Wow if I had a car.. the amount of time I'd spend in bookstores.. and loiter. And read a billion books without buying a single one. I cannot wait

TED talk: Importance of Perception

"We need more time appreciating what already exists, and less time agonizing over what else we can do."

TED Talks:

I feel so inspired and motivated right now..*_*

The Unconscious Mind

I'm done chasing after you. I'm so fucken done. I love you. But I give up. Sorry.

On admitting your faults:

Get over the ridiculous idea that "because you meant no wrong, you did no wrong." No one fucking cares about what you meant to do. The only the thing that matters is what you did do. Understand. Apologize. Move on.

It drives me crazy when people refuse to apologize or plead guility because they "did nothing wrong."
Yes, maybe nothing wrong from your POV. But the world doesn't revolve around you.-_-

I. Really. Don't. Give. A. Fuck. Anymore.

Day 78

Hahahahahaha roy ktfod at lees..so funny. Look at his leg. LOL automatic shit day today-_- thanks to the rain....... Skewl. Lee's. Homeeee. School supply shopping hehehe my favorite!!! then came home... Organized all my shit. Moved everything from crap binder to new binder ^_^ then.....watched Lost in Translation. Good fucking movie. So subtle so good.. I was surprised how satisfied I was with the ending. Usually I woulda been like R U SRS but the ending was...perfect. Omg so funny in some parts I died from laughter honestly heh hehehehe heh heh heh twas very unexpected~ SPEECH IN 3 DAYS. I AINT EVEN CLOSED TO READY... nervous af:( sigh... and I have a shitload of editing/revising to do on my halfassed rough draft of the essay... + math test. + bio test. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ /dead/. loljk. Robin getting his car soon though so theres one thing to look fwd to this week...... :) so tired. good night.

Day 77

Yeap....just another ordinary average fucking retarded laughfilled Saturday with Jenny Kim HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Claudia and June were supposed to come but they ended up not coming...:( Watched The Tourist (2nd time for me, 1st for Jenny) while pigging out on chips and carrots.  L OL I never ate so many carrots in one sitting like I did yesterday.. It was so funny watching Jenny react to the movie and I'm all like heh heh heh I know what's gonna happen next heh heh heh *_* Unleashed the squid HAHAHAHAHAHA and took the fucking funniest videos of Jenny when she's on the computer loloolo omg I was crying. She's all lurkin on fb giggling to herself. lgodlfgadijkfandshfdafhahahahaha omg. And then she raped my facebook-_- -_- -_- Sigh... then we made ramyun lolz yeah well that was my saturday...... good shit ^_^

Day 76

Wow lagged this for 3 days....Starting with Friday: Went to school... was sad to see everyone having such crap fridays:( lol my Friday at school was pretty  good... Classes went by fast and I didn't really do shit in any of them. I'm so nervous for the persuasive speech in Galindo.. I'm the third person to go so I have so little time to prepare... FuUuuuuu. And it's like over 100 points gg-_- I really hope I do good. Really really really hope so.....Anyways, went home after school. Tired af. Knocked out. Woke up around 6ish 7ish idk and went to Terry's. Then got food. Then Lanny's. Left pretty early. Came home. Ktfoooood

L O L

teeheeitsclaudy: IDk
teeheeitsclaudy: GASK A REAL GUY
teeheeitsclaudy: im juts a fkae
teeheeitsclaudy: LOLOl

Rose Kim: HAHAHA
Rose Kim: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Rose Kim: AHHAHAAHHAHAAH

Day 75

Faggots heheh roy chris josh

Lol they're so stupid.... It looks like they're looking at something amazing outside but really they're staring at their reflections. AHAHAHAHAHAHA SO GAY. Today was miles better than yesterday. Like predicted, I am completely recovered from the terribleness of yesterday... School. Lee's. Got picked up. Ate Subways. Watched some friends. Computer. Fin.

Yesssssssssss tomorrows friday

So out of it
with no intentions of getting back in of it............................

