Day 30

Gah school tomorrow... asgfnwaesjrfm,adsnf.. It's already almost februrary though.. yay one more month closer to spring break *_* its the only thing keeping me positive about the rest of the school year.... gah but i know for sure its gonna be bomb because spring break is always the best break out of the whole school year for me... mostly because thats when my birthday is hahahahaha. Church. Came home.Watched the new season of gossip girl <33333 It's not as good though.. but w/e I've been wathcing it since season 1 and I don't intend on stopping now..^_^ all my cwtv shows are coming back yayayay. I didn't have time to watch jersey shore today.. darn..  now I have to go to school knowing people are gonna talk about it around me and spoil it LOL ;_; I watched napoleon dynamite.. most retarded movie I've ever seen but at the same time it was zo cute and funnny HAHAHAHA omg... I love napoleon. He's so retarded gah so cute *_* lololol I think this is the first time I've posted on actual computer for about 2 weeks now... I've been  too lazy to get on the computer so I've just been publishing via my phoneeee... I haven't even been on aim in awhile.. idk.. too lazy to socialize right now.. It's one of those recurring but short-lived phases I always go through hehehehehe. This was a good weekend!!!~~!!~ I'm so anxious to see my first math test grade of the semester.. fuck.. I'm so nervous LOL I really hope I got an A... I had a good feeling about it.. so.. hopefully!!!!

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fucking fuck fucker fuck fuck.
......
yes. that did make me feel a tiny bit better.


I need an off switch

Formstack (1)

Formstack Submission for form Ask Me at 01/29/11  1:07 AM
Someone Asked: wat science class r u in
Wow it's been awhile since anyone's used this.. I'm in bio!

ASK ? HERE

One day I will publish every single draft I've ever written on this blog.. and you will all be shocked.

Where did all the excitement go?

Day 29

Woke up so early today ;_; to get ready to go over jasmines.. Left the house around 11am.. LOL I was in front of jasmines house and I called to tell her I was here I said "jasmine I'm here" and she's like "oh okay coming" and then I hear *creak* "thuk thuk thuk (going down the stairs) duk duk duk duk" "where you going?" "No my friends here" thuk thuk thuk and then she opened the door... HAHAHAHAHA idk why but I was cracking up listening to the whole thing from infront of the house.. Eheheheheh... Spent the whole day at jasmines LOL watched "the boy in the striped pajamas" omfg so. fucking. sad;____; I was bawling my eyes outLOL and I look ever and jasmines just.. Staring and she's like " .. y u cryin rose" ...HAHAHAHA sigh.. Heartless... Then I helped her put up clothes on fb to sell and we ate and talked then watched "easy A" and talked and ate and yeah other funny stufffzzz.. Good day!

Day 28

Most useless picture ever... But I'm too lazy to try and take a more interesting picture.. AHAHAHA so yeah this is the ~lovely~ view of my room ceiling from my bed.. ^_^ today was a good dayyyy. Things didn't go exactly as planned but in some ways idk it went kinda better? Good feeling about math test today ehehehehe *_* after school jasmine me claudia needed to wait somehwre so we decided to wait at tea rush. yummm good drinks and food LOL and we just talked. Then claudia came over and we just yeah gooood talk :') but she left zo early and now here I am..! I luv fridays

Day 27

School was better than usual today I don't know why but it was! LOL I fucked up my painting in art though... I went back to change one small little thing and I kept making it worse... ;___; after school I went to lees... LOST THE DATE PASS I SO SORRY SANG LOL I've been laggin it cause I kept forgetting to get and copy my ID card then the day I get it copied I lose te date pass.. What the hell is wrong with me LOL I think I dropped it when evelyn knocked over my binder after school :( so when sang came to lees to pick it up he had to go all the way home and back to get the extra.. Sigh and now we both have to get it signed all over again-_- sigh... After lees I got my dress altered, hair dyed, and bought shoes *_* everything done except the pass though.. HAHAHAHA shoot. Came home. Studyingggggggg zo much :( and now I need to go and study some more!! Hooray LOL BYE

Day 26

School was whatevvaaaa. Lees. Drew this. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA PICTURE OF JOSH SO FUNNY LOLSDHJADSAKDA ^___^V. Came home. Blah. Good day

Day 25

I had nothing else to take a picture of..ahahahahaha so here's my agenda.. ^__^V Today was whatever. Went to school. Late start today~ stillll sick as fuck-_- this morning was horrible... Head was throbbing, throat was burning, eyes watering, nose stinging from all the tissues and still plugged.... :( it got better throughout the day but the head throbbing is still here.. I fucking hate being sick ;_; school went by pretty fast. Had class at lees. Now I'm homeeeee, about to finish the last few hw assignments and then happily KTFO

sickkkkk as fuck

I HATE BEING SICK

Day 24

School. Chipotle. Home. Homework... Livin the life!

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On your weight

Are you judgmental of overweight women? Do you think heavier girls can be just as sexy and desirable as our skinny counterparts?

Overweight. Underweight. The terms are judgmental in and of themselves. They imply a standard. That’s fine if the standard is based on health and well being, but it’s not okay if the standard is based on an idealized notion of aesthetic perfection.

