before you can say "keeping things bottled up is not healthy" it's really not that bad because in the next second I'm already happy again so the supposed-to-be-bottled-up feelings don't even exist anymore (at least, not at the current moment). Or maybe that in itself is unhealthy........... L O L I'm a joke.. I used to think it was just because I was really indecisive.... so indecisive that I couldn't even decide on an emotion. ...... Actually, maybe it's both. Fantastic.
I think there's only been one person (besides the family) who's ever even mildly witnessed my mood swingz You're the best thing that's ever happened to me and you have my highest respects. You've stuck by me since forever and forever includes all the times I've been a horrible bitch for little or no reason. You da best.
If only I could fix this.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I hate that I've given up. I am really. really. really. sorry.
Friday, December 24
My Christmas Eve
17) Bullet your day.
- woke up, brushed my teeth, used the potty
- computer, started watching project runway... kjwanajeksdgnvm i've run out of things to watch online.... someone get me netflix *_*
- REALIZED MY CLOTHES FROM UO CAME YAYAY so I tried them on... only to realize i was supposed to be at irenes house by 1 and it was already 1:20 or something...
- i arrive at irenes house and trade gifts L O L IRENE YOU FUCKING CUTIE GAHGAGHAHAH YOUR PRESENT OMG so. k story time: i think those trapper hatz are rlly cute ~on guys~ and i got my brother one for christmas ^_^ and i posted a picture on my blog about how i thought they were so cute... obv i didnt mean for myself i just meant like /for other people/ its vary cute. and irene being the x99999 cutie that she is saw that i said it was really cute on my blog and she goes out and gets me this giant furball of a hat ahdgadhfHAHAHAHAHA and i honestly would've worn it but turnz out its too small for my head anyways... G_G irene xoxoxoxo i luveth you HAGHAAHAAHHA ONLY YOU
- i left irenes right after i came -_- for some reason my mom made super early dinner reservations... so i got picked an hour after i arrived which was maybe 3:30ish
- 3:30 my dad came to pick me up and we go straight home, get my bro and mom, switch into my moms car, and dEpaRT
- dinner at some place on the beach called Chart House. food took fucking forever LOL.. we came at 4 (yez i know super early!!) but the food came out aroundd 5.... but it was really good and well worth the wait :') plus there was an unlimted supply of bread. so... u get da picture
- come back home. semi clean my room. change.
- here i am ^_^
Thursday, December 23
NTIWST
16) Write about your relationship status.
Lolz not much to write about... Current Relationship Status: Dating
Lolz not much to write about... Current Relationship Status: Dating
Wednesday, December 22
Inspiring
My mom got back from korea today... I missed her so much ^_^
My mom is the epitome of unconditional love. Despite e v e r y t h i n g, she's still able to love my brother and me with a love that never wavers, no matter what. Amazing. I can only hope to grow up with the same capacity to love that she has.
My mom is the epitome of unconditional love. Despite e v e r y t h i n g, she's still able to love my brother and me with a love that never wavers, no matter what. Amazing. I can only hope to grow up with the same capacity to love that she has.
Christmas Spirit
I bought x-mas gifts for my family for the first time in years.
Hat for mein bruder, coffee mug for meine mutter, und ein key cover thingy for mein vater.
I will admit: it feels good to give. It really does.
Hat for mein bruder, coffee mug for meine mutter, und ein key cover thingy for mein vater.
I will admit: it feels good to give. It really does.
*_*
15) Write about something you worry about a lot.
- Grades
- Family
- Relationships (with people in general)
- My friends, how they're doing, etc
- Money
- "Obtaining" happiness
- My future
- Future Career
- Becoming a parent/Raising a kid(s)
- Dying
- Grades
- Family
- Relationships (with people in general)
- My friends, how they're doing, etc
- Money
- "Obtaining" happiness
- My future
- Future Career
- Becoming a parent/Raising a kid(s)
- Dying
I'm fine
Everyone's always asking, "How are you?" It's tempting, you know. Sometimes you just want to spill your guts to them. And then you remember: They don't really give a fuck. Most people either want a story to pass the time, a secret to make themselves feel special, or they're just fucking being polite. Listening to other people's sob stories make the pretentious bastards feel good, as if they just did something nobel peace prize worthy. They don't care about you, they care about the praise they can give themselves after a "listening" well done. Personz like you iz disgusting. Good morning.
