Tuesday, August 31

Sometimes I wish I didn't have a bed. Maybe then it'd be easier to wake up in the morning...

Couldn't have said it any better

^_^

Bad idea?

Nothing in particular

I  race over to the library and whaaaaaaaaaaat the fuck. it's closed the entire week apparently. 3$%#(^%#$%*@%%##$ dear myself, why did you keep putting this off until now.. I really need my korean book. I even finally remembered to get a new ID card which I got right after school.. I rushed over to the USB room just to get it. I'm gay. I'm retarded. Why am I even alive. LOL justkidding but REAllLyYYY?! I can't even remember what I needed my book for anymore-_- I just remember Mrs. Lee telling us to bring our books because of something............ ON THE PLUS SIDE, I RAPED ASS IN BIG 2 TODAY DURING PE HAHAHAHAHA. Irene you suck. my. dick <333 I'm not even good at the game L O L so my self esteem took a nice boost harharhar. I hate waking up so fucking early, especially now since Robin started school. He didn't get his 0 period so I have to go out when he goes out. SINCE WHEN DID AYALA GET SO MUCH TRAFFIC. IT'S LIKE DBHS. They're doing construction so there's only lane to get into the school and it's this new retarded back entrance where the bull dog run takes place looooooololololol.. School = so far so good.

JANG NAN E YA~~~ <3 ;) ;) ^_~ ^_~~~~~ <333 <33 GIGGLE GIGGLE
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLOLOL HAHAHAHAHA you go girl

Monday, August 30

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If this is who I think it is..... 

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Puneet.. Renz... _|_ LOL and if it isn't... well..I'm not-_- smd hAHA

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Is it just me?!

It's seriously only the 2nd week of school but it already feels like things are going by so fast.. HAHAHA in a month it'll be thanksgiving.. then christmas.. then new years. then it'll already hit the new year 2011 which is basically halfway through the year, and then in a couple more months we'll be out of school again............ Plus we have a handful of no school dates due to budget, winter/spring break, and national holidays. Has school always been this short?

Preparation

This past week I haven't been getting as much as homework as I thought!! Or actually let me rephrase that: I haven't been bringing much work to do at home.. LOL I get hw but for some reason I always get time in my 4th or 6th to finish it all ^_^ In art there's never homework (rarely I think) and then there's Korean and I've only gotten 1 assignment so far.. then math yeah obviously but we alawys have time after notes to start it and I usually get at least half of it done~ and then english we had tests everyday.. tot bod fit nothing yet! and then bio p is seriously a joke.. LOL today's homework was one vocab word, def, and a picture..haaahaha.. but I feel like I'm getting too comfortable to this lack of hw... and when we get into the middle of the year I'm gonna have horrible study habits-_- eiujkrngserkjgr I need to brace myself for the loads of homework I will be getting later on LOL  fucccck watch me say this now and in a few weeks be raging about all the work I have HAHAHA I have a bad feeling about this~~!~! but as of right now... me = ^_^ I have lee's starting next week.... I must cherish these next several days

** NOTE TO RETARDED IQ ZERO SELF: GET NEW ID CARD. RETURN TEXTBOOK. CHECK OUT OTHER TEXTBOOK. stop forgetting!!!!!!!!

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You're my first actual question.. HAHAHA and yeah I realized I do... ^_^ dbhs is goood so far! I'm still adjusting and getting to know my way around the schoool but I'm leaning towards positive feelings


Will draw

"True friendship isn't being inseparable, it's being separated and nothing changes."

Sunday, August 29

Jersey Shore

Snooki - heheheheh you're so cute. I love you. you're probably my most fav character so far ^_^
JWOWW- YOU HAVE BIG ASS BOOBS... well endowed!!
Mike- you need to shut the fuck up LOL you're so annoying, causing so much drama... sigh but at the same I kind of have sympathy for you.. everyone's ganging up on you:( so sad!!! THE SITUATION NEEDS SOME BACK UP
Vinny- you remind me of a little boy hehehe its qt
Pauly- favorite guy in the house ^_^
Jolie- good fucking riddance LOL QUEEN OF COCK BLOCKERS
Ronnie- You can do better than sam... she has you on her leash man HAHAHAHA i feel so bad for you. you dont get to really partyyy because of sam-_-
Sam- ...annoying.. crybaby... needs to stfu....oversensitive/emotiaonl.... clingy.. -_- jesusssss you need to stop being so needy

