Just winging it

I am happy. I am content..... I am lost. I have no sense of direction. I didn't mind it, at first. I loved the idea of living in the moment and truly believed it was the only way to really live. Today I dared to take a glance at my future. I saw nothing. I still see nothing. I don't know what the fuck I'm doing. Living in the present costs me my future. Living in the future, costs me my present. Yep I've got it all. figured. out. -_-