Tuesday, December 21
Monday, December 20
Yar
After a thorough discussion with a friend, I have come to the conclusion that.......
A truly platonic relationship between a boy and a girl is nonexistent.
It's either:
1. They used to have a past
2. They will have a future
3. The feelings were unrequited/one-sided at one point in the relationship OR still is.
(Yes even those extremely minute and easily suppress-able feelings count. Any sort of attraction counts.)
It might take time for any form of affection beyond just "friendship" to form but it will happen, given that your friendship is stable and long-term (obviously if it's a short-term friendship there wasn't enough time to cultivate the ~more than friends~ feeling to even begin with).
PS I guess the only exception would be for gays and lesbians. So, for gays it would be boy +boy and for lesbians, girl + girl.
A truly platonic relationship between a boy and a girl is nonexistent.
It's either:
1. They used to have a past
2. They will have a future
3. The feelings were unrequited/one-sided at one point in the relationship OR still is.
(Yes even those extremely minute and easily suppress-able feelings count. Any sort of attraction counts.)
It might take time for any form of affection beyond just "friendship" to form but it will happen, given that your friendship is stable and long-term (obviously if it's a short-term friendship there wasn't enough time to cultivate the ~more than friends~ feeling to even begin with).
PS I guess the only exception would be for gays and lesbians. So, for gays it would be boy +boy and for lesbians, girl + girl.
14) Post your favorite book, favorite movie, favorite band, and favorite food.
Favorite book....... idk I have a billion favorite books :')
Favorite movie? Omg idk. I have a billion favorite movies too HAHAHA
Favorite food is eazypeazy. HOT CHEETOZ.
I hate picking favorites-_- I can never choose....
I just put all of the things I love under the same ranking: #1!!
And when I hAVe to choose just one, It would be whatever I'm in the mood for so it's always changing~
Favorite book....... idk I have a billion favorite books :')
Favorite movie? Omg idk. I have a billion favorite movies too HAHAHA
Favorite food is eazypeazy. HOT CHEETOZ.
I hate picking favorites-_- I can never choose....
I just put all of the things I love under the same ranking: #1!!
And when I hAVe to choose just one, It would be whatever I'm in the mood for so it's always changing~
"I value the friend who for me finds time on his calendar, but I cherish the friend who for me does not consult his calendar."
-Robert Brault
I really don't know what to say. This shit always happens to me.
Sorry I wasn't interesting enough for you.
Sorry I got tired of competing for your attention.
Sorry I wasn't willing to put in everything while you put in nothing.
Sorry I finally decided to give up, realizing you gave up months ago.
This is exactly why I'm so unwilling to invest into new relationships.
Loads and loads of unnecessary preventable pain.
Whatevvver... Fuck the idea of opening up to new friends.
I'm content with the best friends I have. I'm confident I don't need more.
Sorry I wasn't interesting enough for you.
Sorry I got tired of competing for your attention.
Sorry I wasn't willing to put in everything while you put in nothing.
Sorry I finally decided to give up, realizing you gave up months ago.
This is exactly why I'm so unwilling to invest into new relationships.
Loads and loads of unnecessary preventable pain.
Whatevvver... Fuck the idea of opening up to new friends.
I'm content with the best friends I have. I'm confident I don't need more.
Druid Horoscope
The Mountain Ash is a slow-growing tree with dark green leaves that turn orange and purple in the fall. In the spring, tiny white flowers appear, followed by flame-red fruit that is beloved by birds. This ornamental tree's pleasant appearance is the perfect expression of the Mountain Ash person's charm and even-tempered nature. These people always seem to be in a good mood, which they happily share with the rest of the world. Along with their friendliness, Mountain Ashes possess an incredible talent for self-control. They can never bring themselves to bug others with their problems.