I'm on episode 7 so far heehee

15 Day Challenge: Handwriting

Day 1- What do you think of your handwriting?
Day 2- Handwrite your tumblr name alongside your real name, take a pic
Day 3- Handwrite your favorite quote
Day 4- Handwrite your bestfriends name
Day 5- Do you prefer printing or handwriting? Whats your opinion between the two
Day 6- Handwrite your favorite song/ song quote
Day 7- Handwrite whatever you want with a blue/red pen
Day 8- Handwrite your worst pet peeve
Day 9- Handwrite something that always catches your attention
Day 10- Handwrite all the websistes you’re updated with.
Day 11- Handwrite your name using your left/right hand** opposite of what you normally use.
Day 12- Try writing about how your handwriting can define you or not
Day 13- Handwrite your tumblr crushes
Day 14- Handwrite “Hello”
Day 15- Handwrite whatever you want and use different colored pens filling up the whole piece of paper or whatsoever * if you want.

Finished

Day 10: One Confession
I hate taking showers.....
If you want to text  a certain someone and they haven't texted you yet.. just fucking do it first... It's seriously not a big deal LOL like really, are people that prideful -_- The whole concept of "texting first" is just an unnecessary complication that is blown up to be 3940583940859345 times its actual size and honestly... who really gives a shit lol it's just texting -_-

Wishlist

Saturday, August 28

:) :/

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Satisfied

Went on a date with my mom today~ went to Brea and shopped. Finally found jeans that I liked!! I hate jean shopping sigh it's so frustrating when nothing fucking fitsss or looks nice LOL and I never remember what my size is so I need to try on all the different ones to figure out which I am harharhar. But  I got a couple pairs and I am happy ^_^ Omfg it was so funny.. We're on our way home from chipotle and Airplanes - Hailey Williams/B.O.B starts playing on the radio and my mom starts singing to it.........HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA jesusssss so funny. I ran into so many people I knew at the mall-_- embarrassing because I looked like shit LOL I had all my hair up and ekjrtre,ng sigh haahahaha oh well:'(

Friday, August 27

Day Eight: Three turn ons.
1. Smell good
2. Be funnnnnnnnnnnnnny
3. LOOK QT HAHAHA

I hate WII bowling smd

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Thursday, August 26

HEART ATTACK

So I got home and ate some early ass dinner and then went on the computer, procrastinating as always. I got tired so I decided to take a nap... Next thing I know I wake up and it's completely fucking dark and I start freaking out thinking it's already like 3am or something. I instantly thought about all the homework I didn't do.... My heart seriously stopped. LOL  until I check my phone and whEWWWWWWWWWWwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww relief. It was only 8 ^_^_^_^ Mannn one of the best feelings in the world is relief. Seriously, when you're panicking + freaking out about something and then realize that you had it all wrong and everything's going to be okay is the bEStttt best best sensation ever. Whew. And you think I learned my lesson  and I shOUld be going my homework without putting it off again but nope...HAHAHA Here I am, on the computer again..:'( I am slowly going back to my old habits.. No good no good no good no good no good.

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY: LORD OF DA FLIEZ HAHAHAHA o m f g <3333

Success

Who knows a good # day challenge?

Day Seven: Four turn offs
1. Judgemental
2. Asshole-ness
3. Boringgg
4. Clingy

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Wednesday, August 25

5 = not enough

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
1. Robin
2. Irene
3. Ashley
4. Jenny
5. Angella

Parents are a given.

