Just winging it

I am happy. I am content..... I am lost. I have no sense of direction. I didn't mind it, at first. I loved the idea of living in the moment and truly believed it was the only way to really live. Today I dared to take a glance at my future. I saw nothing. I still see nothing. I don't know what the fuck I'm doing. Living in the present costs me my future. Living in the future, costs me my present. Yep I've got it all. figured. out. -_-

Day 58

School. Lees. Home. Watch a billion movie trailers. The end

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Day 57

Wasn't taken today but whatever LOL I'm like speedtyping right now.. 10 minutes till its tomorrow-_- I'll just start off from... what was technically today.. Marvin Elijah and Terry snuck me out last night lolz danks guys ^_^V came home around 5ish... Showered. Ktfod. Woke up early for church-_-__- I was d e a  d... sigh. felt like a zombie. Went late to church so service was already in progress when I got there and it was dark and I couldn't find Jenny so I just found a random seat and knocked out.. but when the lights went on turns out Jenny was in the row of seats right next to mind...LOL shit it's 12-_- sigh.... Anyways. Left early because Jenny now has SAT classes at Inland church.. so we dropped her off. Then Jenny's mom dropped me off at home. I was knocked out in her car the whole time. Dragged myself into the house and up to my room... Slept some more. Later went out to eat dinner with my dad and Robin at Red Robins. Then Borders to buy books  ♥ ♥ It's going bankrupt........... ;_; so there was a crazy sale.. so many people. LOL Gah I always go to Borders to buy books.. even though Barnes and Nobles is closer. I'm not a big B&N fan... I prefer Borders much much more hehehehehe. Came home. Computer... Caught up with my shows now that I have sound back (still a mystery*_*) and yeah. Fucking school tomorrow-_-

Day 56

Left to Right: Jenny Me Adriana Claudia Irene Erica Heather June Becky ♥

Great day heheheheh. Happy birthday in 10 minutes claudia ♥ ♥ My day went as follows: Woke up fucking early.. because.. I don't know why. I always wake up early LOL got semi-ready.. Went to Jenny's. Ate. Computer. Talked. Laughed. Helped her stuff Claudia's present (RIP MR. BEAR) Finished getting ready. Headed off to Yard House at 5. Shitload of food. Shitload of pictures. YumMmmm.  Then back to Claudias.. which is where the real party started HAHAHA I swear we're fucking retarded... ♥ BLOOMERS LOLZ "YOU'RE DUMB." ... ogress..... creepin in the dark... gooooood shit. Everyone left around 10 ~ 11:30. Now I'm here. AND YAYAYAY MY SOUND WORKS AGAIN LOL I DONT KNOW WHY BUT IT DOES. YUAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAAYAYAYYAY OFF TO WATCH BUCKETLIST BYE