Mountain Ashes have both dignity and respect for others. They are independent and a bit self-centered, but they will never allow themselves to bring anybody down. They always know when they should give in, and when they should stand their ground.
Mountain Ash people tend to be "over-thinkers" who like to calculate every single step. They get very upset when something gets out of hand, as they tend to take all the blame when something does not go according to their plan.
Despite their many positive traits, Mountain Ashes are not that easy to deal with. They make it hard for others to relax and feel comfortable around them. Mountain Ash people lack simplicity. They will listen to a person and they will be very attentive, but will then bring up every single slip of the tongue, notice every imperfection, and point out every error. This sign detects every single flaw. They will forgive people for not being perfect, but they will never forget. A simple conversation may feel like a constant test. Even so, Mountain Ashes always try to find an explanation or an excuse for the failings of others.
Mountain Ash people seek ultimate beauty and they long for perfection. At the same time, they will never turn down a single soul simply because they are far from being ideal. Mountain Ash people are honest, loyal, and very reliable. Sometimes they are so naïve they let others manipulate them.
People born under the sign of the Mountain Ash are extremely generous with their loved ones; they give it all, but they are very demanding in return. Mountain Ashes will never cope with betrayal. Once disappointed, these people can never forgive.
Mountain Ashes like to set a goal for themselves that they may never accomplish, because they let their daily routine get in the way. As control freaks, they sometimes lose their grasp on the big picture because they get too preoccupied with what's going to happen tomorrow. Mountain Ashes are very demanding perfectionists, which scares some people away. But if they learn to relax and take it easy, they can achieve a lot.
Mountain Ashes have both dignity and respect for others. They are independent and a bit self-centered, but they will never allow themselves to bring anybody down. They always know when they should give in, and when they should stand their ground.
Mountain Ash people tend to be "over-thinkers" who like to calculate every single step. They get very upset when something gets out of hand, as they tend to take all the blame when something does not go according to their plan.
Despite their many positive traits, Mountain Ashes are not that easy to deal with. They make it hard for others to relax and feel comfortable around them. Mountain Ash people lack simplicity. They will listen to a person and they will be very attentive, but will then bring up every single slip of the tongue, notice every imperfection, and point out every error. This sign detects every single flaw. They will forgive people for not being perfect, but they will never forget. A simple conversation may feel like a constant test. Even so, Mountain Ashes always try to find an explanation or an excuse for the failings of others.
Mountain Ash people seek ultimate beauty and they long for perfection. At the same time, they will never turn down a single soul simply because they are far from being ideal. Mountain Ash people are honest, loyal, and very reliable. Sometimes they are so naïve they let others manipulate them.
People born under the sign of the Mountain Ash are extremely generous with their loved ones; they give it all, but they are very demanding in return. Mountain Ashes will never cope with betrayal. Once disappointed, these people can never forgive.
Mountain Ashes like to set a goal for themselves that they may never accomplish, because they let their daily routine get in the way. As control freaks, they sometimes lose their grasp on the big picture because they get too preoccupied with what's going to happen tomorrow. Mountain Ashes are very demanding perfectionists, which scares some people away. But if they learn to relax and take it easy, they can achieve a lot.
Wednesday, December 15
Just stop
I make my mind up one day and the next my thoughts are completely different. Whether it's because I'm terribly indecisive or just plain confused, it's become ridiculously annoying -_- Brain y u so useless
See
What are your plans for the future? Far and near.
Plans for the near future.. Definitely getting good grades -_- Disneyland!!!!! Finding something productive to do to replace the hours spent at home doing absolutely nothing... Healthier diet.... Maybe exercise LOLJK. Meet new people!?! Get more involved with school activities and such. Graduate to the college of my choice.. IDK! Concerning plans further down the road, I'd say.... (and I'm talking about maybe 10 years or more) staying in contact with at least a few high school friends. A steady job.. that I'm good at! I don't personally care for wealth or fame, I just want a job I enjoy doing. If I do get married, possibly kids..? Maybe like 3 LOLZ K TOO FAR INTO THE FUTURE So I'll stop here.