Generally,

THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME. 2nd time in a row I took home someone else's book/binder-_- I'm sosososososo sorry to the person whose book I took this time T_T I will make it my mission to get it to you first thing tomorrow!! And then maybe we can be friends and laugh about it months later...LOL ^_^ dont' hate me tytyty. Homework wise, I've been keeping up pretty well.. Dear F451 test, fuck you smd....I bombed it so bad omg. I totally forgot we had a test (who gives out tests in the first week of school crycry) and didn't study and it was the one book I hadn't read over the summer... Sigh w/e I had it coming it lol. Tomorrow is LOTF.. cram session tonight~~~**~~*~


1. Get Korean 3 Book
2. Return Korean 1 Book


I keep forgetting and it is getting very very frustrating.  Still so many things I have to get done....... More time plz

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wtf so lowkey

Tuesday, August 24

Settling in

Most people seem to enjoy the start of the year the best. Probably because you see all your old friends, reconnect, have very little homework.. But personally I hate the beginning the most-_- idk I just like when it gets to the middle of.. maybe the 1st semester and you're all settled in. Beginning of school year is always too hectic; I dislike! You have to get all your shit signed and gather the necessary supplies and get used to everything + get comfortable and mold yourself into that daily routine which will be with you for the rest of the year. Idk for me, when its in the middle (or the end, or any other time that's not the beginning) everything is just very calm and..settled... Things run smoothly and you know exactly what you're doing. Maybe its because I am subconsciously a control freak and I like things to be orderly and expectant HAHAHAHAHAHAHA idk-_- But for now, I'm just waiting for this period of uncertainty and awkwardness to end. I want to have all my books. Get used to all the classes. Get used to all my teachers. Become accustomed to large amounts of school work. Have all my supplies where they need to be. And then just gliiiiide right through the rest of the year with the least amount of problems possible~

11pm computer curfew...
because I am obviously 6yrs old

The Past

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
1.Sitting on my straightener.. that was a month's worth of omfg pain that could've been easily avoided.. LOL
2. Firsts..... But idgaf anymore. Now I'm more concerned about my lasts than my firsts.
3. Ending it the way that we did. Looking back, it was really a dumb way of trying to resolve things.. Talking while angry = bad idea. But I don't regret all the things that happened afterwards; in fact,I'm actually pretty thankful. I learned a lot. Now I'm happy where I am and I'm pretty positive you're just as fine.
4. Keeping my mouth closed. I should've told you how I really felt about you and what you were doing. It probably wouldn't have made it much of an effect though. I don't get to dictate how you run your life and we both know it.
5. GIVE ME BACK MY RAINBOWS!!!
6. Not following my instincts and trusting you so quickly. But I learned a big lesson and in some ways, am greatful that it happened.

Don't really have any regrets anymore.. GOTTA KEEP MOVING FWD~

Scheduling

I wrote before about how I was planning on switching to Korean 2 Well today, I did myself one better and now I'm in Korean 3h HAHAHAHA. I'm really worried that it'll be too difficult for me-_- but werighenrdjgksertg if I did Korean II then my schedule would've been switched around all over the place and I didn't want that. Plus the Korean 3h class is 2nd period so if I did that, then none of my other classes would change.. harharhar so I thought, why not get the best of both worlds!! But now I'm thinking I should've thought it over better.. but whatever, it's done lol might as well make the best of it~ I bought all my folders and notebooks today. All of my teachers insist on separate binders...whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! Ashrey shares lockers with me too... I hope it all fits LOL. But I'll probably have to bring most of my binders back home anyways. Second day of school was much better I think. Probably because there was lunch today^_^ Tinytiny lunchables for $3.. and boxed lunch for $2.50... I have learned my lesson..

Wow fuck it was hot today.

Monday, August 23

Untitled

I missed reading long, meaningful, personally written blog posts. I feel like tumblr took that away.

Worst stomach pains ever....... I really need to fix my poor health habits.

Formspring keeps being gay.