Day 74

Callus thing where my pencil always pushes against when I write...it hurts ;_; Today was a shit day. Woke up suck as fuck....I hate how I get sick so randomly omg.. yesterday I was perfectly fine. Then today I wake up with a head full of unlimited snot:( School was ..less than enjoyable. I spent the majority of my day hovering around the tissue boxes of my classrooms lol. I hate when people try to help me when I don't even ask-_- it sounds retarded but that's just me... Which is pretty hypocritical because I really like helping people but I don't like people helping me, unless I ask..hahahaha. After school idk people kept trying to help or whatever but it just made me mad-_- so I blew up lolz my baddddd. Didn't have to go to lee's today though!!! Mama picked me up from school.Came home and ktfod. Woke up. Ate some healthy wok. Computer. Homework. This. Friday come quickly

Pretty much

I don't
I want
I should
I won't
I don't feel like
I wish
I hope
I really need
But at the same time don't want
I shouldn't

You never
You won't
You're fucking
You lost
You were never
You have

Yeah. More or less

“Look man I’m sorry I’ve been cursing. But fuck that shit I gotta express myself bitch”

— 50 Cent

Day 73

GOOD DAY TODAY. Late start. Didn't have to change for total body... Overall good vibessss heheheh. School was the uuuusual. Lee's. Did work. Went to class. Finished at7. Then did more work... Left Lee's around 9. Got mcdees yumyumyummmmm came home. Watched some shows. ~fin~ Weekend hurry up already!!!!

Day 72

Demon eyes *_*

Wasn't taken yesterday or today but whatever lolll. Monday was whatever. School was school as always. Went to Lee's. Finished my fucking massive amount of homework at 9pm..............Got picked up. Went home. Watched some friends. The end

Day 71

Stairway to Heaven...?Heh

Church. Came home. Jason picked me up. Plans totally backfired HAHAHAHAHA omg... what a bust.. ^__^V got donuts. den watched movie. Came home and left right after with bro and dad to eat dinner but we first decided to stop by the hyundai dealership... but the "quick stop" at 7 ended up being a 3 hour deal-_- and we didn't even come out with a car LOL because my dad wanted to check out other prices... went to BJs after which was around 10ish... lol late ass dinner. Den came home to a new 3D TV LOL fucken random... Or at least, for me it was.. I had no idea we were getting a TV...let alone those 3D ones o_o but we don't have channels yet. I think the TV is just gonna be used to watch stuff via the computer and Robin's xboxxxx. oOooo on our way to the dealership the clouds looked fucking dopeeeee. It looked stairs to heaven *_* go click on it and you can see the original size but yeah it was pretty cool ^_^ SCHOOL TMRW FUCK

Day 70

GAhahahahahaha sang. Cute hat. ^__^V Spent half the day hooome waiting for my mom to come back and give me a ride lolz then went to Terrys. Met up everyone there and left pretty soon. Stop at chick fil a. Then In n out. Then Lanny's nice ass house. Spent the rest of my night there sigh curfew..so I couldn't go to freddies. Anthony dropped me off at home. The End.

Good shit today

Day 69

What a goooood friday hehehehe. Went to Diamond Spa for Irene's birthday. Good shit. Played cams for 2 hours straight... holy hell lol and we didn't even realize.. Omg Silent Cams: No Rules .. I've never played a more brutal card game. Not even german torture beats it... I got punched in the nose. Irene..got bitten. Jenny and Irene showdown. Me taking Jenny's pair of Qs every single time HAHAHA Me raging on Adriana. Irene raging on herself. Ashley Heather Adriana just chillen in the background. HAHAHA hogging the ice room.. *_* yeeeeee. Good food. Good laughs. Good showering time  L O L Heather damn what a body you have.................hehehe. I just realized we didn't eat patbingsoo..:( But we beasted the cakes Adriana got for Irene LOL again, happy birthday Irene I ruv you

I've had enough.