Plans for the near future.. Definitely getting good grades -_- Disneyland!!!!! Finding something productive to do to replace the hours spent at home doing absolutely nothing... Healthier diet.... Maybe exercise LOLJK. Meet new people!?! Get more involved with school activities and such. Graduate to the college of my choice.. IDK! Concerning plans further down the road, I'd say.... (and I'm talking about maybe 10 years or more) staying in contact with at least a few high school friends. A steady job.. that I'm good at! I don't personally care for wealth or fame, I just want a job I enjoy doing. If I do get married, possibly kids..? Maybe like 3 LOLZ K TOO FAR INTO THE FUTURE So I'll stop here.
Tuesday, December 14
April
Active and dynamic
Decisive and hasteful but tends to regret
Attractive and affectionate to oneself
Strong mentality
Loves attention
Diplomatic
Consoling
Friendly and solves people's problems
Brave and fearless
Adventurous
Loving and caring
Suave and generous
Emotional
Revengeful
Agressive
Hasty
Good memory
Moving
Motivate oneself and the others
Sickness usually of the head and chest
Easily get too jealous
Similar....ish.? Lolz idk you tell me
Decisive and hasteful but tends to regret
Attractive and affectionate to oneself
Strong mentality
Loves attention
Diplomatic
Consoling
Friendly and solves people's problems
Brave and fearless
Adventurous
Loving and caring
Suave and generous
Emotional
Revengeful
Agressive
Hasty
Good memory
Moving
Motivate oneself and the others
Sickness usually of the head and chest
Easily get too jealous
Similar....ish.? Lolz idk you tell me
I love talking. I support talking. But I really hate small talk -_- If there's nothing to talk about, there's nothing to talk about. You don't need to go through the trouble of speaking mindless words and pointless phrases to fill up the air..... If you think you're making me uncomfortable with the ~awkward~ quietness, you're not. I'm not easily bothered by awkwardness anyways. But if it came down to it, I'd rather deal with an awkward silence than an awkward conversation anyyyy day.
Pass
Write about the best day of your life.
Write about the worst day of your life.
-_- I hate these kinds of topics. I'm sure I've had really good days and really bad days but it's difficult narrowing it down ike this... So I'm going to skip both of these.
Write about the worst day of your life.
-_- I hate these kinds of topics. I'm sure I've had really good days and really bad days but it's difficult narrowing it down ike this... So I'm going to skip both of these.
Since when
Whyy why why why why why why why ....... I can just tell I'm going to ruin everything.
Monday was definitely not predicted. Impulsively went with Jasmine to Brea Mall by bus to help her buy her brother's present. Good day to my pleasannnnnt surprise! I discovered Jasmine's weird asssss fingers on her right hand HAHAHAHAHA
Good week good week good week, please.
Monday was definitely not predicted. Impulsively went with Jasmine to Brea Mall by bus to help her buy her brother's present. Good day to my pleasannnnnt surprise! I discovered Jasmine's weird asssss fingers on her right hand HAHAHAHAHA
Good week good week good week, please.
Sunday, December 12
What’s the meanest thing anyone has ever said to you?
Lol o jeez... I don't think I can narrow it all down to one.Actually, no I take that back. All the negative things people have to say about me aren't really that mean.. Or at least, I don't consider them mean. I don't let petty insults get to me so I can't really label them as anything harmful. But I guess just the comments in itself is pretty mean but I say mean as in, just not nice. LOL Not mean as in, ouch those comments hurt me... If that makes any sense...
Lol o jeez... I don't think I can narrow it all down to one.Actually, no I take that back. All the negative things people have to say about me aren't really that mean.. Or at least, I don't consider them mean. I don't let petty insults get to me so I can't really label them as anything harmful. But I guess just the comments in itself is pretty mean but I say mean as in, just not nice. LOL Not mean as in, ouch those comments hurt me... If that makes any sense...
Saturday, December 11
Friday, December 10
Thursday, December 9
Consistency
How do you feel today?