Unfortunately, most girls don’t seem to make the distinction between their desire to meet a healthy standard and their desire to meet an aesthetic ideal. Your question doesn’t make the distinction either.

You’re asking me about sex appeal and desirability as it relates to weight, but sexiness isn’t something that comes down to a number on a bathroom scale. On the heavy side, I have a massive throbbing lady boner for Christina Hendricks, but I find Beth Ditto to be downright unattractive. On the skinny side, I’ve always thought Kate Moss was kinda gross, but I would spend days going down on Keira Knightley.

Weight has very little to do with whether I think you’re hot. That shit’s just a measurement. Sure, it correlates to other things that do affect my attraction — self-confidence, physical fitness, personal style — but too often girls get caught up with hitting a dress size or a weight goal and they neglect the stuff that really matters.
This applies to the guys too, by the way. Your weight is far less important to me than whether you’re healthy, well groomed, stylish, and confident.

Still, let’s not kid ourselves. Morbid obesity, by it’s very definition, isn’t healthy. The American version of overweight is usually unattractive because it is the direct result of a shitty diet and a sedentary lifestyle. Of course, the American version of underweight is equally unattractive because it’s usually the result of an eating disorder or some other physical disease.

Being healthy almost always implies being at an appropriate weight for your body type. Is that judgement? Maybe, but I probably wasn’t gonna fuck you anyway, so what do you care what I think? (link)

Day 23

Had to go to church with parents today lolz I was dying during service-_- afterwards we ate with a family friend. Good talk and laughs with mein bruder *_* got home. Did nothing. Got picked up by sang around 3:30 and we hit da mall to get his clothes. Most of our time consisted of me waiting for sang while he was in the fitting room.. Dis nigga took forevvvvver omg LOL we got all the right stuff and then he just dropped me off at home. Watched a little bit of a lot of shows.. Because none of them really interested me :( decided to get on the cancer essay.. Fuck this whole cancer topic in bio is scaring me zo much.. WHAT IF I HAVE CANCER.. T_T I had a nightmare about having breast cancer once.. Hands down scariest motherfucking dream I've ever had ;_; but yeah... Sigh.. I asked my mom if I could get tested and she's just like stfu LOL K COOL MOM RIP YOUR DAUGHTER!!jk but yeah.. Having cancer.. Is a scary thought-_- THAT I CAN'T SEEM TO STOP THINKING ABOUT. Once again updating my 365 with my phone.. Urg I've been sosososososo lazy this whole past week lolz but this entry is a bit longer than my past few ones so ^___^V k time to resume cancer essay. Peaz out

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mbw o the irony

"He's kind of the rightful heir to Andy Worhol in a way. 

Andy Worhol made a statement by repeating famous icons until 

they became meaningless,but he was extremely iconic in the way that he did it... 

But then Thierry, really, made them meaningless."

Receipt Fetish

"I love receipts they are interesting and I like straight ones..."

Day 22

Gooood day. Tsunami slingsnot pubebrain reunion!! Ate a shitload. Talked. Laughed. Hope everyones saturday was just as nice k bye

Sudden need for change.

Day 21

So tired... Another entry via blackberry hahahaha I've been way too tired to go on computer these days. Today was a good day eheheheheh. School was normal. Afterwards me jasmine claudia june and grace went to dennys and waited for heather and jenny to finish track. We ate and stuffz (basket of puppies ^__^V) and parted ways LOL june jenny heather went to junes and I went to jasmines. Omg jasmins house is zo cute arharharhar *_* we just talked a lottttt.. Ate.. Talked some more. Very good talks!! And I introduced formspring to jasmine AHAHAHA oh and she curled my hair today.. For a preview or w/e in preparation for wf gahahaha danks sungah. Walked to 7-11. Got snacks and cup ramen yumyumyum and got picked up later. Came home. Talked on the phone with josh for a littttle bit. And then decided to finally get on thisss lol I'm getting lazier and lazier with this :( ... Already.. Yeah hasn't even been a month LOL okie that's it TGIF

Day 20

So... I just woke up right now from my 5hr nap :') I'm going to make todays short lololo o btw say hi to the game room bed.. AHAHAHAHA anyways: today was normal. Nothing bad in particular and nothing really exciting either. I came home around 5 and knocked out.. ^___^V K bye time 2 sleep again

