Just winging it

I am happy. I am content..... I am lost. I have no sense of direction. I didn't mind it, at first. I loved the idea of living in the moment and truly believed it was the only way to really live. Today I dared to take a glance at my future. I saw nothing. I still see nothing. I don't know what the fuck I'm doing. Living in the present costs me my future. Living in the future, costs me my present. Yep I've got it all. figured. out. -_-

Day 58

School. Lees. Home. Watch a billion movie trailers. The end

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Day 57

Wasn't taken today but whatever LOL I'm like speedtyping right now.. 10 minutes till its tomorrow-_- I'll just start off from... what was technically today.. Marvin Elijah and Terry snuck me out last night lolz danks guys ^_^V came home around 5ish... Showered. Ktfod. Woke up early for church-_-__- I was d e a  d... sigh. felt like a zombie. Went late to church so service was already in progress when I got there and it was dark and I couldn't find Jenny so I just found a random seat and knocked out.. but when the lights went on turns out Jenny was in the row of seats right next to mind...LOL shit it's 12-_- sigh.... Anyways. Left early because Jenny now has SAT classes at Inland church.. so we dropped her off. Then Jenny's mom dropped me off at home. I was knocked out in her car the whole time. Dragged myself into the house and up to my room... Slept some more. Later went out to eat dinner with my dad and Robin at Red Robins. Then Borders to buy books  ♥ ♥ It's going bankrupt........... ;_; so there was a crazy sale.. so many people. LOL Gah I always go to Borders to buy books.. even though Barnes and Nobles is closer. I'm not a big B&N fan... I prefer Borders much much more hehehehehe. Came home. Computer... Caught up with my shows now that I have sound back (still a mystery*_*) and yeah. Fucking school tomorrow-_-

Day 56

Left to Right: Jenny Me Adriana Claudia Irene Erica Heather June Becky ♥

Great day heheheheh. Happy birthday in 10 minutes claudia ♥ ♥ My day went as follows: Woke up fucking early.. because.. I don't know why. I always wake up early LOL got semi-ready.. Went to Jenny's. Ate. Computer. Talked. Laughed. Helped her stuff Claudia's present (RIP MR. BEAR) Finished getting ready. Headed off to Yard House at 5. Shitload of food. Shitload of pictures. YumMmmm.  Then back to Claudias.. which is where the real party started HAHAHA I swear we're fucking retarded... ♥ BLOOMERS LOLZ "YOU'RE DUMB." ... ogress..... creepin in the dark... gooooood shit. Everyone left around 10 ~ 11:30. Now I'm here. AND YAYAYAY MY SOUND WORKS AGAIN LOL I DONT KNOW WHY BUT IT DOES. YUAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAAYAYAYYAY OFF TO WATCH BUCKETLIST BYE

Day 55

Shitty service at my house so the picture of the day is not sending to my email. And it's almost 12 so I'm just gonna write first and add in the picture later. Good assss day today. Field trip day!!! So I got to miss 1/4 of 3rd, then all of 4th 5th and 6th. Heheheh. And Periods 1-3 zoomed by so fast::) The Macbeth Play was whatever. Really intensely sexual but I guess it gave the play a more contemporary feel.. lolz sigh I'm still moping about my broken speakers... New episode of the office is out. Can't watch it. And then over the span of a few days, there will be modern family, community, castle, desperate housewives, antm, gossip girl, 90210, nikita, etcccccccccc... Not to mention all the movies I had downloaded on my computer all lined up to watch over the weekend... Bucket List, No strings attatched. And then through a streaming site, I was gonna watch The King's Speech. And so. much. more. Fantastic. LOL ok enough I'm getting pissed at myself for being so retarded -_- Anyways. Back to the good day I had. HAHA Got back to school I think exactly at 3. Met up Jasmine. Scavanged furiously for rides to hannam to catch the bus that goes to Puente Hills Mall so that we could eat todai.... hehehehe. We were so desperate ;_; but noooooobody could give us a ride.... so we just called a  taxi. But whateva, the important thing is: we got there ^__^V we got there like 4:30ish and Todai's dinner shit didn't start till 5:30 so we just roamed around.. Looked at stuff. Talked. Went to Round 1 and took cue pictures. Then 5:30 we hit Todai... YUmMmmmmmmmmmmm we ate so much omg. It didn't feel like much but when I think about it we were at Todai eating for about 2 hours straight. hAHAHAHAHAHA shit. And I had like a billion crepes. Well, not really. I just got the crepe bread part w/e and mandarin oranges on the side *_* heheheheh and jasmine and I had a genius idea of asking for it extra crispy like genki living and wowz it was bomb. Jasmine said it was alright. But whatever.  Fuck you jasmine. LOL JK <333 I literally ate about a billion though.. The mexican lady working the station was most defintely thinking: damn. fat fuckz. I could see it in her eyes HAHA. After Todai we just roamed around the mall a little more.. Rode those moving car thingies that little kids ride. HAHAHA SO FUNNY HAHAHAAJDNSAFA Jasmine's laugh in the video.. arheafheAfgauefds made my day. Got scooped up my Jasmine's mom and I went to JAsmines house. She tried glueing fake nails on my nails.. Big fucken bust. LOL It looked so tacky and fake I ripped them off and now my nails are nasty from the glue -_- arg. My momma came. Picked me up. Came home. Clean Room. Compooooter. Can't wait 4 tomorrow. Wow I wrote a lot. I'm just kinda in the mood I guess harharhar

I die a little each time I visit hulu and see that a new episode of one of my shows has been uploaded.............. adjksfnasf,mdd because I can't watch it  because no. sound. ............ I'm dying inside

Day 55

Piece. Of. Shit. Right. Here. Sound doesn't work anymore..... No more movies for me. No more hulu for me. Wow. I'm sad:( sigh well skool was skool. I'm developing very good study skills lately hehehe I'm doing all my hw and even all the extra credit and shit hehehehe yayz. Went to lees. Fucking starvvvvving so kind jason took me to in n out!! Thanks peanut<3333 ate. Studied a little more. Came home. Excited to watch bucket list. Boom. Sound don't work. Fan fucking tastic LOL hopefurry I get an actual computer for my bday or something ;_; sigh.
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