Honestly, it was a good day. I could go on and on about the underlying bad things going on right now but fuck that. Nothing horrible really happened to me today and just that in itself, leaves me content. I hope everyone else had a good smooth problem-less day too ^_^
Honestly, it was a good day. I could go on and on about the underlying bad things going on right now but fuck that. Nothing horrible really happened to me today and just that in itself, leaves me content. I hope everyone else had a good smooth problem-less day too ^_^
Wednesday, December 8
Heaven
Trip to costco with the momma today. I am pleased to say it was very successful. My house is officially paradise hot cheetos sour patch kids brownies chocolate and s0 much more. Time to fatten myself up for hibernation /winterbreak/ !!!!
Tuesday, December 7
l0l
When was the last time you were truly honest with someone? What was it about?
Depends what kind of ~honesty~ you're dealing with here. I'm usually a pretty honest person unless it involves keeping a friend's secret etc. But if you mean truly honest as in like telling someone how I've honestly been feeling and everything that's been going on then..... idk. Is it sad if I said it's been a really long time... ? If ever? Lol.
Depends what kind of ~honesty~ you're dealing with here. I'm usually a pretty honest person unless it involves keeping a friend's secret etc. But if you mean truly honest as in like telling someone how I've honestly been feeling and everything that's been going on then..... idk. Is it sad if I said it's been a really long time... ? If ever? Lol.
Monday, December 6
Oh
Write about a period of time in your life where things were not so good.
Late 8th grade. Summer from 8th to highschool. No brainer. I also kinda want to say right now. but idk it's like half half. Half good half bad. I'm honestly truly thankful for the good half right now and I wish I could be content with it but the bad half is literally killing me.... I know I should be grateful that I have, at the least, sOMething good but I can't help but wish for more. Fuck.What an annoying feeling.
Late 8th grade. Summer from 8th to highschool. No brainer. I also kinda want to say right now. but idk it's like half half. Half good half bad. I'm honestly truly thankful for the good half right now and I wish I could be content with it but the bad half is literally killing me.... I know I should be grateful that I have, at the least, sOMething good but I can't help but wish for more. Fuck.What an annoying feeling.
Sunday, December 5
Saturday, December 4
If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you want to do?
I'd stuff myself with every kind of yummy food imagineable not caring about getting fat<333333 LOLjk I probably wouldn't be doing anything ~bucket list~ish. If anything, I'd be really sad and scared and... idk what I'd do. Maybe just hide in a corner till the 24 hours are up. HAsfhjsafksandfaseagcfa spend the day with my close friends and family or something idk I don't even want to think about it-_-
I'd stuff myself with every kind of yummy food imagineable not caring about getting fat<333333 LOLjk I probably wouldn't be doing anything ~bucket list~ish. If anything, I'd be really sad and scared and... idk what I'd do. Maybe just hide in a corner till the 24 hours are up. HAsfhjsafksandfaseagcfa spend the day with my close friends and family or something idk I don't even want to think about it-_-
1am = new day
Write about the best friends you’ve had over the years.
1. Hi. I don't even know where to begin with us. So basically, I love you <333 We've known each other for forever and you were pretty much my first friend when I moved here :') I don't think you really know how much I love youuuuuuuuuuuu. I don't get to play with you as much as I'd like but honestly it's okay because when it really matters, you're always there for me. And I really couldn't ask for a better bestfriend. HAHAHA I'm feeling really corny right now.. but yeah. Whenever you're next to me you make me smile and I alwayssssssssss have a good time with you. I know sometimes I can be really moody and retarded and hard to handle ^_^ but you put up with it (most of the time) so <3333333333333333!!!!!heheheheh We've definitely had our rough patches but we always get through them. We'll get mad at each other for the dumbest things but it'll blow over in like a second~ I don't know what I'd do without you srzly. But I think you know too many things about me -_- sigh LOL you've been next to me through everything 3rd grade and up......... gg. If you weren't you, I'd probably die of embarrassment and could never look you in the eye HAHAHAHAHA.Don't ever think you're not #1 to me, cause you aalwayssssssss are.