Day 19

O my god someone help I'm so retarded.. LOL I just turnitin'd my apbr (FINALLY FINISHED YAYAYA) and then I come on blogpost, and I click new post and then I do the photo uploader to upload the picture and my mind like.. idk.. blanked out or something -_- I click browse or w/e and I'm picking the file but the uploader keeps saying error........ .... so I'm like wtf and I'm sitting here trying for like 5 minutes and I got sosososo frustrated until I realized I was in documents not pictures clicking "Frankenstein APBR" 234983294 times LOLAOLOLOLOLOL .......sigh........... -_- anyways today was.... gay... jk it was alright. BROKE. MY. FUCKING. NEW. SHOE. AGAIN. T_T Ashley flat-tired me... omg her and irene.. every single time.. they broke like 3 of my shoes so far all in like a timeframe of a couple months G_G I got so pissed... maybe ~too pissed~ and I was like shouting at ashley omg <333 LOL but den after school I raced over to her 6th and I said sorry and what not but yeah haHAHAHA another pair of new shoes byebye ;_; but Jasmine helped me tie it together sort of so that it still kind of held together for at lesat a day because I had to talk to lee's today lolol omg I looked like I was wearing like.. idk.. a squid or octopus or something hAHahahahahaha cause rope or whatever on the design of my shoe was likeall stringy and kind of gross looking .... l o l other than that my day was pretty uneventful. I hate APBRs zo much....I thought it was due next tuesday so I'm like k cool i have time but I found out this morning it's actually today at 11:59pm LOL and I didn't do annnnnything except the title and stuff so after I Took a nap I started my apbr at 6 and worked on it nonstop until 10... :') jk not really nonstop because I kept getting distracted by fb and tumlr and stuff... Y IS IT SO INTERSESTNG TODAY?! perfect timing lolz k well im tired and yeah bye

Day 18

So tired I was this | | close to not doing this... feelin so lazy today.... Happy first day of 2nd semester guys.. LOL I'm so hyped up for this semester.. I WILL STUDY HARD. I MUST. Straight A's.. *_* Usual school day today. Nothing special. After school I went to Irene's <3 and then my mom picked me up and got me in n out.... lololol you know those soda lid things? Where you push one of the bubble thingies to indicate what your drink is... "diet/tea/other/rb etc".. So yeahz I got my order and was looking at the lid and it brought back a funny memory.. emehehehehhe. Long time ago when I was like... Idk.. maybe 2nd grade or something idk you know that age when you're naive as fuck and gullible and don't know anything but you act like you do blah blah LOL well yeah thats what stage I was in.. and I remember getting a soda with an order (idk what) and I got sprite and I asked my brother what I was supposed to poke in for sprite and he said o it's other so I pushed down other.. I didn't know what "other" meant at the time and so I just assumed it was like idk a smarter sophisticated name for sprite HAHAHA A few days later we went to a restaurant and the waiter is taking our drink orders and he asks me what I want. Lolz sigh I could've said sprite.. should've said sprite.. but no, I had to act like a smart ass and say "other" LOL so I'm like (thinking ima look all cool because omg2ndgraderknowsthesmartwordforsprite) "oh I'd like other please" hAHFAHAHAHAHAHAHA omg poor waiter and he's staring at me like.. "what..?" and I'm like "-_- o t h e r. I'd like other please." gahgehgehehehehehehhehe and my parents are fobx9999 and kind of hearing impaired when it comes to english so they couldn't understand me/help the waiter out.. and the waiter is thinking I said "otter" or something so he's like wait. you want otter? fehheheahfahahahahahahahaha zo funny. and the confusion went on until I got really embarrassed and frustrated and idk but I started crying...... Sigh. The golden dayz

2011

Carpe diem, quam minime credula postero
Seize the day, trusting as little as possible in the future

Day 17

3 day weekend yay no school today... best feeling ever waking up today and remembering: no school ^_^ had to wake up extremely early today though, to go dress shopping with my momma. Went to brea around 11:30 and shopped/looked around until 2.. HAHAHA wowz time flies. I had no idea it had already been like 3 hours.. and then angella texts me telling me she'll be a little late and I compeltely forgot I was supposed  to be home already by 1.. thank god she was coming later though.. so idk my mom and I just rushed everything and I settled on this navy dress.. It wasn't my first choice but I wasn't really left with any.. lolz it's a little too long for my tastes (comes a little above the knees) but w/e I'll just wear some really high ass heels HAHAHAHA... Rushed home and 5 min later got picked up by angella  go sauna ^_^ her mom got free tickets to sauna so angerra treated me to db family spaaaa heheheh good bonding time. Much needed. Missed her zo much *_* Lots of sweat and food~ Angella kfto'd on me though... -_- LOL so when she fell asleep I just went to the book room and talked on the phone. GAHAHAH I SAW DANIEL C KIM THERE. It was so funny.. I was just laying down talking on the phone and I see 2 guys come in and get mats and one of the guys stop and just stands there right next to me staring down at me... I was like wtf so I just avoided his gaze and  I'm just looking at my phone thiknking what the fuck.. hahahahahaha and the guy is just continously staring at me -_- so I finally look up to see who it is and its daniel L O L I was like omg y u just stare you shouldve said hi HAHAHA but yeah.. I saw danie I guess he came with his church hyungs? LOL after sauna angella and I walked to this chinese plaza and got tea station.. my mom picked us up there and we went home and now im here. HAPPY NEW SEMESTER GUYZ I will study hard I will study hard I will study hard I will study hard I will study hard

Day 16

Didn't want to go to church today...sigh.................... but went anyways because my mom ended up finding me a ride through robin and his friend. Came home. slept. ate. watched movie. Tomorrow will be a good day heheh im tho happy

^_^

God: “I love that story, Noah and the Ark. You know a lot of people miss the point of that story. They think its about God’s wrath and anger”.
Evan’s Wife: “What is the story about then? the Ark?”
God: “Well I think its a love story, about believing in each other. You know the animals showed up in pairs, they stood by each other side by side. Just like Noah and his family.”
Evan’s Wife: “But my husband says God told him to do it. What do you do with that?”
God: “Sounds like an opportunity, let me ask you something… If someone prays for patience, you think God gives him patience? Or does He give them the opportunity to be patient? If they pray for courage, does God give them courage? Or does He give them the opportunity to be courageous? If some one prayed for their family to be closer, you think God zaps them with warm fuzzy feeling or does He give the opportunities for them to love each other?”

