Some time after

So it's  already October.. about 2 months into the school year... I think I'm settling in pretty nicely; I'm still meeting new people, trying to get more involved, and study etc. I'm still trying to fully grasp dbhs, its atmosphere and the way things work. People always ask me which is better, Ayala or DBHS and I'm just like... honestly, I can't compare them because they're both so different! I like each one equally for different reasons. I do have small pangs of nostalgia now and then and I find myself missing Ayala and all the great people I left a lot.... I wonder how different things would've been, haha. But I quickly retract my "what if"s because if I hadn't moved schools, a lot of people in my life right now wouldn't be where they are. Sigh... I do miss everyone at Ayala though.. I have people ask me why I left and honestly, I don't have a good answer. I just moved... just because I could I guess haha. I got into the lottery so I just thought, ok why the hell not! Not a lot of poeple get the chance to change schools like I did so might as well make the most of it, you know! I don't regret anything I've done so far. I really don't. But that doesn't mean I don't miss the certain people that I left behind.. And recently things have changed so much that I'm....basically lost. I have no idea what to do LOL Maybe it's me who changed.. or them.. Most probably both, hahaha. I guess I didn't try hard enough? And vice versa? And maybe this was inevitable. It is difficult changing schools and trying to keep everything the way it was while adding on new things. You win some you lose some? -_-..?  It's still not 100% perfect at db. But what can you expect LOL You really can't expect to just perfectly fit into a group of people that has already been through a whole year together. There's been a year's worth of events that I can never be a part of and it does get hard. Like you're the only one out of the loop... But these feelings never last long and have been occuring less frequently nowadays, almost rarely! I do feel like I'm getting the hang of things! I'm liking how everythings going so far :) + The people I've been meeting. There are things I'd like to tweak and fix, but I am definitely not in any position to complain. Just hope for the best. Keep moving forward. See what the future has in store for me heheheh.