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DEAR BLOGGER, MY ATTACHMENT TO YOU IS BECOMING VERY UNHEALTHY

Arduous

 "But I tell you who hear me: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you. If someone strikes you on one cheek, turn to him the other also. If someone takes your cloak, do not stop him from taking your tunic. Give to everyone who asks you, and if anyone takes what belongs to you, do not demand it back. Do to others as you would have them do to you." [Luke 6:27-36 ]
I'm beginning to get the gist of it. I've started to realize that just because I was shown the bad side of a person, doesn't mean that person is a completely horrible human being. When I try and look at it objectively, I see that a lot of the people who have wronged me do have good/close/real friends. So if I think about it, that person hAS to have a good side; otherwise, why would any smart person stick around? I've been fucked over a few times in the past few years and I used to think: how could anyone ever be friends with them blah blah blah they're so fucking shady blah blah etc. But. they dO have friends ( I mean real friends btw). And that's the thing. They do have [real/best] friends so they must have a good side somewhere underneath that murky exterior I used to see. Just because I wasn't fortunate enough to run into their good side does not mean that good side doesn't exist. Realization: I don't have the right to separate the good people from the bad and  I should just ultimately, forgive and get over it. Hating someone is a lot of unnecessary work LOL. I would still keep my distance (it's impossibe to erase the past completely), but I am going to try to be on good/tolerable terms with them... imagine the difficulty lol but I really am going to try!! edit/ I don't really know why I used bible quote... didn't really choose it for any bibical purpose.. HAHAHAHA but the overall message relates pretty well so I guess that's why.

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY AM I WRITING SO MUCH TODAY

I fucking love lists

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1. School/Academics/College/Future
2. Friends
3. Family
4. God/My Faith/Religion in general
5. Other people/Their lives/How they're doing
6. My outer appearance/Weight/Health/Fitness
7. BOYZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

I clumped a lot of things together.. but it just felt right to categorize some of them into one number~ don't h8! I had a very small limit. 7 is not enough!! but I made it work ^_^. And I know a lot of these are very generic and trite topics of thought but they are things that I think about in greatgreatgreat depth (LOLOLOL) every dayy. I would've and was about to go into much greater detail for each number but idk.. too lazy... and probably woudn't make much sense.

TV

community, life, castle, americas got talent, the office, family guy, white collar, what would you do, the colbert report, the daily show, lie to me, arrested development, 30 rock, desperate housewives, scrubs, dead like me, friends, boy meets world, gossip girl, 90210, americas next top model, smallville, supernatural, gilmore girls, modern family,  avatar the last airbender, fresh prince of bel air, spongebob, courage the cowardly dog, prison break, south park,

Those are all that come to mind at the moment.... The ones in bold are the ones you need to watch watch watch watch 100 times watch. and the ones not in the bold, are the ones I still very thoroughly enjoy(ed). I'M SO EXCIIIIIIIIIIIIITED FOR THE FALL SEASON AND ITS RETURNING SHOWS!!

/shows that had potential but ultimately did not make it onto the list/
1. Jersey Shore: so much hype!!! but I never find the time to watch it after watching all the <33333 ones I always watch. maybe some day..
2. Pretty  Little Liars: the actresses cant act and they are not very appealing. their characters are too static and shallow. tried too hard. the chemistry between characters felt very forced.overall dislike.
3. Glee: overrated.... I watched the first half of the season and I kind of liked it. But it got boringx9999 after the season break.






I love huluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

How do some people do it????

1st day of school was good lol I met a lot of new people already harharhar. I got homework on the first day of school-_- courtesy of Mr. Schaefer thank you!!!~~!~! But I finished it like the good student I plan on becoming heheh. I've been debating the entire day whether or not to try and switch to korean 2H (or even just Korean 2 for that matter).  But if I switch, my schedule is going to change (probably drastically) and I am content with my schedule and /most/ of my teachers as is... There is no Korean 2 second period, so if I do go up,  I'm going to have to switch around some classes and idk if I should risk it!! ersdjgkentgtrnwaskgmfnegv....................... And I have ashrey in my 5th and some other people in my other classes too:... I'll probably end up trying to go up anyways because my academic welfare outweighs my social needs 999999999999 times.. I need to stop trying to talk myself out of it lolololol.. Crossing my fingers that HoPEfullY my 5th period stays the same heeehee. I'm starting to regret choosing alg 2 h... He mentioned to us that we're going to have 2 hw assignments quite often + 1000POINT wtfwtfwtf tESTS (I am the worst math test taker) + 2 lessons a day idk about you but I can barely handle 1.... so I'm not entirely sure if I can keep up. Adding onto the list of things to think about, I most probably am going to take the SATs during the coming SAT season because otherwise, all the time spent over the summer wouldve been completely useless. But I don't think I'm ready yet nor am I content with my current score average.... TherefORe, I need more practice so I'm thinking of continuing the sat classes at lee's.... But with school and its homework (I have been well informed about the heavy workload of dbhsT_T_T_T) and the already set alg2 class at lee's and ITS homework (althought its probably not much).. CAN I HANDLE SAT (which also comes accompanied with a little bit of hw)!! .... Now I'm wondering how my social life is going to fit into everything. Jesussssssssssssss christ I suck at sorting out my priorities. I am a sucky student. This is probably very easy to handle for most people. SADLY I WAS NOT GIFTED WITH SUCH A SKILL sigh

