Ink

Excited

Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.
Happy..........er? I say happier because right now I'm pretty happy as is. There will always be times when I'm erdsilknvasf,mvnesrdfgv erkdg but big picture wise, I'm pretty happy. So in the future, I will hopefully stay happy and maybe even happier.. I'm pretty certain I will. It doesn't take much for me to be happy. I don't need to be rich. I don't need the biggest house. I don't need the fanciest job. I really think that as long as I'm in the right mindest, I will be happy. All those luxuries would be nice but I don't need them unlike most people who try convincing themselves that they do. Oh I guess another thing that I hope for in my future is my dream job/ job of choice. I don't know what that is at the moment but when I figure out, I hope I get it ^_^ And like any other teenage girl hopefully I find the right guy, fall in love, get married, have kids, grow old, bucket list, painless death blahlblahbdfnblawesdgjvm...... But that's a long way from now hahaha.

Tonight I will be eating:

(Sedaris 9)

"A person had to do these things because nothing was worse than the anguish of not doing them [...] My brain would never for one moment let me forget it."

Pursuit of?

Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
There's never just one moment. I have a lot of  random moments when I silently just think about all of the things I have and how greatful I should be.. and just in general I'm pretty content.. I guess not really 'satisfied' because things could most definitely be better but I'm really in no position to complain. Life, in my opinion, has been tolerable -- I mean, I'm still here breathing and living with countless privileges -- which in my book means it's been good, given my circumstances. Obviously things could always be better but I think too many people focus on what could be better rather than whats good right now.

Convo on text

Bro: txt me when mom scoopa you up
Me: ok
Me: I'm getting scooped right now
Bro: lollll reread what you send me lulzzzz

Hahahahahahahahahahahahah.

Father Abrahammm

Yippekaiyaymfckr (11:04:56 PM): wtf man fuckn

Yippekaiyaymfckr (11:04:57 PM): LAG
ROSE KIM SAYS (11:04:58 PM): it is

ROSE KIM SAYS (11:04:58 PM): -_-

ROSE KIM SAYS (11:05:00 PM): what the fuck
Yippekaiyaymfckr (11:05:00 PM): piece of shit

Yippekaiyaymfckr (11:05:01 PM): fb
ROSE KIM SAYS (11:05:01 PM): dude i hate lag

ROSE KIM SAYS (11:05:02 PM): so much

ROSE KIM SAYS (11:05:03 PM): LOL

ROSE KIM SAYS (11:05:03 PM): omg

ROSE KIM SAYS (11:05:04 PM): .
Yippekaiyaymfckr (11:05:07 PM): im going to fuckn

Yippekaiyaymfckr (11:05:08 PM): kill
Yippekaiyaymfckr (11:05:11 PM): mark zukkerberg

Yippekaiyaymfckr (11:05:13 PM): fuckn faggot
ROSE KIM SAYS (11:05:25 PM): AHAHA

ROSE KIM SAYS (11:05:26 PM): AHAHA

ROSE KIM SAYS (11:05:27 PM): A HAHAHAH

ROSE KIM SAYS (11:05:32 PM): AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH AHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHH

Uncannily

Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

Aries people are optimistic, independent, impulsive, playful, competitive, courageous, sometimes combative and always adventurous.

Aries people have a tendency to leap before looking and to take risks that shock more cautious types. This is a very physically courageous sign, so it is not surprising that many Aries people gravitate toward risky professions such as the military, the police force, stunt work, sports, rescue work and racecar driving. Aries people are also emotionally courageous to the point of recklessness and will change their entire lives on a whim in order to follow some dream or romantic inclination.

Accident-Prone and Impulsive
Aries people are accident-prone, not because they are clumsy but because they move quickly and impulsively. Aries people like to drive fast and many have an interest in extreme or high-impact sports. Aries people crave the adrenaline rush of novelty and will often take unnecessary risks in order to achieve it.

Mechanically Inclined
The sign of Aries is associated with engines, and many people with the sun, moon or ascendant in Aries are good with anything that has a motor. Many Aries people are drawn to professions or pastimes that involve driving or flying.