—	Evan Almighty, 2007

yez

Confidence is such a nice quality in a person. Confidence as in so comfortable with yourself that you have no problem being you ^_^ Not confidence as in thinking you're the shit, acting like you're shit, looking down on other poeple etc. Being  confident is not to be confused with being cocky.

Day 15

Hiiii guyz happy saturday lololol. Woke upppp and was wayyyy way way too tired to go out/play/do anything productive.. I don't know what we did yesterday that drained out so much energy but yeah I was tired and lazy af when I woke up.... Went on computer and watched movies shows and then more movies haghahahahaha. what a way to spend a saturday <333 I watched the truman show... such a cute movie :') I luv jim carrey. although most of his roles are always the same he plays them really well ^_^ nothing eventful but it wasn't a bad dayyyy. just bummmmed around the house doing nothing but indulge my all too promiment lazy side :') THREE DAY WEEKEND YAYAYAYAY I'm going to sleep sunday night knowing that there will be no school the next day.. what a great feeling hehehehe. im tho excited. i get to see angella on monday and also go dress shopping with my momma for wf. spend your 3 day weekend well everyjuan!!! byebye

Day 14

Happy 16th birthday bestfriend <3333 omg look at all the baked goods she got.. GG they were all sooooo good too... Our friends have special talents :') gAh too bad my birthday is on a break.. I never get these sorts of gifts on a school day.. LOOOOL zo jealous ^_^ today was really good... In a nutshell: dennys. sardine jennys car (fit 10 people into a 6 seater...), jennys house, waiting at olive gardens, taking a shitload of pictures, finally get seated and eat, then back to jennys house.. Omfg intense games of mafia, dongbu elelelel shah ddoi HAHAHAHA... Irene. U da best. And the funniest farts... I died. + Late night talks with a few of the girls.. For realz definition of a GNO <3  Wowowowowo its almost 12 and I'm typing frantically on my phone to get this post in on time. Jeez only 10 minutes left. Useless ass netbook froze on me right now soOOoo I am forced to tpye and MMS this to my blogger account... By the end of the day I seriously totally forgot about having to do this LOL I was on my way home from Jenny's several minutes ago and I look at the time and realize it's almost tmrw and I haven't done the 365. Lluckily it wasn't 12 ~just~ yet so yeah I BETTER MAKE THIS ON TIME. Good day. Good riddance finals...... My grades didn't change at all ahahahahaha not that I expected them too. They were all solid unchangeable percentages before finals.. Good that I didn't have the risk of dropping it but I guess not so good in the sense of trying to raise it.. Lol o wellzzzzz helloooo clean slate 2nd semester!!! I swear to you I will do my absolute best and get almost straight As and I vill make myself and my dad proud ^_^ SPRING BREAK PLEASE COME QUICKER

Day 13

excuse the horrible quality

Hihihihi! Already done with week 2.. I'm very proud of myself.. Only 50 more weeks to go!!! It's so trippy thinking about how on the last day of this challenge I'm already gonna be a junior and wowz one year never seemed longer looooooooool. But w/e this is assuming I actually make it through to the end with this challenge..But I really want to be able to finish with this and look back and read all the memories.. It's the excitement of finishing this a year from now and being able to read back on it that is keeping me motivated ^_^ School was wunderful Did I tell u guys how much I love these kinds of testing schedules.. Every since JR high I loved loved loved it. When we did the CAT6 testing omg the best.... Test taking isn't even that bad and test days = no homework and major schoolwide tests like CAT6 or finals usually means only a few classes a day, freetime afterwards to talk 2 friends, and minimum days... Heaven!!!!! Omg tbf was so funny.. Jasmine wore these clip on front bangs to school today and we were fooling around with it during 5th.. gahahahahah so funnyz. The only person it really looked cute on was Jasmine though.. gg. Actually, Evelyn looked pretty good in dem too... looked hella fucking korean though srzly hahahahahahaha after school the walnut boys came to school and june and I got asked to wf lolz. June was asked by Jay Won (?) and I got asked by my homie sang ^_^ good stuff. Thanks for the flowers bro~~~~~ Then I came home.. ate... watched some shows.... looked at pictures of cuteeee kittys... omg I want one soooo bad. Curse you evelyn for making me fall in luv with cats :( I tried asking my mom about ~possibly~ having a cat and the minute i said "cat" she started trippen balls.. mother why ;_; LOL o well.. I'd be a terrible caretaker/pet owner anyways looooloolololol.TGIF

Herro readers

lol wtf singapore... britain.. new york... random ass places
i think this thing is glitched

I WANT I WANT I WANT

I talk a lot about nothing.

SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO SAY
NO IDEA HOW TO SAY IT

My brain is awkward

The worst thing you could ever say when trying to comfort me is "aw"... I don't want your pity. I know my situation is bad. Niggaz dont need to be remindin me k

I know it's all in good intentions but.. I just hate it.
So if I ever do to tell you anything, please don't say aw.. or that sucks..
It's okay if you have nothing to say. Just not dis please

_|_

i hate hair
i want 2 change minez
but i am a coward

Day 12

Highlights
1. today was finals day 1. I didn't study at all yesterday.. but its all good because I aced all my tests today hooray
2. my dumb brother locked the door last night so we were locked out until meine mutter came
3. luckily i was still in jenny's car when i got da news from robin so i just went to jennys
4. jenny was sulking because she had no food in her house... omg LOL she spent 20 minutes opening the same fridge.. the same cupoard.. the same food closet....rinse and repeat.. HAHAHA o but then she finally found chicken nuggest.... there was only 4 in the bag HAHAHAHAHA SO FUNNY and she's all sad and without thinking she's putting the chicken on aluminum foil and into the microwave.... nigga is u srs. luckily she had a smart quick sharp friend by her side who prevented a fire ^_^
5. got picked up around 4:40 and went home
6. blah blah blah blah here i am  now

one more ~real~ final left (math) HOPEFULLY I DO GOOD
but I'm feeling pretty confident because emmeline <3333 said it was super easy

I AM READY

l o l

My mom peeled an orange for me <3
And all I can taste is her lotion :')
the taste is so strong I feel lyk I'm drinking it out of the bottle ;_; ily momz

Day 11

So. Much. Food. In my house.. *_* ~spontaneously~ took a detour to stater brothers on the way home from lees with my mom and stocked up. I have so much junk food in my house right now omg hello 50 more lbs come to mama <3333 BEST OF ALL: chimichangaz..... yes yes yes yes I found the ones the school sells at stater brothers heheh I just finished one right now.. Omg I never want 2 leave home ever again..... LOLZ jk.. I really hope I can control myself though ;_; with all this food.. seriously. It's not even about weight, I need to become heathier..My mom keeps scaring me with these stories of what's gonna happen to me and my body when I grow older if I keep eating like dis... Motherly luv ^_^  So, school was alright. No dress day for the whole week in tbf yay. CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT THE FINALS SCHEDULE IS? EVERYONE KEEPS SAYING DIFFERENT THINGS......jezuz christ... I know forsure that I have bio and korean tomorrow though omfg I'm going to bomb the bio test. I hate science. so. so so so so so much.. anywayz after school I went to lees.. had class at 5... I was knocking out in the first hour.. I don't know why but I just walked into class and sat down and all of a sudden felt so tired... harharhar and then Mr Lee did his book slamming thing to wake me up and. it worked. like always. LOL I'm so unprepared for math finals..... o wellz I'll just study rlly hard. I got picked up at 8, then stat bros (^_^), then home ate late dinner and now this... Sigh my room is such a mess.. There's like clothes everywhere.. I was sppsed to clean it yesterday but Idk I got so distracted and ended up just sleeping... kool. I think everyone should start doing this 365 thing.. Not just some quick words about your day and a picture but like an actual, pretty thorough summary of how your day went. Idk lately I've been appreciating every day more and more because of ths ^_^ I used to have this idea that every day was boring and uneventful and blah blah blah. Yknow, same shit different day... But after doing this for a little over a week now I've been realizing that I do make very small but still good/fun memories ^_^ The little things count!!! So idk if you feel like lyfe is boring and gross and you hate it just try doing something like this.. I guarantee it'll make you feel better and your outlook on how you spend everyday brightens up like tenfold. ok bye good luck on finals everyone!!!

Day 10

Painted my nails today............. If you know me well youd know that I never take my nail polish off until monthsss later.. I'm just too lazy ;_; and the polish is all chipped or not even there anymore on some fingers hasdhfhsafahsfha.......... I decided to paint them a warm color this time because I always use dark blues, purples, or black LOL today was omg ........ This morning I thought I lost my phone so I got so scared.. and I was fucking pissed at myself for being so stupid again.. but it turned out I left it when I got up to go to class right before school but Abe thankfully saw it and picked it up and gave it to me later at brunch omg abe you lifesaver :') The rest of school was pretty uneventful... I failed my frankenstein essay. Hooray.. I ran out of time omg when she yelled 5 minutes left I was only on my 2nd body paragraph.. what the hell LOL I always always always spend a billion years on my intro and 1st paragraph ugherjgakdmnfgsd next time I'm gonna bring usb and just edit a prewritten essay... ^_^ Integrity can suck my dick ;_; jk... I'll prob be too lazy to write an essay beforehand anyways.. sigh CURSED LAZINESS!!!! Went to lees after school then home at 4. Slept. Studied for like .. a minute... heheheheh and computer. KBYE