Day 55

Shitty service at my house so the picture of the day is not sending to my email. And it's almost 12 so I'm just gonna write first and add in the picture later. Good assss day today. Field trip day!!! So I got to miss 1/4 of 3rd, then all of 4th 5th and 6th. Heheheh. And Periods 1-3 zoomed by so fast::) The Macbeth Play was whatever. Really intensely sexual but I guess it gave the play a more contemporary feel.. lolz sigh I'm still moping about my broken speakers... New episode of the office is out. Can't watch it. And then over the span of a few days, there will be modern family, community, castle, desperate housewives, antm, gossip girl, 90210, nikita, etcccccccccc... Not to mention all the movies I had downloaded on my computer all lined up to watch over the weekend... Bucket List, No strings attatched. And then through a streaming site, I was gonna watch The King's Speech. And so. much. more. Fantastic. LOL ok enough I'm getting pissed at myself for being so retarded -_- Anyways. Back to the good day I had. HAHA Got back to school I think exactly at 3. Met up Jasmine. Scavanged furiously for rides to hannam to catch the bus that goes to Puente Hills Mall so that we could eat todai.... hehehehe. We were so desperate ;_; but noooooobody could give us a ride.... so we just called a  taxi. But whateva, the important thing is: we got there ^__^V we got there like 4:30ish and Todai's dinner shit didn't start till 5:30 so we just roamed around.. Looked at stuff. Talked. Went to Round 1 and took cue pictures. Then 5:30 we hit Todai... YUmMmmmmmmmmmmm we ate so much omg. It didn't feel like much but when I think about it we were at Todai eating for about 2 hours straight. hAHAHAHAHAHA shit. And I had like a billion crepes. Well, not really. I just got the crepe bread part w/e and mandarin oranges on the side *_* heheheheh and jasmine and I had a genius idea of asking for it extra crispy like genki living and wowz it was bomb. Jasmine said it was alright. But whatever.  Fuck you jasmine. LOL JK <333 I literally ate about a billion though.. The mexican lady working the station was most defintely thinking: damn. fat fuckz. I could see it in her eyes HAHA. After Todai we just roamed around the mall a little more.. Rode those moving car thingies that little kids ride. HAHAHA SO FUNNY HAHAHAAJDNSAFA Jasmine's laugh in the video.. arheafheAfgauefds made my day. Got scooped up my Jasmine's mom and I went to JAsmines house. She tried glueing fake nails on my nails.. Big fucken bust. LOL It looked so tacky and fake I ripped them off and now my nails are nasty from the glue -_- arg. My momma came. Picked me up. Came home. Clean Room. Compooooter. Can't wait 4 tomorrow. Wow I wrote a lot. I'm just kinda in the mood I guess harharhar

I die a little each time I visit hulu and see that a new episode of one of my shows has been uploaded.............. adjksfnasf,mdd because I can't watch it  because no. sound. ............ I'm dying inside

Day 55

Piece. Of. Shit. Right. Here. Sound doesn't work anymore..... No more movies for me. No more hulu for me. Wow. I'm sad:( sigh well skool was skool. I'm developing very good study skills lately hehehe I'm doing all my hw and even all the extra credit and shit hehehehe yayz. Went to lees. Fucking starvvvvving so kind jason took me to in n out!! Thanks peanut<3333 ate. Studied a little more. Came home. Excited to watch bucket list. Boom. Sound don't work. Fan fucking tastic LOL hopefurry I get an actual computer for my bday or something ;_; sigh.
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Day 54

School zoooomed by today heheheheh. Lee's. Got all my homework and extra credit done yay so productive. ... Only took me 7 hours..-_- omfg so many distractions at lees... Left lees at 9:30ish. Home. Ate. Thats me on the left lolz

Day 53

Aw shit I missed my 365 again... Its been a frequently recurring issue lately -_- LOL but as long as it gets done..right!! HAHAHA I missed so many days honestly it doesn't even matter anymore hahahahhahaha. Today was.....different. I don't know. Things felt different. Not necessarily in a bad way, but I can't really say it was in a good way. Blah. School was school. Late start day yeeeeeee. I love having lunch after 3rd ^__^V lees after. Had class. Afterwards, I was | | this close to walking out of lees with sam and sang to play with dem but I ended up chickening out because that's what I am. Big chicken. ...... AHAHAHAHA I didn't wanna upset mama kim.. :') Got home. Watched some of my shows. Regular usual compooter stuff. I be feeling the curse of chapter 8 this week.. LOLZ ashley told me she started laggin her drivers ed right before chapter 8 and now I'm right before chapter 8 and can't seem to find the willpower to continue...... Agh. I'm so lazy. HAHAHAHAHA excited for this weekend yay bye

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What makes me happy, at the moment

1. My grades.
2. I have finally started the long and grueling process of getting my driver's license
3. Peace at home

I can live with that

Day 52

Went to Terrys. Watched Amelie. Ate a shitload of almonds. Left pretty early. Came home. Ate. Webcam with Jenny for a litto bit. Time to start on my korean essay.Arg

You're so behind... and I just don't have the energy to catch you up on things you don't give a shit about.
Because if you gave a shit, you would've made time.
It's like you're in another world, and you take no interest in being a part of mine.
This relationship is not a fucking obligation. Don't you dare make it one.