Pioneering and Entrepreneurial
Aries people are pioneering and entrepreneurial, willing to go to new places, try new things and start new projects. They often have trouble with authority and do better as their own bosses. They are good at self-promotion, which ensures that many succeed in their own businesses.

Aries people are not particularly suited to detail work and prefer to implement big plans or start things and have others fill in the details. They are good at coming up with creative ideas on the spot but may have trouble sustaining the effort to follow through with their plans unless the ascendant or moon is in an Earth sign (Taurus, Virgo or Capricorn) or in the water sign of Cancer or Scorpio.

Aries people have very low boredom thresholds and can lose interest in things quite easily. Thus, a career must provide lots of change, social interaction and excitement or the Aries will want to move on.

High Energy and Athletic Ability
Most Aries people have loads of energy, which they need to burn off continuously through physical activities and socializing. They are competitive by nature and usually have an aptitude for athletics, either team sports or solitary fitness activities. Most also enjoy watching sports and other physical displays such as dance, skating, skiing or other fitness activities that require movement and coordination. There is usually a particularly strong draw toward martial arts with this sign.

Extroverted and Friendly
Aries is a very sociable sign. Aries people like to be around other people most of the time and seek out novel and exciting situations. They prefer people who challenge them intellectually and compete with them in some way, and they quickly grow bored and irritated with homebodies and cautious, timid types.

Impatient and Combative
Aries people think fast, move fast and talk fast (many of them are chatterboxes). They are not very patient, particularly with slow moving, slow speaking people. In fact, Aries is the least patient sign of the zodiac.

Aries people are forceful and even aggressive when pursuing what they want, and willing to charge head first into conflict. They prefer to deal with problems immediately, head on, and will rarely avoid confrontation. This leads them to poke at and provoke some of the more avoidant types until they can implement some sort of catharsis in interpersonal situations. Aries people often have little respect for those who can’t put up a good fight.

Honest to the Point of Rudeness
Aries people tend to be honest and forthright, almost to a fault at times. They are not subtle, and they have terrible tempers that are easily set off, though they are also quick to forgive. They often say and do things rashly that cause strife in their interpersonal relationships. A lack of tact can create problems. When bored, Aries people may pick fights simply to entertain themselves and fulfill their subconscious need for conflict.

Altruistic
The Aries paradox is a strange combination of selfishness and generosity. Aries people can be self-absorbed and self-centered at times, but this is also one of the most altruistic signs, and Aries people are usually quick to help those in need, even at great personal cost and risk. This, combined with the Aries propensity to take risks, leads many Aries people into the rescuing professions such as firefighter, paramedic, peacekeeper or coast guard.

Aries people may turn their desire to help in another direction and get into the idealistic side of politics, working to change the system from within. Most Aries people have a strong interest in politics, though this may take the form of argument rather than action.

Youthful and Idealistic
Aries people tend to be fun, lively, playful and youthful. Many look younger than their chronological ages and most retain some childlike qualities throughout adulthood, both physically and psychologically.

Despite the emotional courage of this sign, Aries people are surprisingly sensitive and eager to please. Though they can be pushy and domineering or controlling at times, they are also idealistic, trusting, and in great need of reassurance. Aries people can be quite naïve, and others may take advantage of this.

Naturally Optimistic
Aries people do nothing by half-measures. Anything they choose to do, they do fully and completely. They are stubborn and generally refuse to accept defeat, even long after a situation has become untenable. They rarely stay down for long though, as this is a naturally optimistic sign that bounces back quickly from misfortune and strife. Aries people have a way of coming out on top in most situations.


(googled Aries and this is what I found hahaha)

Omfg I think this is too true... Except for the "Honest to the point of rudeness" because I think I'm fairly tactful... HAHAHAHA I'm honest but not to the point where I start intentionally hurting people.. and the "starting fights just to be entertained" isn't me at all LOL

LATER

I'M FUCKEN DONE BRO! I tried to keep it cool but whatever I got your message fuck you. For whatever reason made you act this way, I'm tired of it. I've tried over and over to keep it like it used to be but obviously you have no intention of keepings things even remotely okay. Don't let the door hit you on your way out.