2. Hi baby cutie little bundle of cuteness <333333333 I love you so much 2 hehehe. I'm so thankful I met you in 7th grade through HR and we became da bffs since then!! And the year after we had science together and this year we have tbf together yeyeyey. Whenever we hang out we do the gayest things HAHAHA "FIGARO" LOOOOOOOOOL OMG and wrestling hafhafdhahahahfahha you cutie. Baking brownies.. /buying/ just one egg <3 color me mine.... Knotts! I hope you know how much I appreciate you being in my life!! and how much I love you, hahahaha. You're there for me whenever I need to talk things out and you're one of the most understanding people I know. I can go to you and tell you things knowing that I'm not going to be judged. You're always real with me and that's something I really really really appreciate <3333
3. You're one of my more recent bestfriends, but a bestfriend all the same <3 I'm so fucking thankful that you came into my life when you did. We've had some amazing experiences together and I'm sure there will continue to be manymany more. I met you about a year ago and I remember thinking you were one of the prettiest girls I'd ever seen HAHA and you still are ^_^ I've watched so many movies wid you omg stepbrothers <3 I still remember the first movie we watched the first time we hung out with Rachel, Angels and Demons. And you were with.... he-who-must-not-be-named LOOOOOOOOOOOOL good shit :) I love youuuu to death and, despite seeing you everyday of the week, I miss you. Idk where you've been lately but you've been completely mia!!!!!!!!
4. I don't really know what to say about you. All I can think of is: Lesson learned. I honestly should have known better. But I didn't and I made a fool out of myself. Next time, I'll know better.
5. Thinking about everything that happened between you and me, feels like its been centuries. In reality it's been maybe 3 or 2 years but w/e same shit. God it all seem so ridiculously dumb when you think back on it -_- I'm honestly embarrassed. LOL wellllll I have nothing to say about/to you other than: Hi. Hope you're doing well and you're happy. ^_^ Bye.
6. You were my bestfriend in like 5th grade. We were inseparable I remember LOL we'd talk on the phone talking about neopets, playing neopets, making guilds etc HAHAHA omg good stuff. The last time I talked to you was in 6th grade though. Hope you're doing well~
1. Hi. I don't even know where to begin with us. So basically, I love you <333 We've known each other for forever and you were pretty much my first friend when I moved here :') I don't think you really know how much I love youuuuuuuuuuuu. I don't get to play with you as much as I'd like but honestly it's okay because when it really matters, you're always there for me. And I really couldn't ask for a better bestfriend. HAHAHA I'm feeling really corny right now.. but yeah. Whenever you're next to me you make me smile and I alwayssssssssss have a good time with you. I know sometimes I can be really moody and retarded and hard to handle ^_^ but you put up with it (most of the time) so <3333333333333333!!!!!heheheheh We've definitely had our rough patches but we always get through them. We'll get mad at each other for the dumbest things but it'll blow over in like a second~ I don't know what I'd do without you srzly. But I think you know too many things about me -_- sigh LOL you've been next to me through everything 3rd grade and up......... gg. If you weren't you, I'd probably die of embarrassment and could never look you in the eye HAHAHAHAHA.Don't ever think you're not #1 to me, cause you aalwayssssssss are.
2. Hi baby cutie little bundle of cuteness <333333333 I love you so much 2 hehehe. I'm so thankful I met you in 7th grade through HR and we became da bffs since then!! And the year after we had science together and this year we have tbf together yeyeyey. Whenever we hang out we do the gayest things HAHAHA "FIGARO" LOOOOOOOOOL OMG and wrestling hafhafdhahahahfahha you cutie. Baking brownies.. /buying/ just one egg <3 color me mine.... Knotts! I hope you know how much I appreciate you being in my life!! and how much I love you, hahahaha. You're there for me whenever I need to talk things out and you're one of the most understanding people I know. I can go to you and tell you things knowing that I'm not going to be judged. You're always real with me and that's something I really really really appreciate <3333
3. You're one of my more recent bestfriends, but a bestfriend all the same <3 I'm so fucking thankful that you came into my life when you did. We've had some amazing experiences together and I'm sure there will continue to be manymany more. I met you about a year ago and I remember thinking you were one of the prettiest girls I'd ever seen HAHA and you still are ^_^ I've watched so many movies wid you omg stepbrothers <3 I still remember the first movie we watched the first time we hung out with Rachel, Angels and Demons. And you were with.... he-who-must-not-be-named LOOOOOOOOOOOOL good shit :) I love youuuu to death and, despite seeing you everyday of the week, I miss you. Idk where you've been lately but you've been completely mia!!!!!!!!
