"I value the friend who for me finds time on his calendar, but I cherish the friend who for me does not consult his calendar." -Robert Brault

I really don't know what to say. This shit always happens to me.

Sorry I wasn't interesting enough for you.
Sorry I got tired of competing for your attention.
Sorry I wasn't willing to put in everything while you put in nothing.
Sorry I finally decided to give up, realizing you gave up months ago.

This is exactly why I'm so unwilling to invest into new relationships.
Loads and loads of unnecessary preventable pain.
Whatevvver... Fuck the idea of opening up to new friends.
I'm content with the best friends I have. I'm confident I don't need more.