I. like. dat.

Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
1. I love being warm and under the sun
2. Subway chicken bacon ranch foreva
3. I like to read.. and draw..
4. Blackberry <3
5. I eat junkfood way way way too much :'(
6. History = my favorite subject
7. I have an older brother. who I'm pretty close to
8. Hoes before bros... no excuses.
9. I have freckles...a lot.
10. 5'4...
11. I be da fast text replyer
12. I transferred from Ayala to DBHS
13. I've had a rough past...but I honestly think it just made me a better person
14. Moving forward without looking back
15. No regrets!
16. I AM THE DEFINITION OF INDECISIVE... my friends know dis toooo well omg :'(
17. Happy > Sad. So I choose to be happy.
18. I was born in Anaheim. Lived in Buena park. Moved to Fullerton. Moved to Chino Hills.
19. Personality is so important to me in a guy ... :)
20. I love funny people. Make me laugh and I automatically love you seriously
21. I luv watching TV shows (hulu) and moviezzz
22. I'm not a very big music person
23. "Rose seed' ..........
24. Blogspot >Tumblr
25. My room is usually messy.. Execept now it's super clean cause I cleaned it last night.. ^_^
26. I love me some hot cheetos. and takis. yes.
27. I like chocolate & water. I honestly  think its the best duo ever omg. Like chocolate anything + water = mouth orgasm
28. I wear contacts...
29. I've never ever had a bloody nose.. ever.
30. I've also never broken or sprained anything!

^ omfg that was hard

Days like these

 

 

Ng

Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.
It was always never really serious so whateva

Simply put

Day 04 - Your views on religion.
Have respect. I think people get so wound up about the right/wrong and true/false of it all that they forget to respect each other. There will always be other people that have views and opinions that possibly contradict your own. You know, go ahead. Tell the other person what your religion is all about. But they won't always agree. When they don't, respect their decision and sit your ass back down.

I am a christian. Probably not the best. But I am.
I believe in certain things and I don't believe in certain things.
If you have another religion or don't have one at all, that's cool.
Religion is all about choice. If having that belief is your choice, then:
Whatever floats your boat.

CURRENTLY: DIGGING MY OWN GRAVE

Some time after

So it's  already October.. about 2 months into the school year... I think I'm settling in pretty nicely; I'm still meeting new people, trying to get more involved, and study etc. I'm still trying to fully grasp dbhs, its atmosphere and the way things work. People always ask me which is better, Ayala or DBHS and I'm just like... honestly, I can't compare them because they're both so different! I like each one equally for different reasons. I do have small pangs of nostalgia now and then and I find myself missing Ayala and all the great people I left a lot.... I wonder how different things would've been, haha. But I quickly retract my "what if"s because if I hadn't moved schools, a lot of people in my life right now wouldn't be where they are. Sigh... I do miss everyone at Ayala though.. I have people ask me why I left and honestly, I don't have a good answer. I just moved... just because I could I guess haha. I got into the lottery so I just thought, ok why the hell not! Not a lot of poeple get the chance to change schools like I did so might as well make the most of it, you know! I don't regret anything I've done so far. I really don't. But that doesn't mean I don't miss the certain people that I left behind.. And recently things have changed so much that I'm....basically lost. I have no idea what to do LOL Maybe it's me who changed.. or them.. Most probably both, hahaha. I guess I didn't try hard enough? And vice versa? And maybe this was inevitable. It is difficult changing schools and trying to keep everything the way it was while adding on new things. You win some you lose some? -_-..?  It's still not 100% perfect at db. But what can you expect LOL You really can't expect to just perfectly fit into a group of people that has already been through a whole year together. There's been a year's worth of events that I can never be a part of and it does get hard. Like you're the only one out of the loop... But these feelings never last long and have been occuring less frequently nowadays, almost rarely! I do feel like I'm getting the hang of things! I'm liking how everythings going so far :) + The people I've been meeting. There are things I'd like to tweak and fix, but I am definitely not in any position to complain. Just hope for the best. Keep moving forward. See what the future has in store for me heheheh.