4. I don't really know what to say about you. All I can think of is: Lesson learned. I honestly should have known better. But I didn't and I made a fool out of myself. Next time, I'll know better.
5. Thinking about everything that happened between you and me, feels like its been centuries. In reality it's been maybe 3 or 2 years but w/e same shit. God it all seem so ridiculously dumb when you think back on it -_- I'm honestly embarrassed. LOL wellllll I have nothing to say about/to you other than: Hi. Hope you're doing well and you're happy. ^_^ Bye.
6. You were my bestfriend in like 5th grade. We were inseparable I remember LOL we'd talk on the phone talking about neopets, playing neopets, making guilds etc HAHAHA omg good stuff. The last time I talked to you was in 6th grade though. Hope you're doing well~
Friday, December 3
NTMY
Post 15 Facts about Yourself
1. My room is always always alwayssss messy -_-
2. I'm a lowkey bookworm......................... haehahahfahfadfashahaha
3. I'm fucking stubborn.
4. I'm the most indecisive person you will ever meet :'(
5. I have a bad habit of spilling everything
6. Birds are gross
7. Chicks before dickssss
8. I looooooove subway chicken bacon ranch
9. I value my friendshipz
10. I could care less about the past
11. I look like ~everybody~, apparently -_-
12. I have many freckles.
13. I'm not a very big music person!!
14. I RIKE TO EAT especially at 2 in the morning yum everything just tastes better at night...
15. I have big feet.
1. My room is always always alwayssss messy -_-
2. I'm a lowkey bookworm......................... haehahahfahfadfashahaha
3. I'm fucking stubborn.
4. I'm the most indecisive person you will ever meet :'(
5. I have a bad habit of spilling everything
6. Birds are gross
7. Chicks before dickssss
8. I looooooove subway chicken bacon ranch
9. I value my friendshipz
10. I could care less about the past
11. I look like ~everybody~, apparently -_-
12. I have many freckles.
13. I'm not a very big music person!!
14. I RIKE TO EAT especially at 2 in the morning yum everything just tastes better at night...
15. I have big feet.
WILL DO
1) Post 15 facts about yourself.
2) Write about the best friends you’ve had over the years.
3) If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you want to do?
4) Write about a period of time in your life where things seemed to be constantly going good.
5) Write about a period of time in your life where things were not so good.
6) When was the last time you were truly honest with someone? What was it about?
7) Post your favorite quote.
8) How do you feel today?
9) What’s the nicest thing anyone has ever said to you?
10) What’s the meanest thing anyone has ever said to you?
11) Write about the best day of your life.
12) Write about the worst day of your life.
13) What are your plans for the future? Far and near.
14) Post your favorite book, favorite movie, favorite band, and favorite food.
15) Write about something you worry about a lot.
16) Write about your relationship status.
17) Bullet your day.
18) Post one confession/ secret.
19) Write about your last birthday and how you plan to spend your upcoming birthday.
20) What did you eat today?
21) How has your life changed over the past year?
22) Find a horoscope site and post yours.
23) Post your Tumblr crushes.
24) How was your week been?
25) Write about your first kiss.
26) Write about your best/ favorite kiss.
27) Where is somewhere you would want to visit?
28) If you had three wishes, what would they be?
29) Write about any particular habits/mannerisms that you have.
30) Where do you think you’ll be in 5 years?
2) Write about the best friends you’ve had over the years.