I'm starting to get really sick of doing this ;_;

im SoOsoososososo excited for spring break

Day 9

Fuck yesssssssssss, krispy kreme <33333 I was craving it so bad after I saw hyejin's picture.. so I asked my mom to get it for me on the way home and she did ^_^ THE DONUTS GOT SO MUCH SMALLER THOUGH LOL I finish one in about 4 bites... gg.. but still so delicious *_* Church was normal.... after the new pastor took me jenny michelle and these 2 other girls I didn't know to ampm and bought us drinks. Jenny's parents met us there and picked us up. Omg I'm like the clumsiest person you will ever meet... ;_; On the way home in Jenny's car I don't even know how but the drink I put in the drink holder toppled over...........sigh..... big mess...and right after jenny spilled ~her~ drink into her boots HAHAHAHAHAHA what a faggot ^_^ came home and rested a little. then my mom came and we left the house to go to shoppes to buy bday present for jenny (Jan 14 hehehehehe). And I bought new vans and hair pins I needed because they alwaysssss fucking mysteriously disappear :( I started using formspring again.. sigh. Whatzup haters hahahahahahahaha if you knew me you'd know  I could care less about the stuff people say to me on there and the only reason I have one is purely for entertainment. I read some pretttty stupid af stuff... harharhar k bye hope everyone is prepared for fnals!!!

what the hell ;_;

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Day 8

I'm really lazy so I'm going to just list out my day
- went to dbhs, helped out with bingo
- afterwards momma dropped jenny and i off at sushi q
- jenny and i ate $20 worth combined... yum (8 plates)
- ~finally~ tried some new things.... the ginger chicken which was good, calif roll with shrimp tempura (not on purpose..I marked the wrong thing ;_; but it wasn't bad)
- jenny finally tried raw fish.. even if it was against her will ^_^ she didn't like it though.. :( heheheh but at least now her dislike makes sense
- got delicious sushi q calpico yogurt <3333
- went to shoppes to get jenny's glasses
- saw emmeline michelle jeannie and their friend I don't know~~~~~ omg dey zo cute.
- sent like half an hour watching jenny try on the same glasses over and over again until her mom came and convinced jenny they were no good
- went to h&m... I got a cardigan... HAHA
- jenny's mom dropped me off at home
- I GOT THE SAME FUCKEN VIRUS AGAIN WHAT THE HELL (see picture) but I know how to fix it now so yeah nbd.. but still annoying af -_-
- my mom brought me candy from wedding yay yay yay
- PEAZ OUT

Day 7

I decided to switch things up a bit and put the picture on the right today.. harharhahrarhar T.G.I.F!!! The day was pretty good. Started off slow but ended really well ^_^ My classes were whatever lol nothing special. Omg all the guys kept saying my eyebrows are green.... wtf they are not green L O L ... ARE THEY?!?! Howwwwww in the world could my eyebrows be green.. doesn't make sense ;_;  After school Claudia June me went to denny's to eat.. I got all you can eat pancakes thinking I would eat a lot but it turned out that I, again, couldn't get passed the first plate... I should've just gotten the 2 pancakes for $2... gey lololol then we walked up to school to meet jenny and heather and we just stood and talked for a little bit... I have no idea why though because Claudia's mom was already here... hahahaahsdfaksd,mafnsdf June left with her own mom because she had to get contacts? and make an appointment at the dmv? And the rest of us just rode claudia's mother's car to her houz. We bought cookie batter to bake 4 later (see picture ^_^) and just talked and stuff and claudias house. then I ate again at claudias HAHAHA omg bombbbb chicken. and pasta. and pizza... *_* then jenny left and june came and we just.. fooled around like the retardz we are HAHAHAHAHAHA .. photoshoot time.. omg we're zo gay. and laugh attacks at the table eating delicious cookies omg claudia you have like.. the gift of baking... the cookies were P E R F E C T~*~*~*~*~.... we were talking about watching a movie but we ended up not and so we just taking pictures and shit loooooooooolz :') then my momz was here and I left. Good day. Who's going to help bingo tomorrow?

Eat play eat

Second thoughts?
.. No. Definitely no.................