Just One,

Aye,

About

Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Control yourself.

"The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be."

— Marcel Pagnol

Omg Omg Can't wait to go now

You can't want something you already have.
It's right there.

Grow. the. fuck. up. You aren't the only one.

2020

Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
I don't really know! 10 years is a long time..a lot of things could change.... +Wherever I do end up, I'd just like to be happy.

The Simpsons: Banksy

FA...........

Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Single... I'm honestly whatever right now... Go with the flow LOL I'm not looking for somebody but if something happens, then I guess it happens! I doubt I'm gonna be in anything (serious or not) for a long time though so I'm not even expecting anything HAHAHA

Again!

Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 04 - Your views on religion.
Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.
Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.
Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.
Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.
Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
Day 14 - Your earliest memory.
Day 15 - Your favorite tumblrs.
Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.
Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.
Day 18 - Your beliefs.
Day 19 - Disrespecting your parents.
Day 20 - How important you think education is.
Day 21 - One of your favorite shows.
Day 22 - How have you changed in the past 2 years
Day 23 - Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.
Day 24 - Your favorite movie and what it’s about.
Day 25 - Someone who fascinates you and why.
Day 26 - What kind of person attracts you.
Day 27 - A problem that you have had.
Day 28 - Something that you miss.
Day 29 - Goals for the next 30 days
Day 30 - Your highs and lows of this month

"The perception of beauty is a moral test."

— Henry David Thoreau

~

You really don't have the right to judge what is a reasonable way to feel and what's not -_- If you haven't gone through what the other person has gone through, shut your mouth and stop acting like you know what's up. Because you don't.

Hahahahahahaha

 

Homecoming 2010

Fun Fun Fun

I love you Michael Scott

For just about everything

" [There are things that are just] mutually exclusive lifestyles; they don’t have to be in opposition unless someone like you insists on calling one better than the other. Quit being so judgmental. Live how you want to live, already. Let others do the same."

Day 1 - 7 things you succeed at.
Succeed? Like.... what I'm good at?
1. Sleeping
2. Wasting time
3. Eating endless amounts of junk food
4. Lying..
5. Messing up my room...
6. Laughing at my own jokes.... :(
7. Procrastinating sigh

77 66 55 44 33 22 11...?

  Day 1 - 7 things you succeed at.

   Day 2 - 7 things you fail at.

   Day 3 - 6 websites you use on a daily basis.

    Day 4 - 6 song titles that  describe your life from beginning to NOW!

    Day 5 - 5 things you are afraid of.

    Day 6 - 5 things you do to cope with life.

    Day 7 - 4 things you would save in a fire.

    Day 8 - 4 bad habits.

    Day 9 - 3 things you wish you could say, but never might.

    Day 10 - 3 abbreviations that describe your current life (like FML etc).

    Day 11 - 2 people you wish you could switch lives with for a day.

    Day 12 - 2 things that define a great life.

    Day 13 - 1 guilty pleasure.

    Day 14 - 1 letter to your reflection

X

Day 10: One person you can trust
1. Myself.

omgogmogmo gomgogogmg i. fucking. love. the feeling. of. Relief.

C'est La Vie

Seriously, all hype and no substance... Disappointing. Overrated. -_- gtfo

IX

Day 9: Two things you wish you could do
1.Finally tell you everything.
2. Get into college of my choice.

Well:

I hate it when people self pity themselves.
You're better than that.
Realize it. Make the most out of what you have.
Move the fuck on.

Problematic

Day 8: Three words you can’t go a day without using
1. dude
2. hahahaha
3. omg

Sang peezy

Bambi Deer (9:26:57 PM): you know

Bambi Deer (9:26:59 PM): ratatat?
ROSE KIM SAYS (9:28:00 PM): the pokemon

ROSE KIM SAYS (9:28:02 PM): wheahahahghHGHGAHGAHAHAHAHAHA
Bambi Deer (9:28:04 PM): NO
ROSE KIM SAYS (9:28:07 PM): LOL1!!! LOLOOL
Bambi Deer (9:28:09 PM): THE
INSTRUMENTAL
ROSE KIM SAYS (9:28:09 PM): HAHAHAHA AHAHAHAH
Bambi Deer (9:28:11 PM): ...