Day 51

Goooood day today. Lots of gay laughs heheheheh. I swear to god every time I'm with Jenny we do the dumbest things and the gayest shit happens HAHAHAHAHAHAHA... Church was ..church. Had some good laughs there. "BYAH" AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAOSDJVSA. We watched inglorious basterds.. Eheheheheh there were some pretty funny parts in there I will admit. Fucking Jenny initiated a water fight with me........... I was peeing but I didnt lock the door and all of a sudden Jenny barges in and sprays me with fucking water spray bottle shit LOL I WAS IN SHOCK FOR LKE A BILLION SECONDS. BUt den of course I exacted my revenge on her.. hehehehe. Sneak attack like 2 hours later. ^___^V And lots of other gay shit AEHafhaflefnajea that I'm too embarrassed to even talk about :')  Jenny you so lucky you have a friend who tolerates such a ridiculous amount of fucking weirdness. HAHAHAHA <3333 NO SCHOOL TOMORROW YAYYYYYYY what a good feeling *_*  k peace out

OoOoOOooo

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What I really, really want............... none of you can give me.

Day 50

Went to jasmines. Watched Burlesque, Community, and Jersey Shore.....lolz. We were extremely desperately hungry so we ran in the rain all the way to 7-11 and back...;_; f u c k I n g cold. But we got food...so.. Yum heheehheeh. Got picked up. Home. I can't believe its already been 50 days HAHAHA I'm about 1/7th of the way there.....


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Day 49

Skipped.... I totally forgot about lolz Friday was chillll af. Rally at school. Afterwards me jenny claudia waited about 2 hours at school for my mom cause she was stuck in traffic;_; but good talks good laughs eehehehehheheheh my mom finally picked us up and treated us to mcdees. Got home. Pigged out. Yumyumyum. Talked some more. Laughed some more. Jenny left pretty early and then my and claudia just had a goooooooood talk. Then she went home after like an hour confusion with her mom about where I lived LOL;_; I just went on computer a little bit, phone, ktfo.

Day 48

Holy s h i t what fucking  good movie.............. *_*  eehehehehehhehe so good....... Today was good. I luv this weather ♥ School was whatever. Nothing special. I got a 95% on my math test though yayayay. I really think I might be able to get straight As this semester if I just keep this up. Except I need to raise my korean grade. FUCK KOREAN AUIJGFKANFKJAF,MAF so much tiny little assignments I always forget.............-_- she gives out way too much classwork.. way too much homework........... gah. After school Jason dropped me off at lees much danks! Got picked up like right after I got there though... Got me sum mcdees. Then settled in front of my computer to watch this gooooooood ass movie. At first from looking at the movie poster I thought it was some kind of slavery thing like this white man helps a black guy escape or some shit HAHAHA WAY OFF BASE SHAAAHAHAHA. */spoiler alert/* I sobbed so much in the scene with Brooks... I was literally in an ocean of my own tearz for 10 minutes.. ;_; */end LOLZ/* anyways... tomorrow is Friday. and rally day. Then 3 day weekend. GOOD SHIT tgif bye

Day 47

I would rather not discuss today. One of my worst days.................. I usually don't let my moods get the better of me but today I was just way too fucking tired to do anything about it........ Sorry in advance if anyone took it personally. Came home and things got a little better. Watched Pride and Prejudice because we're reading it in class lolz. It was an alright movie, but it was a great adaptation of the book ^__^ I thought it did the novel justice heheheh. Which is rare because in most cases, the movies that are based on books usually puts the book to shame.. but yeah. Dinner with dad and robin. Went to BJs... I ordered the wrong thing lolz but it was good nonetheless. Got home. Bugged Robin in his room for a good hour <3333 Finished the movie. Homework.......... this.................................. I feel like poo