1. Ask Hwang about test + moving up
2.Pray to God it doesn't fuck with my classes too much ^_^_^
3. Do SAT class. Do well in math (STUDYSTUDYSTUDY)
4. Do my homework
5. Say goodbye to social life and friends

When I sum it up like that, it doesn't seem like much...haaahahahaha.. if only:'( And yes.  I have decided to do SAT classes. Thank you for persuading me blogspot.

Sunday, August 22

WTF SCHOOL IS TOMORROW

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2AM.... It counts as a new day.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
1. Sense of humor <3333333333
2. Good lookin hair
3. Patience
4. Kind hearted
5. Natural chemistry (ex. physical/emotional wise, easy to talk to!!)
6. Confident
7. Intelligent
8. Loyal/Trustworthy

Saturday, August 21

These things are always the hardest to do..(imo)

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
1. I like to reeeeeead
2. I watch my TV shows religiously lolololol I'm not kidding.
3. Don't ever ask me to decide on anything. Unless you don't need an answer until maybe 999999 years later.
4. I get surprised-scared really easily, if that makes sense... You could be hiding behind a small wall and be totally obviously visible, but when you jump you out, I will still scream like a baby... Idk maybe it's bad reflexes.
5. I either overthink things way too much, or don't think things through at all-_-
6. It's weird, but I like texting people first... LOL
7. If you have wings, feathers, beady ugly eyes, nasty stick feet, gtfo
8. My room is 8 times out of 10 always messy.
9. I have the worst willpower ^_^

Ambiguous

I normally don't raise my hopes up for fear of disappointment.. but when it comes to you, I can't help myself. And then, I just end up getting disappointed (as expected) and honestly, it's probably nobody's fault, but mine... You didn't know this (because I would go out of my way to hide it) but actually, when it came to you I was very very weak, and I still am. The only difference is that now, I can tell you are finally figuring that out. I keep forgiving you, letting things slide, burying all the times you've unintentionally(?) hurt me, because I didn't want to touch anything that might have disrupted our relationship. I think the worst part is, you have no idea. But I am vey good at hiding it, so I guess that's not your fault. Sometimes, I'll silently BEggGGggg you to realize how I'm feeling but I know you, and I know that you will remain oblivious until the subject is directly brought up. Erdifkgsnejdkgnerg geez, it's always the little things.. There are times when my patience seriously wears thin and I think of just letting you go completely. Because maybe then I won't feel the way I constantly do. BuT then my mind flashes back to all the history we have, and I can't bring myself to do it because I love you too much. And you know, this feeling never usually lasts long. It goes as quickly it comes, but also vice versaaaa. If you're reading this (and you just might).. do me a big big favor. Don't bring this up. Erase this from your mind. Act like you have no idea such a post exists. I am writing this on a whim and there is a 80% chance that everything I've just said is complete shit and I don't mean any of it so... don't take any of it too seriously. I'll probably wake up tomorrow, reread this, decide it's bull, and then delete it

I hate waking up in the middle of the afternoon.... Fuck. There goes my Saturday-_-

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Friends: The One with the Blackout (S1EP7)

Because I can't sleep...