Day 6

Interesting day. School wasn't bad!!It was actually pretty good.. probably because in korean we made ddukboki <333333 sosososo good... I bombed the frankenstein test.. The T/F section was ridiculous... It was full of like half truth/false statements and I kept getting stuff mixed up.. and the quotes.. Any of the characters could've said those things :( sigh  o well I have a solid B so I have no chances at an A but also a slim chance it'll drop to a C. Most of my grades are middle ground.. So I'm not stressing about finals HAHAHA. Idk everyone is like freaking out but I don't really feel.. the pressure? I don't know. It's probably becuase I'm just the type of person who doesn't really think or stress about tests too much. I figure, since I've payed attention in class, just a little review over the material and I'll be as readddddy as I'll ever be HAHAHA.The only exception is math though. It's not like I trip about it or anything but I study extremely hard for each and every test ;_; I redo every single problem of every single section of the chapter the night before the test LOL if you have the willpower to do this, I really recommend it. It's really helped me with my test scores. By doing this I've been getting 95%s and 100%s ^_^  Or it could just be me.. hahahaha because everyone learns better in different ways I guess...! After school Claudia June and I went to the library and just did homework. Saw some juniors. I got all my homework done though. YAY 4 FOCUSING. My momma got me subway (my fav) and I ate on the ride homeeee. Omg so I'm just innocently cruisin the web when I get this huge virus -_- it was fucking gay.... It was this pretend spyware protector program thing and I couldn't visit any webpage because it said "page is corrupt. please purchase the full version of blah blah" so I couldn't even google to see what was wrong with my computer and the only page that would load was the virus's fake spyware website-_- And I couldn't run anything on my comp but AIM because everytime I tried opening any sort of document, application, or file it would say "sorry can't open. file is corrupt. please purchase blah blah balh" -_- but  like I said, thankfully aim was working and Harrison and Abe <33333 told me what to do and yeah problem now fixed LOL I was panicking so much because I thought I wouldn't be able to do my 365 in time... HAHAHAHA Because I already came so far :') Day 6~!~!~ And it'd be a waste to fail/stop/miss a day now.. I mean, I even started on new years. Harharhar soZ... that was my day!!! l8r g8r

Day 5

O GLORIOUS HEAVENLY DAY MY PHONE IS NOW BACK WHERE IT BELONGS~ Lolz it wasn't in the office. It wasn't in Ashley's PE locker. It was in myyyy PE locker... ahshfsadfhsahfahahahha :') yay yay yay yay. Anyways, my day was pretty okay. Nothing special. I regret not going to get my psat scores ;_; now I'll never know what I got.. sigh.. LOL  o so yesterday I printed out all these papers I needed today along with my 1-4 APBR and I forgot all of them at home.......... It's the worst shit ever when you actually did your homework but you don't get any credit because you forgot it at home or something........-_- g a y....... but in better news, we're making ddukboki in korean tomorow fuck yes!!! soz after school Jenny's my usual ride but I guess this whole week she has some track thing to doooooo so I just went to evelyn's after school. SIMBA IS THE  CUTEST MOTHERFUCKER EVER. Even though it scratched me and I got like tiny hives or whatever... but yeah it's so small and furry and soft and zozozozooz cute.. I want a cat I want a cat I want a cat :( That's simbia in the picture right here LOL TODAY I GOT TO SEE CAT LADY EVELYN IN FULL FORCE HAHAHAHAHA what a freak ... ^_^ and then we spent the rest of our time on her ~touch computer~  watching videos and scrolling through her tumblr dashboard heheheheh. Den my momma came, we got chipotle, and now I'm home.... wasting time.. when I have so many things I should be doing right now -_- like studying and eujdkfasndjkfamsd,gfnvadgf.... jk I'm overreacting I just have english but it's still a lot.. apbr and study for test tmrrw.... gahahahaharasjdakfsdf.... I haven't really been posting lately since my 365 thing.. idk all my energy just goes into these uselessly long posts about my day ;_; WELL WHATEVER BYE!

PS finally a picture <3333

Day 4

... Worst day ever.... jk not the worst but it was definitely not good. YES ANOTHER PICTURE OFF THE INTERNET but this time I had a legitmate picture to take... the only problem is: WHERE THE FUCK IS MY PHONE!??! ;_; Yep I lost  it today...... I have no idea where it is but I'm pretty positive it wasn't stolen. I kept calling my phone with josh's phone and it always ringed to the fullest and if someone stole it I think they'd turn it off or something. I have this mobile security app on my phone and I looked up the location of my phone through GPS and it gave me like a vague area that included DBHS... So maybe it's in the office or in Ashley's locker because it fell out of my bag in there or something. auiskjgnasgjsdgfvaskdf,mwasd so much walking today... Josh and I were walking to Lee's and we're almost here until I realize my phone is gone.. so we walked allllllllllll the way back to school (danks josh<33) and I look around but yeah it's  nowhere to be found and the office was locked. And then we walk all the way back to lees-_- and my legs were so tired and my feet hurt because one of my shoes ALSO BROKE TODAY. Irene flat tired me.. and broke my shoes..again. looooololol omg :( every time... It's okay though, I know she didn't do it on purpose. But yeah so I'm walking like 920348329483249032 miles with a broken shoe back and forth from lee's to school and we go into the lee's building and I'm anticipating a peaceful effort-free ride up the elevator BUT NON NO NO ELEVATOR BROKEN..... So I had to use the stairs... Omg I was in such a bad mood asdjkdgmasdfmn,asdfeheheheheh but yeah.............. Hopefully I find my phone tomorrow. plz plz plz plz

Blogspot is finally ~slowly~ repopulating.... It's about time!!! My dashboard was so lonely