What a disaster

Day 46

Schoooool went by pretty fast. I'm pretty sure I aced my math test. And bio test. Heheheh good shit. Went to lees.... Had class... Got picked up. Home!! I was planning on finally getting to watching shawshank redemption but I'm not in the mood to just sit and stare at the computer screen right now.... Gah ill watch it tomorrow. I didn't have anything else to take picture of so here's the lamp I made in 4th grade and I put it up with tape once and its been there ever since ...... Pretty amazing HAHAHA its been there through like the earthquake a few years ago and everything. But yeah that's my paper lamp thing. K peace

I want to help

"You can change who you are, without changing who you were."

A billion times yes...

Day 45

Happy valentines day!! Today was alright..... I really didn't want to wake up today-_- ..... But of course, I had to. It was really cute watching everyone walk around with all these flowers and gifts and chocolate!! Jasmine made some really good chocolate and passed it out to sum people it was yummy hehehehehe. Stayed at lees for a little until I got picked up. Had sushi q (again yay) for dinner with my momma. She brought the cupcakes today.. HAHAHAHA SO GOOOOOOD. Best cupcakes ever, not counting home made ones ^__^ k well I have a dozen tests tomorrow and I have to get my ass studying so bye!!

http://hiiiiiiiiiroze.blogspot.com/

Changed my address.. maybe it'll keep things more private-er....
I think my followers can still read it and see on their dashboard but that's kool
 I'd just prefer if you guys could kinda refrain from giving it out

Wow I didn't realize

I'm over it but sometimes the memories just pop out of nowhere.................... and it still kind of hurts. Hahaha oldddddd!

Yessssssss

How do you deal with your enemies?
People who have enemies are people who need enemies, and I don’t find that a particularly healthy way to live. I can disagree with people, compete with people, and even oppose people without the need for an enemy.

VIA COKETALK

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Formstack Submission for form Ask Me at 02/13/11  2:01 PM

Someone Asked: your clean streak for ..drugs? sex? hoes? bitches? jiggalos?

ANYTHING ELSE?!?!?! 

Day 44

I want more:(

Funny fucking day. Woke up so tired............. Got ready, went to church. Me Jenny Chris Jason Chris and Grace all beaner packed Kevin's car to Sushi Q for their anniversary $5 all you can eat sushi buffet thing. I think I am now officially claustrophobic lolz -_- we got there and it was so packed..... Jeezuz.We met some of the GSC girls there and idk they told us the selection wasn't good.. so weren't about to eat but then Jenny and I found out there was spicy. tuna. *_* and the guy gave us discount so admission for $3  heheheheheheh so yeah we of course got it. Went in and got plates full of spicy tuna. Omg so good. Especially for $3 ah what a bargain.... cause spicy tuna is honestly all Jenny and I ever get anyways heheheheheh. SO YUMMY. Everyone eventually left except me and Jenny cause my mom was picking us up a bit later.. so we just talked. Caught up, and what not ^__^V then we headed over to my house. My mom got her dolcissimo cupcakes... I was lyk dude mama wheres ours :'( but she said she's getting ours tomorrow at this bomb cupcake place near Irvine where she teaches called Sprinkles I think yayayayayayayayayayaya I can't wait!!! We got to my house and.......... wow let the gayness begin. So much shit happen I laughed so hard today HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. FUNNIEST THING EVER: I RECORED JENNY SINGING IN SPANISH. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA FUCK SO FUNNY I WAS SOBBING FROM LAUGTER. LIKE LITERALLY SOBBING. She made me delete it (violation of 1st amendment -_--__-_--_-) so don't ask me for it but omfg.. I wish everyone could've been there to witness Queen Gay at her finest *_* Like after Jenny found out I recoreded she looked like she wanted to kill me. omgz so funny. And I kept playing it over and over again... laugh cry laugh cry rinse and repeat ehhehehehehehe omfg. I'm giggling as I type this :') and dude Jenny seriously wanted to kill me so I had to defend myself by turning on the straightener to keep her away ;_; HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA highlight of my nite. Happy pre-valentines day everybody!!!!!!