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
1. Dear bothhhhhh of you: Hi, I love you 2. I've run out of things to say from the last 230948549385 43 times I've done something like this. But anyways, you are both #1 to me and you  guys know it!!!
2.You need to see where you're headed. You said you didn't want to end up like that.. So don't.....
3. Words cannot express how grateful I am for meeting you and how much you mean to me.
4. I feel like a bad friend. But regardless, just know that I'm missing you and I love you so much!!
5. You're the type of person I tend to stay away from because I know better and I'm smarter than that. No hard feelings.
6. WHAT A SMALL FUCKING WORLD
7. I miss how it used to be... But it probably was all my fault. LOL me and my bad choices.....
8. All I can say is thank you for everything. I know it's been hard and I know I don't make it any easier but... I love you and I really am trying.
9. You are the epitome of: don't give out your trust too easily. Thanks, I learned my lesson.
10. I do not blame you

10 Days

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

I have yet to discover exactly where my main interest lies..

I look through various people's blogs (usually tumblr) and I see how they all have their own established main interest eg. music, fashion, art, food, photography, dance etc. It's actually really inspiring looking through some of their posts. They have so much passion for what they love..... and then I wonder: WHAT DO I LIKE? WHAT ARE MY INTERESTS? WHERE IS MY PASSION!?! I examine myself and find that I am a pretty bland person with no real purpose or drive in life... LOL I don't really have anything I'm completely into. I mean, I like music. But I couldn't go so far as to say that it's my life or anything... There was actually a time around 8th grade where I was ~omg toedally fasHionIsTA~~~ and I cared so much about what I wore but that whole phase eventually faded away.... HAHAHA and now my current outlook on fashion is very loose and more along the lines of idgaf LOL it's nice to look great in ~stylish~ clothes but it's not really... a #1 priority, you could say. I prefer to just feel comfortable with what I'm wearing and as long as I don't look like total shit in it, I am satisifiiiiied. I like food, but I can be pretty picky and I just eat what tastes good so... I don't think food is it... Photography is a very easy nottttt + same with dance. mMMmm Art is tricky!! I've always liked drawing and doodling in class like any other student bored af in class but I'm not even really that creative or good at it so... I guess Art isn't it either LOL. And now that I've crossed the main things off the list... What's left!! Sigh///////////// ................It is 1AM so I think I'll put this thought on hold for some other time..

EDIT: I really like movies... butbutbut I consider movies to be more of a sub-interest... so...-_- LOL OK THAT WAS USELESS freals goodnight

I am a very big movie person.

Friday, August 20

2010-2011

School is starting in 3 days... the realization just hit me. Not really sure how to feel about it all, new school new people new environment! I know I'mmmm the one who chose to transfer to DBHS (for very very simple reasons lol I think some people thought way too much into it) but I just really hope I don't regret it!! I'm not even really the regretting type but.. I'm already missing Ayala:( but with all change comes sacrifice so hopefully I can just keep moving forward! I'm not too worried about the social aspect of it all.. It's actually the part I'm pretty excited about. Back to school with my girlssss like the good old 8th grade days heheheh

I AM NOW 97% PREPARED FOR SCHOOL!!
I will be fully complete after I'm done with this mOtherfucking summer hw

and by "people" she means me

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I am probably the only person who likes the warmth and the heat that comes with summer....

Thursday, August 19

Disappointment sucks ass

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Tuesday, August 17

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Day 1

hThe ocean water is so unbelievably clear here... Omg I could see everything in the water heheh like my feet and the other stuff.. HAHA Robin tripped tfo about the nasty looking plant things LOL-_- so we were only in the water for a little bit. The water was at perfect temperature!! We were gonna swim at the hotel pool but... The pool was so depressing:( its so tiny and idk just the water and the mood is deadd. I got a henna on my forearm haahaha pretty kewl. And bought some souvenir things for some people. Everything is so expensive here.. But the overall mood of hawaii is so nice and relaxing~ SNORKELING TMRW YAYAYA HYPE HYPE bye!!

Monday, August 16

3hr flight finally over

Found them on my seat LOL


I think I wore them best..... Hehehe


Water looked so clear..

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Sunday, August 15

harhar we meet again blogspot

No matter how many times we see each other or talk to each other, I can't help but think: do you really care? And that's a stupid question because I know you do, but I ask myself anyways... I don't know why I do that to myself... Why do I keep looking for ways to doubt you... But sometimes it really gets to me. You have no idea. esrdjkgbernjdfkgebngkred I really need to pack.byebye CA see you in 4 days