Day 3

I'm really tired soooo I am going to make this short!! YEah I know.. another picture off the internet LOL but I did try to take pictures throughout the day.. it just didn't work out too well. I was about to just post up a picture of my binder (HAHA) in honor of school again until I met my father's new car...... and was compelled to put ~its~ picture up L O L I tried taking my own picture of it but yeah no good... He got a new car because over winterbreak my dad got into a car accident. He was thankfully safe and unharmed but his car got fucked up HAHAHAHA and  so he totaled it and got a new one... Porsche Panamera... *_* the new sedan porsche. Omfg it's so... wonderful.. After dinner with my dad (since it's monday) my dad decided to take his car for a spin so we went on the 71 and he just played around with the speed.. and I say played as in zooooooming at like 100 ~120mph I kid you not ;_; I thought I was going to die LOLAJEKTMF,AWNSDFMASFA but my dad's a good driver so... yeah. Safe. Hahaha I kept getting so paranoid because I heard siren noises like twenty times -_- So onto my actual day.. It was, to sum it up, the most embarrssing day of my life. HAHAHAHA jk not really. The day of track tryouts was also pretty fucking embarrassing but today is probably the runner up... I'm too lazy to go into detail but yeah... just take my word for it............ :( ON BETTER HAPPIER NEWS I GOT ANOTHER 100% ON SCHAEFER MATH TEST YAYAYAYAY. Twice in a rowwww so far. One more 100% and Mr Lee buys me food <33333 I'm so sad I didn't try harder beginning of this semester.. If I was studying and doing all my hw like I am now I would've easily been able to get an A -_- but nope I was dumb and now I have a C.. and it's most likely going to stay a C even if I ace the finals ...sigh... akjegaeinjkgfmaesdng why are my A's now not helping my grade -_- I got like 95% and 100%s on my last several tests but each test only raises my grade like 1%.......... and idk maybe that's a lot but nottttt when you're at a C... At least I'm passing though. But when my report card comes in I'm a d e a d woman. RIP Rose Kim........... Wowowowow I said I'd make this short but.. yeah.. I would still make it freakishly long hehehehehe okay bye!

.......At least I gave it a shot

Day 2

.... Lolz I know... I forgot to take a picture today:( I know taking a picture of the day is the basic idea of 365 but whatever HAHAHA I promise myself this will be the last time.....! Today was.. average. Went to church, walked to am pm, ate with jenny (~*tradition*~), then walked back to church for service. Adasogknasdfkjgansfg I despise rain..... it just automatically sucks the fun out of a day LOL sigh. I don't know why but I was extremely tired today during service.. I don't know if it's because I saw Jenny sleeping or what but yeah I knocked out pretty early into service.. I remember trying to sleep in the same position as Jenny but idk I guess her position was not meant for shorter limbed people ;_;  but w/e my position was okay too.. HAHAHAHA omg I just realized I'm rambling on and on about sleeping positions.. anyways!!! after church jenny and  I went to farmer's boy with jenny's parents and other parents/adults because I guess the parents wanted to..talk.. LOL so me and  jenny just talked and stuff and afterwards her parents dropped me off at home. I changed into comfier clothes and tried working on bio again but yeah I wasn't being very productive so I just watched another movieeeeeeee. I finaaaally finished ~one~ of my assignments though after watching the movie heheheheh. I still have bio but whatever fuck bio -_- thug life............ LOLHAHAHA I'm so tired today.... why why why. I'm probaly going to sleep vary early today. I hope everyone had a good 2nd day of the year~

365 Day 1

So Angella is doing a 365 on her tumblr so I thought I'd give it a shot here.. heheheh I took this picture thursday but whatver it's the most recent picture I've taken to date LOL I'm still not sure if I'm gonna do this or not though..... I'll probably end up not following through. I can never ever finish any of these blog challenge thingies -_- but I'll try! And what better day then the first day of the year right HAHAHA but I'll be honest, to any of you who actually read my blog prepare to be disappointed if you're expecting exciting new adventures every day of my life because my life is actually very average and uneventful :') and I rarely ever take pitures.. whether it's with friends or like.. just anyhting so this will definitely be a challenge.. Idk I guess this ~365~ thing will pretty much be a blog about my day with a picture attatched but w/e it is what it is and im doing it!!! ANYWAYS ENOUGH OF THE PROLOGUE, ONTO MY DAY. TL;DR: Boring af. ^_^  but not in a bad way... I got a bill from the parents as saebae money $_$ heheheh so yeah great way to start the year. Mom cooked yummy breakfast even though I'm not a really big fan of ddukgook.. :( idk it's too bland for me.. but there was a lot of delicious side stuff ^_^_^_^ I told myself I'd finalllllllly get some work done because school is drawing nearer and nearer... but instead I fell asleep for 1/3 of the day HAHA and I woke up and cracked open the bio book...kinda... LOL I multi-tasked because after watching samantha who (ehehehe angella) I discovered another tolerable tv show called Being Erica and hulu had all two seasons... so I watched and did my bio packet at the same time which was stupid of me because of course I barely got any done :( well actually, no I did get a lot done but only because there was barely any left cause I most of it in the beginning of winter break (gj rose ^_^)... Wow this is getting disgustingly long hasghdsaghasdhahahah I'll probably end the day with idk phone wid j and shower then sleep. Happy 2011 everybody!