The point here is,

Whatever I want to do, I know I won't regret it.
BUT WHAT. DO. I. WANT.





.....................My blog is becoming too personal for comfort.........................

Reality Check

Half of me definitely does not want to go back to all that
And the other half keeps remembering how incredibly fun it was
I tell myself I can control it. But that's what everyone says.
I've always prided myself in keeping my priorities in check...
I still know what should come first and what shouldn't. But I'm starting to just. not. care.
Not good. What to do

Day 43

herrro

Went to terrys. Went to some pho house but I just stayed in sangs car and lied down in the back cause I was too tired. Back to terrys. Sang bring me home. GOOD NIGHT

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Formstack Submission for form Ask Me at 02/09/11  8:10 PM

Someone Asked: So since wf night I've finally broken my clean streak hahahaha
Oh hahahaha. I'm assuming this is the same person who asked me what my clean streak was. Well, to answer your question: It was..... exaclty what it sounded like it was. Forgive me for not wanting to dive deeper into the topic!!

Formstack Submission for form Ask Me at 02/10/11  7:06 PM

Someone Asked: Why cant we be more than just friends?

Well for one, I have no idea who you are. 

Day 42

Monsters.............

Missed this day too-_- agh. Whatever. Went to house of korean kbbq after school with the girls and some of the guys... We ate for like 2 hours *_* HAHAHA or no let me rephrase that. Claudia and I ate for like an hour like normal people. June jenny adriana ate 2 hours straight nonstop... HAHAHAHAHA crazy-_-... We didn't have a ride so we decided to bus it back to dbhs... We were so scared we wouldn't be able to find the bus but we left the restaurant and the bus stop was literally like 10 paces in front of it ^__^V there were 2 bus stops though.... The one we were at and another across the street but they were both 482... So we just were like w/e and went on the bus of the stop we were originally at.... GG BUT IT WAS THE WRONG BUS LOLSDVASDAJSD it was like 15 minutes in and it makes a stop and the bus driver says we all need to pay 50 extra cents and we were like wait wtf and adriana made sure and asked if it was headed to db and the driver was like "~LOL~ NO THAT'S THE BUS OF THE STOP ACROSS THE STREET" .... ;_____; but okie this the fucking lucky part we were at the stop at puente hills mall and it turned out junes mom was there at that exact moment so in the end we got off at the mall and junes mom took us home.... Hehehehehehhehehe :') we then went to junes. Talked. Laughed. Then I took jenny home came home shower sleep~

Day 41

hi grace face

Missed sorry;_; school. Lees. Home sleeeeep. Not a very eventful day lolz

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har

Finding out the truth is .1% intuition and 99.9% ASKING THE PERSON PERONALLY.  Absolutely nothing is reliable until you hear it directly coming out of the persons's lips. Don't fuck yourself over by assuming you know what's up. More often than not, you don't.

Day 40

School. Pho with jasmine. Ice cream. Chips. Dropped jasmine off. Came home. Sleep. Computer. Webcam. GIVE ME YOUR OOVOOZ

I wish you guys were happier

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Formstack Submission for form Ask Me at 02/08/11  8:27 PM

Someone Asked: wot was yor clean streak

.......... Not understanding the question

LOL

I don't give a shitttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

Day 39

School was school. Zooomed by hehehe I love late starts *_* went to junes after.. Talked a bit!! Then lees. Stayed extra because I didn't do my lees homework... MR LEE NEVER CHECKS HW URG WHY TODAY...... And I was hungry as fuck. Literally was about to faint fromt starvation HAHAHAHA so peanut drove me to del taco yayayayay <3 came homeeee. Watched some shows. MATH BENCHMARK TOMORROW fuck I didn't study at all..... Thug life ;____;