You better have a fucking good excuse

Day 68

Happy birthday Irene!!! Hope you had a good 16th day. I read your tumblr post about your day today and I know it was kinda rocky but I hope in the end you had a good day<333 Onto the rest of my day... Btw I know. I take the worst pictures LOL so uncreative and irrelevant to how my day went-_- Anyways. Today was.. a little less pleasant than average... I think I totally tanked my math test today. I had a panic attack ;_; So right before the bell rang for 3rd I doublechecked to make sure I had my homework packet but... lo and behold it was gone!!:( and I freaked out and ran out of Schaefer's all the way to fucken J building because my last class was Korean and I figured I accidentally stuffed it into my korean  binder.. But I came into class and it wasn't in my binder-_- It was a test day and I didn't wanna miss out on valuable test time so I ran back to class all sad and shit and I come in panting my lungs out and found my homework packet stuck in between these other papers in my binder....omfg. So I'm like heaving and shit and I turn in the packet and get my test and ugh ajkrnsadfam,mads. Everything just went down from there. The first few questions were alright but once I got into the middle I started panicking and jskhgansadfiukjaf  omg... I started to second guess myself and everything and blaHhHHh aujgknasdfkadsfnaksfa. I'm so disappointed in myself. I should've been more prepared and studied better.-_- Anyways.. the rest of school was whatever. Lee's. Got all my stuff done except for this riddddddddddddddiculous female muscle diagram that Green gave us in tot bod fit. It's so dumb omg  you can't tell what line is pointing where and no diagram on google.com is specific enoough to help me fill out the entire thing. I've decided to just put it off till monday. Got picked up. Went grocery shopping and stalked up on food hehehehe yay *_* Came home. Cleaned my room. Semi-wrapped Irene's present. I still need to write her card. Which I will do after this. And then sleep. Peace out

It's always you

You are here. Yet so far far away. Ugh.
I don't even care anymore. And it scares me

Day 67

Lost track of the date number. Using my phone. -inserting actual words later-

Edit: Wednesday was better than usual. I don't know why but thinking back... it feels like it was a good day. Last day of CAHSEE testing.. such a shame ;_; Went to lee's afterwards. Had no homework so I got picked up by my mama asapppp. She wanted to get pho so we went to Saigon to eat. Came home. I read. Watched some friends. Got ready for bed.. and then last minute remembered I had a math test on thursday -_- so tried cramming in  10 sections of probability and statistics and yeah. Sigh. /End day

Day 66

...Sigh another late post.. -will insert what happenedon tuesday later-

Edit: Lol look at my mama so technologically advanced!!!  K sooooo tuesday..I can't really remember. School was the usual. Went to lee's.Studied. Came home. Read. Ktfo'd. Very eventful day.. LOL I think by now anyone who's kept up with my 365 now knows my average daily routine: school lees home. Yee

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Day 65

Can't remember if it means June or Jenny ...

Cahsee tomorrow yay!!! Missing 4 periods and having a lot of freetime after the test to get shit doneeee. I'm kinda worried about this math test coming up... I needs to study hard but the chapter is just so big.. *_* argh. Anyways school wasss normal. Came to lees to finish homework and stuff. I was starving the entire time:( got picked up around 6 something. Came home. Ate. Read. Watched some more Friends. Ktfod. Woke up a little while ago in a confused state.. Idk I was like trippen out and shit LOL but then I showered and I got my head straight and now I don't know what to do. Sleep or ..............? blah

Facebook

I was just about to reactivate my facebook when I realized: I spend way too much time nosing around other people's life when I should be putting that time into mine. Because let's face it, most people's daily facebook activity consists of maybe 40% socializing and 60% stalking/lurking LOL. I need to have more focus on my own life (studying, anything productive, etc;) and less on the business of others.

