One of the hardest things for me is trying to figure out when to give up and when to try harder.

On Cinema

Morning Glory. If you're reading this, you need to one, stop reading, and then two, go make plans to watch this movie. One of the best movies I've seen. HP7 can suck its dick. HAHAHAHAHA jk you can't really compare the two (they're both too different). I luv rachel mcadams. But yeah plz go watch, I laughed so much and cried so much :')
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Black Friday

Today was veryvery nice ...Something I really needed, like a sort of break from all the negative thoughts and feelings I'd been having lately. Good carefree fun did me some good. Got caught up with the girls I'd been painfully missing: Angella and Sophia yay. Shopping with Angella then met up with Sophia to go ice skating. And then jammed my pinky finger on this metal plate-_- hurt like fuck... I'm thinking it might be fractured or something idk but I'm getting it checked tomorrow.. Hopefully its something minor so I can see my other mains tomorrow!!! Crossing my fingerz. Good night :)
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You are all so fucking typical. Congratulations ^_^

sickkkkkkkkkkkkk and tirrrrrrrrredddddddd

I'm getting really used to this... And oddly, I kind of like it. So much so, that I'm kinda getting scared.....

Blair and Chuck ;_;

So.

Day 1 - Your appearance and how you percieve your inner/outer beauty.
Appearance/outer beauty wise: I have my flaws. I don't like them but I live with them. Inner beauty wise, there's definitely always room for improvement. I know ~my inner beauty~ is in no ways perfect. But I don't think I'm that horrible :') I have a substantial amount of integrity and  morals that I know I won't be sacrificing or compromising for anyone/anything.... but yeah.. idk, I'm not very good at judging myself LOL.

New. LOL

Just Maybe,

If you love someone, let them go.
If they come back, then you'll know.

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I'm trying this new thing called Not Caring.

I always lose.

 Fuck. You have no idea how you make me feel every single day. If you felt even the slightest of what I feel everyday, maybe you'd finally get it. I know you have more ~important~ stuff to do in your life and I've done my best to be okay and understanding about it but what you need to realize is that, So. Do. I. Yet I'm still able to dig up the extra effort and walk a mile further to cover the distance you should've gone. Lol whatever. I get it. You don't have time... And when you do, you'd rather spend it with other people.


I love you, I do. But. Fuck your shit.

Happiness isn't what you have, or don't have. It's an optional state of mind. Choose it.

This is your world. The only one you’ve got, and you’re sharing it with seven billion other people. Don’t define it by our differences.

From the Bottom Up!

Day 7 - Lust. Seven love secrets.
1. I mean it when I say that personality is so much more important to me than looks. Lol I can honestly say I've gotten much pickier with my taste in guys. I remember I used to just be like o he's cute /automatically interested/. Now a person's appearance barely even registers until I see what they're really like. Sigh I sound embarrassingly cliche but.. it's true!
2. I don't care if you can't cook, play guitar, can sing, dance or whatever but what I adooooooore is a boy with a sense of humor. I ruv funny people period.
3. Rejection doesn't bother me. What does bother me is the thought that I've could've but I didn't. So if I like a guy I'll just go for it, to be honest. Hahaha if I get rejected then whatever life moves on, I'll move on.  ^_^ There's always always always more fish in the sea.
4. On top of everything though, chemistry is like the biggest thing. You could be perfect but there still might not be that ~spark~ and I just wouldnt/couldnt like you. I know better from my past mistakes than to force that kind of thing. So I guess ultimately it's all about the physical and emotional chemistry between me and a guy. If it won't work, it won't work.
5. Makes me sad when boys get the wrong idea. Omfg. Just because I talk to you "a lot" doesn't mean I like you-_- Sometimes we might talk a lot just for the sake of talking.. Or if I talk to you first or something doesn't mean anything either. Maybe I just felt like talking to you :(
6. I made my share of mistakes in the past but whatever. Lessons learned LOL
7. My family and friends will always come first.

Never going to finish.. Again. ^_^

Day 1 - Pride. Seven great things about yourself.
Day 2 - Envy. Seven things you lack and covet.
Day 3 - Wrath. Seven things that piss you off.
Day 4 - Sloth. Seven things you neglect to do.
Day 5 - Greed. Seven worldly material desires.
Day 6 - Gluttony. Seven guilty pleasures.
Day 7 - Lust. Seven love secrets.

Nostalgia is a seductive liar. People tend to get so wrapped up in how good things were that they forget how good things are now. We make ourselves forget all the bad times and dwell on the good in order to have a cushion to fall back on when things in the present get rough. So if memories threaten to get the better of you, look at the past and the present from all angles – the good and the bad.You can learn, no matter your situation. Perspective is more valuable than many people realize.

When it comes down to it, I know you'd choose them over me.

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I DARE YOU TO SAY COOL STORY BRO

Today at track try outs: So basicallly all the people making up try outs all lined up along the lanes to run 300m. jenny was trying out and she's my ride home so I decided to just do It too or I'd just be sitting waiting there beind bored... so I'm there with everyone else on lane 8. they yell start and I barely took my first 5 steps when I look up and everyones alrady finished.......... so there I am running solo around the track while everyones finished. And I guess there was some mini fb game so the bleachers are kinda filled and everyeones watching me run it alone like 10 minutes behind .. AHAAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA MOST EMBARRASSINGM MOMENT EVER LOL HJASDFWNFSAWAFKADFWLOL OL OLOLOLOLOL NEVER AGAIN. T_T
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Sometimes

I'm not telling you to get advice. I'm telling you so I know that at least one person knows what I'm going through and is there to listen. So, Thanks
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o yes very unique

If you like it, you like it. Why would you let some popularity factor mess with it. People will like what they like. Let them. You're not the shit for not going along with the "mainstream" k just like it if you like it.. Fucking people these days -_- so shallow -_- -_-_-_-_---_-
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We cute!

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