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Formstack Submission for form Ask Me at 02/01/11 12:15 AM
Someone Asked: bio honors?
Sorry this question was way overdue lololol uuuuh nope bio regular

I have 2 very big pet peeves

#1 Nosy motherfuckers
#2 Passive aggressiveness

-_- gah

Day 38

MISSED. ANOTHER. DAY :( and I don't even have a legitamate reason this time......................... I should just give up lololol omg zo pointless... but it'd be such a waste. I've already come 1/12th of the way. HAHAHAHAHA valentines day soon!!! cant wait to see everyone carrying flowers and chocolates and little stuffed bears *_* such a cute "holiday". Went to Ashley Wang's after school today... gah it's been such a long time since we talked... even though I only stayed for like 10 minutes before getting picked up lolol but another day for sure we are playing!!!!!!!!!! I MAKE SURE OF IT! today was whatever. Went by hella fast though. Late start tomorrow. Omg when Alex lied and said it wasn't tomorrow.. I was going to cry. and have a heart attack. But thankfully he was just being the bully he always is and was lying hehehehehe jk i luv you arex if you're reading this which I doubt LOL. So since wf night I've finally broken my clean streak hahahaha. Whatevaaa blah I just decided to fuck it. I DO WHAT I WANT. I'm a smart girl. I can keep my stuff togethar. Anyways, besides that. Things have been subtley changing lately.... It's amazing how such a light, small conversation I had with Jenny maybe a week ago affected me so much. *_*... yeah. hi jenny. you know what im talkin bout haahahahahaha. THINGS ARE LOOKING GOOD. I'm happy, for the most part. Yes I am aware of how extremely bipolar my posts are... I'm like happy in one. Then sad. then happy. It's one of my more unattractive qualities ^__^V k peace

o m g I swear I was happy just a moment ago

Dear you,

You drive me fucking insane sometimes. You make me feel like shit... to put it simply. Honestly, there are times when I feel like everything you say and everything you do comes from ... some sort of obligation.. And I feel like I'm a burden to you. I'm not forcing you into a friendship, I hope you realize that. No one's stopping you from walking out. Obviously I won't want it. I'd get terribly sad. Probably even mad. But when it comes down to it, it's all up to you.... ....The things you say.... they're not even directed towards me (maybe) but I still get hurt and all wound up...!!@#!@#!!!! Then, rather than getting upset at you I get upset at ME. Because I feel like I'm doing everything wrong. .............. And maybe I am. -_- or maybe this is just another one of my flashes of emotions that will fade away in a couple hours. Maybe. Maybe not. So many maybes. I hate maybes.a ikjfnsafksadfnsd they're so.. undefined.. vague.. uncertain... =____= i hate myself when I'm like this. I feel so vulnerable, lolz....Fuck me I mess up everything


MY MIND NEEDS TO STFU

Day 37

School tomorrow -_- asuhfdkjashsakf. SORE AS FUCK. I can barely walk omg... :( woke up (very very reluctantly) for church... afterwards went to jenny's for a bit. talked.. laughed.. talked. then my mom picked me up and we went to eat pho. twas good. But I hate when you eat pho and you pretty much end up reeking of pho -__--_-_ urg. It is not an attractive smell LOL it smells like BO... hahsdfhafhahahahaha went to walmart to finally but a mic to match my netbook's webcam.. I CAN WC TO THE FULLEST POTENTIAL NOW!! yayayayay so get at me on fb or something and give me your oovoo ID ^_^__^_^_^_^ first actual mic+camera wc sesh in like over a year with jenny today. so funny hAHAHAHA YYYYYYY BABY YYY LOL and her new hairstyle choice... o god. hahahahahaha good stuff. forgot how fun wcing was :) chris join us later for a little bit. then we all dispersed. fb. tumblr. gah winterformal was just yesterday but it feels like a blur.. !!! spent most of the day on fb saying  "hi nice meeting you" toall the poeple i met HAHAHAHA fucking grace and rachel... :') K GN