3) If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you want to do?
4) Write about a period of time in your life where things seemed to be constantly going good.
5) Write about a period of time in your life where things were not so good.
6) When was the last time you were truly honest with someone? What was it about?
7) Post your favorite quote.
8) How do you feel today?
9) What’s the nicest thing anyone has ever said to you?
10) What’s the meanest thing anyone has ever said to you?
11) Write about the best day of your life.
12) Write about the worst day of your life.
13) What are your plans for the future? Far and near.
14) Post your favorite book, favorite movie, favorite band, and favorite food.
15) Write about something you worry about a lot.
16) Write about your relationship status.
17) Bullet your day.
18) Post one confession/ secret.
19) Write about your last birthday and how you plan to spend your upcoming birthday.
20) What did you eat today?
21) How has your life changed over the past year?
22) Find a horoscope site and post yours.
23) Post your Tumblr crushes.
24) How was your week been?
25) Write about your first kiss.
26) Write about your best/ favorite kiss.
27) Where is somewhere you would want to visit?
28) If you had three wishes, what would they be?
29) Write about any particular habits/mannerisms that you have.
30) Where do you think you’ll be in 5 years?
Thursday, December 2
ALL MY RECENT POSTS HAVE BEEN SUCH DEBBIE DOWNERZ
So on a happier note~
1. My mom and I have been really good lately. <33333
2. Winter break!!!!
3. Which means Christmas time!!!!!
4. Which means presents!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hehehehehhehehehehhe
5. No school soon yesyesyesyeysyes
6. We are as tight as ever right now, which makes me really happyyyyy
7. Patched things up finalllllllllllly
8. My grades improving yay
- to be continued-
1. My mom and I have been really good lately. <33333
2. Winter break!!!!
3. Which means Christmas time!!!!!
4. Which means presents!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hehehehehhehehehehhe
5. No school soon yesyesyesyeysyes
6. We are as tight as ever right now, which makes me really happyyyyy
7. Patched things up finalllllllllllly
8. My grades improving yay
- to be continued-
Wednesday, December 1
I've been very moody lately.
My head hurts from thinking about the same things over and over constantlyyyyyyyyyyy
Someone to talk to would be nice.
But at the same time, I don't want to talk to anyone.
Idk if that makes sense.
I realized despite how..idk, outoing?.. I am, I'm actually a very private person.
Most people think they know me but they really don't.
And sometimes it really pisses me off when they act like they know me but they really have next to no clue.
Yeah, I could easily just tell people everything and solve the problem, but I like to keep most things private.
So it's probably no one's fault but mine that people sometimes assume shit about me.
..... -_-
I think some of ~closer~ friends don't even really know me any better than any other normal friend.
Which is kind of sad. LOL.
I just don't like talking about actual personal stuff. The topic is a very uncomfortable one for me.
Which creates problems for me when things come up and I can't/don't want to let it out to someone.
HAhahaha omg I'm ridiculous........
My head hurts from thinking about the same things over and over constantlyyyyyyyyyyy
Someone to talk to would be nice.
But at the same time, I don't want to talk to anyone.
Idk if that makes sense.
I realized despite how..idk, outoing?.. I am, I'm actually a very private person.
Most people think they know me but they really don't.
And sometimes it really pisses me off when they act like they know me but they really have next to no clue.
Yeah, I could easily just tell people everything and solve the problem, but I like to keep most things private.
So it's probably no one's fault but mine that people sometimes assume shit about me.
..... -_-
I think some of ~closer~ friends don't even really know me any better than any other normal friend.
Which is kind of sad. LOL.
I just don't like talking about actual personal stuff. The topic is a very uncomfortable one for me.
Which creates problems for me when things come up and I can't/don't want to let it out to someone.
HAhahaha omg I'm ridiculous........
I have no idea where any of you are anymore.
Blah blah blah blahanlahadgakensgfm,ansdgvkjesmdg. Things are different. I'm not exactly sure how I feel about anything at this point. I'm trying to figure it out but I can't. ~enigma~
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