Tuesday, September 7

Recap

Another week of school hooray:( Lee's today omfg longest two hours of my life.. LOL I was all good and awake and attentive in the first hour but by the time it was 6 I was dead and so out of it-_- Well afterwards I came home, ate a late dinner, and finished reading my book lololol. Fuckkk,  I didn't even want to go on the computer today... LOL But once I was done with the book I had nothing else to do so sigh.. Here I am. I can't stop thinking about the hw I should be doing aweijkenvrfd jessssssssssusss... I'm too tired at the moment. I really should enjoy and savor these days of peace before the workload gets heavierrrrrrrrr but I can't stop complaining and groaning T_T Oh ohohohoh my mom signed me up for SAT classes at Lee's again.. so... byebye fridays and possibly saturdayz.... In other newsssssss, DBHS has been fairly pleasant so far........ I was expecting some kind of huge significant change but to be honest, everything feels............. Normal. Ordinary. The same. LOL like I never even went to Ayala......... I'm not really sure how to explain it!! It's a weird feeling!!

I reread my older post about school whizzing by...and Omg. If only.... What the fuck was I thinking... haahahahahaah

(Green 196)

Everything that comes together falls apart. Everything. The chair I'm sitting on. It was built, and so it will fall apart. The cells and organs and systems that make you you— they came together, grew together, and so must fall apart. The Buddha knew one thing science didn't prove for millenia after his death: Entropy increases. Things fall apart...When you stopped wishing things wouldn't fall apart, you'd stop suffering when they did.
Finish line please!!

Saturday, September 4

Weekend Blogging

I haven't blogged in forever.. HAHA ok its just been maybe three days but..... in blog times thats like three years LOL. Really fucking good weekend so far!! Today just really topped off my whole school year so far... heheheheh and yesterday too. Despite the end of the night bitching yesterday, to be honest.... It was worth it! Homecoming is in a month..... everyone's trippen out about it sigh HAHA AND IF YOU'RE NOT. THEN WELL, you're just keeping it very well hidden.... ^_^ even I am honestly. We're all like omgwho'sgoingtotakeusomg... heheheheh dont act like you don't feel the same way!!! I realize I just put "you"... I guess you = my nonexistant readers HAHAHA IM A LOSER. People need to go back to/make a blogspot.... I get these waves of lonely feelings sometimes when I  blog here because it's so empty and desolate....... Not that I'm not happy with  just Ashley and Irene.... ^_^_^_^_^   fUCK it's so hard to type when you have 2 perfectly circular bulging burns on your hands...SO peace out homiez

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