Day 36

Fuck I know ... Missed another day. But whatever can't blame me... Winter formal today HAHAHAHA good shit. Fell twice-_-_-_-_- sigh... Once on the bus cause it was so unsteady and then on the dancefloor when sang and I were tryna get to the group and I fell over on my butt. Shit hurt:( walnut winter formal was chill.. No cutting of the bracelets so you can pretty much dance wherever and however LOL and the dj played much better songs. No katy perry and no "teenage dream" as every other song-_-haahaha got a fucking painful foot cramp though ;_; ah..... So basically how my day went: woke up at 7... Got ready. Went to jasmines. She curled my hair. Sang scooped me up. Went to brians. Chilled, took pictures, met everyone HAHAHA ~mingled~... And then we headed over to say cheese and take pictures. Camera whored at the apple store LOL... Got our pictures and went to coconut bay to eat. Then went to this girl named kathleen's to meet up for party bus. Party bus > limo by a billion times HAHAHAHA pre dancing in the bus~ then yeah danced at the actual venue. Rode bus back to kathleens. stayed there for a little to arrange ride's to freddie's. Good shit hahahahahah and yeah. sang dropped me off at home maybe half an hour ago. ....sooOooOo this post is for everyone who's gonna ask me how winter formal went LOOOLOL fuck I'm tired okie good night

Day 35

School. Lee's. Chodang with the girls. Lots of laughs!!! NOONCHI WOMAN AHAHAHAHAAHHAHA... winter formal tomorrow LOL

Day 34

Wasn't taken today but whatever LOL my blog my rules heheheheheh. Today was whatever.. fucking cold though:( spent my whole day at lees..........-_- urgaakjdhfnjfkamdfa...im getting so sick and tired of lees I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO GO HOME RIGHT AFTER SCHOOL. DO HW. EAT. NAP. BE AT PEACE........... My emotions have been going berzerk this whole week.. fuck. -_- happy sad angry annoyed happy happy angry happy sad happy............ The majority is happy but just the swings from high to low to back to high is incredibley exhausting... Winter formal in 2 days... It's weird. It doesn't feel like I'm going to WF.. But I'm sure friday night it's gonna hit me hahahaha. okie bye

Day 33

I. Hate. Running. Omg ...... Wednesdays are officially the worst days of the week.. ;_; schooools the same. Walked to lee's with jasmine because I was giving her a ride home when I got picked up. We stayed in the study room for about.. 5 minutes until we decided we were hungry heheheh so we went down to eat at misora... I didn't have enough $ so I asked jasmine to spot me and she was like o yeah I have enough.. L O L then the check comes around andddd guezz what.. We didn't have enough. HAHAHAHA we're like frantically turning our bags upside down and inside out for just one more dollar ..;_; but yeah didn't find any... But luckily we realized we were right below lee's and I went up to ask someone for a dollar... lolol josh lent me a dollar and yeah.. All was good ^__^V misora gives you lollipops so we got sum. Look at my orange one compared to jasmine's purple one.. AHAHAHAHA *_* my mom came. We dropped jasmine off. Home. Ktfo. DoneeEEEEeee.

Day 32

School.. Lockdown drill... Got a bruise after someone shoved me against the window ;_; short 5th period though!!!heheheheheh lees... Still at lees actually. LOL I'm so hungry... Urg... K say hi to roy guyz BYE

Day 31

..........Fuck I missed a day ;_; o well whatever HAHAHAHA idc. Omfg I slept literally the whoooole day.. School. Took a nap in almost every period. Got picked up at lees around 4. Ktfod in the car. Got home. Ktfod at home. Here I am waking up at 3 in the morning HAHAHAHAHAHAA omg.. Good thing I only had math hw today which I can do tomorrow (technically today-_-). K good night everyone