Bambi Deer (9:28:12 PM): hate you

HAHAHAHAHA FUCK AHHA FUCK FUCK

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:14:31 AM): LOLOLHAHAHAHA

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:14:38 AM): i dink thts a good idea now

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:14:42 AM): u should go.-_- loser

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:14:43 AM): LOLOLOL

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:14:44 AM): erdkgnmerg

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:14:45 AM): for reals :-(

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:14:52 AM): MISS SO INVOLVED HOW COULD U MISS THS!
anddashleysayss (12:15:08 AM): WHAT
ROSE KIM SAYS (12:15:19 AM): ..

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:15:20 AM): what do u mean what

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:15:21 AM): :-(
anddashleysayss (12:15:32 AM): go where ":

anddashleysayss (12:15:37 AM): jk go where
ROSE KIM SAYS (12:15:57 AM): HC!!!111111111111111111111111111111
anddashleysayss (12:16:22 AM): i ...........am............going

anddashleysayss (12:16:30 AM): -_-
ROSE KIM SAYS (12:16:33 AM): :-D

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:16:34 AM): :-D :-D
anddashleysayss (12:16:34 AM): you're TALKING To the WRONG

anddashleysayss (12:16:35 AM): PERSon

anddashleysayss (12:16:38 AM): ---_---
ROSE KIM SAYS (12:16:38 AM): WIDD WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:16:40 AM): :-D :-D
anddashleysayss (12:16:44 AM): o m g ........
ROSE KIM SAYS (12:16:47 AM): ... ..

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:16:48 AM): ?

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:16:48 AM): :-(

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:16:49 AM): what

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:16:49 AM): ..
anddashleysayss (12:17:09 AM): -_-trust me you're talking to the wrong person right now

anddashleysayss (12:17:17 AM): omg omg omg omg ogm ogm ogmgom goare you serious
ROSE KIM SAYS (12:17:34 AM): .?

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:17:34 AM): what

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:17:35 AM): ?

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:17:35 AM): LOLOLOL

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:17:36 AM): ---

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:17:38 AM): IM CONFUSED.

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:17:39 AM): WTF
anddashleysayss (12:17:48 AM): i should go to homecoming

anddashleysayss (12:17:51 AM): ?!?!?!?!
ROSE KIM SAYS (12:17:56 AM): ..

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:17:58 AM): yes you should

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:17:58 AM): o_O

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:18:02 AM): you and

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:18:02 AM): adriana
anddashleysayss (12:18:18 AM): what are oyou talking about HI MY NAME IS ASHLEY CHoi

anddashleysayss (12:18:19 AM): _--
ROSE KIM SAYS (12:18:35 AM): OMFG

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:18:35 AM): LOL

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:18:36 AM): HAAHAHA

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:18:36 AM): FUCK

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:18:37 AM): HAHAHA
anddashleysayss (12:18:37 AM): -_-
ROSE KIM SAYS (12:18:38 AM): HHAA=A
anddashleysayss (12:18:38 AM): -_-

anddashleysayss (12:18:39 AM): -_-
ROSE KIM SAYS (12:18:41 AM): HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:18:42 AM): HAHAHAHAHA

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:18:42 AM): FUCK

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:18:43 AM): AHHAHA
anddashleysayss (12:18:44 AM): BLOCK ROSEKIMSAYS
ROSE KIM SAYS (12:18:45 AM): FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKING

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:18:46 AM): LOLOLFUCKRFUCKUKC

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:18:47 AM): AHAHHAHAHA

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:22:25 AM): I FUCKING

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:22:25 AM): THOUGHT YOU

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:22:27 AM): WERE ASHLEY AWNG

ROSE KIM SAYS (12:22:28 AM): LGHAHGAHAHAHAHAHA

Let me show you your way out.

I realize I've been skipping days

Day 6: Five things you can’t live without
1. Family Friends
2. Money
3. Water Food
4. Toiletries (shampoo, toothpaste, toothbrush, toilet paper etc;)
5. Hair Straightener