Day 64

No, I did not take this picture. Idk I googled 'aquarium' and this came up via flickr. I have a billion copyrighted pictures on this blog... one more won't hurt. I wonder if people ever get sued for using copyrighted things without permission.... I doubt it. Since for me, it's all soley for personal use. Anyways, my day was surprisingly nice. Went to church like usual. Left like usual. Came home, watched some more episodes of Friends (yes, I am quite the fanatic *_*), ktfod, then woke up to go eat dinner with my dad and brother. We got pacific fish grill, which made me start cravvvving a visit to the aquarium. Somebody take me!!!! After eating we went to Harkins and watched Unknown. Fuckingggggg good movie. I had to pee so bad throughout the whole movie but  I didn't wanna leave my seat and miss anything. It was that good heheheheheh. I pretty much went to the movies 3 times straight this whole weekend. WoooOOw. Friday it was planned. Saturday my mom wanted to watch King's Speech. And today my dad wanted to watch Unknown. Har har har. Now I'm home and yeah. I have to start on my essay now -_- so bye!!!

Holy. Shit.

All 10 seasons of Friends... Available for download. DVD quality. Happy early birthday to me..

MOFUCKEN KOREAN

Day 63

Date with my mama today!!! Very very successful. I kept longing to get away from everything and this helped a lot. I love my girls and everything but lately I've been distancing myself from all of them. Nothing personal though. I just.. want to get away for just a little bit.... So I hung out with my mom and it was a day well spent:) Left the house around 4ish.. got to puente. Hit F21. Shopped LOL finally new clothes.. *_* then we ate at Todai.. YumMmmm. Then my mom bought coffee and we went to amc to watch King's Speech. But before we went it the ticket guy was like "o sorry you can't bring outside drinks into the theater" so we went back to this table... And the movie was gonna start soon so I peer pressured my mom into sneaking the coffee in with her bag hAHAhAHAHAHA omg she was like trippen out about being a felon and commiting a crime and shit omg my moms so cute *_* King's Speech is. so. good. And surprisingly very funny in some parts. The speech therapist Lionel's lines were zo funny. Came hoomeeee. I'm kinda tired. But I don't want to sleep. O and btw I deactivated my facebook account. Why? I have no idea. LOL spur of the moment sort of thing.

I just want to get away
Go MIA

Day 62

School blah. Wait at school tile 4 something for my mom-_- all  by my lonesome LOL eventually got picked up... picked up angella. got some subway. went to harkins. Ate. Watched The Adjustment Bureau and Just Go With It. I liked both movies ^_^ and for some reason I laughed so hard in Just Go With It.. Honestly thinking back it wasn't even that funny but I don't know I just couldn't stop laughing HAHAHAHAHA. Good day!!! Missed you lotsssss and it was good catching up... A much needed refresher from.. just... blah. everything, I guess. If even there is anything. -_- .....nvm

Drained dry

Too tired to do anything.
Too tired to feel anything.
Too tired to say anything

IF ONLY YOU KNEW................

Day 61

I'll upload the picture the later................. Today was normal. Went to school. Ate Denny's with Josh and Henry after. Went to lee's. Got my homework done. Got picked up. Went to stater bros and bought food. Home. Ate late dinner. Reading. Ta-da

Edit: So I finally added a picture to this day. It's the book I am currently reading LOLZ the first one was good.. so. I expect a lot from the sequel hehehehehe I want to watch the movies so badly-_- but I can't find a subtitled one cause the original is in swedish...... If anyone knows   a link or anything... :')

I can only tolerate so much shit k

Day 60

Today was...like any other day. This was the only picture I took today so yeah.. It was for jasmine cause she was missing class today lol. School. Bombed the pride and prejudice test-_- sigh.... LOL went to lees. Got shit done. Went to chipotle. Waited 30 minutes in line gg. O saw jenny and vincent in line on my way out HAHA got home... Ate.. Read for a while. I fucking hate being sick

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Day 59

Skipped again. Simba *_* so fucking cute!!! yesterday was whatever. School. Lees. Finished all my homework. Went home. Watch Castle. Read a little. Then ktfooooo
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