Up into the attic you go ^.^

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Not gonna lie,

I'm not okay going to bed knowing you're not in the next room.
Feels kinda like I'm missing a big chunk of myself-- as corny as that sounds....
And those random waves of missing you and being sad and wishing you were here..
Lol omfg so fing annoying.
I mean I expected to feel like this but I didn't know it was going to be this hard

SNAP OUT OF IT ROSE!!!

Hahahahaha okay you're kinda cute.

I'm feeling good.

Junior year has been good to me so far!!! Granted it's only been 4 days but fuck it. I feel good vibes. I wish other people would be a bit more positive on their outlook on this year too. It's all about perspective you pessimistic mother fuckers ^_^ !!!!! I got a huuuuge load of homework today but 6 hours at Lee's Review working non-stop did me good. I'm very glad I didn't go home to try to do get all that stuff done. I still have some left but fuck that I think I deserve a good hour or two of break time... Physics test tomorrow. I am all kinds of nervous. There are some problems that I just do.not.know.what.the.fuck.to.do. But I'm going to try going in to see Jensvold and lunch and get some help.

My feelings towards my classes so far:

1. APUSH: The teacher seems very laid back and understanding. I just wish we'd learn a little bit more lol. I love history and I'd like to l-e-a-r-n some of it before the year is over. But you're great Mr. Watkins, you are! Very glad I start the day with such a relaxed class :)

2. MACH5: Mr. Brose, you are also quite fantastic. You remind me of a more livelier and less-lazier version of Mr. Scaefer whic is quite the compliment because I really enjoyed last year's math class with him. I liked his grading policy, his lecture-style, homework load, and logical tests aka you're tested on what you're taught. Not on material that is pretty much what you learned on steroids -_- Hopefully Mr. Brose, your tests are like that too. I look forward to learning math from you.

3. English 3H: It's pretty dull, not going to lie. It has that Galindo feel to it. Not that the teacher is dull, more like what we're doing right now. Probably because we're getting caught up on all that summer work shit. Hopefully I learn a lot because English has always always been my favorite subject :) Looking fwd to reading certain books on our reading list for the year!!

4. Journalism I: I have tolerable people around me and at my table. So that's good. Although the temp Mrs. Spencer could try to be a little bit more ~fun~ when she lectures on and on. I doze off dude. But I've been learning some interesting things. Especially because this a field that is at the top of my list for what I want to be when I grow up... I be liking the subject more and more!

5.Korean 4: Boring as hell. Jasmine and Sharon help me survive...just barely. Fuck. I hate Korean class. I hate writing in korean. It's so time consuming T.T But Mr. Hwang is a fucking cutie. And no homework. Score!!!!!

6. Ap Physics B: Defintely not as bad as people suspected it might be for me. I've met some very nice, smart people. Kinda geeky. But aren't we all!!! People are very helpful ^_^ The downer is the teacher, really. This class is basically one big self study. But the hw is fucking easy. Everythings online and we don't need to show work. Plus a lot of the questions and their answers show up on google :) WORRED 4 TEST TMRW HOWEVER.

Yeah. School will be just fine.
Really glad that all the requirement classes are out of the way
 I'm able to take classes I have actual interest in...

1. You still suck shit. But I'm completely over it right now. You said I get over things quickly. I figured it was about time I did.
2. Lol god..............................
3. Ignore me it's cool.

"I believe in the profession of journalism.

I believe that the public journal is a public trust; that all connected with it are, to the full measure of their responsibility, trustees for the public; that acceptance of a lesser service than the public service is betrayal of this trust.

I believe that clear thinking and clear statement, accuracy and fairness are fundamental to good journalism.

I believe that a journalist should write only what he holds in his heart to be true.

I believe that suppression of the news, for any consideration other than the welfare of society, is indefensible.

I believe that no one should write as a journalist what he would not say as a gentleman; that bribery by one's own pocketbook is as much to be avoided as bribery by the pocketbook of another; that individual responsibility may not be escaped by pleading another's instructions or another's dividends.

I believe that advertising, news and editorial columns should alike serve the best interests of readers; that a single standard of helpful truth and cleanness should prevail for all; that the supreme test of good journalism is the measure of its public service.

I believe that the journalism which succeeds best -- and best deserves success -- fears God and honors Man; is stoutly independent, unmoved by pride of opinion or greed of power, constructive, tolerant but never careless, self-controlled, patient, always respectful of its readers but always unafraid, is quickly indignant at injustice; is unswayed by the appeal of privilege or the clamor of the mob; seeks to give every man a chance and, as far as law and honest wage and recognition of human brotherhood can make it so, an equal chance; is profoundly patriotic while sincerely promoting international good will and cementing world-comradeship; is a journalism of humanity, of and for today's world."

-- Walter Williams

Wow, time flies

Stop crying. He's not gone yet.
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So,

The differences are too much.
The gaps are too wide.
Running out of steam trying to pretend like it's okay
ha ha ha ha
FUCK IT C'EST LA VIE

Here and There

Happy. Unhappy. Content. Discontent.
Satisfied. But wanting more.
Shut the hell up heart
-_-
No one asked for your opinion. Ha ha h aha ha.

HOW AM I STILL FUCKING THINKING ABOUT YOU? HOW. WHY.????
I KNOW BETTER. BUT I APPARENTLY DON'T CARE.
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Wanted: Loyalty.
Despite all the new and interesting people we meet, we'll still be each others'  number 1.
But I guess I'm asking for too much.

Going Back

Dear Blog,
Please don't take it personally.
You have been and always will be one of my most faithful companions.
But I think it's time we took a break.
I've had an inkling for some good old-fashioned pen on paper
It's time I satisfied said need.
Privacy here I comez
Sincerely,
Your Dutiful Author