Wow I didn't realize

I'm over it but sometimes the memories just pop out of nowhere.................... and it still kind of hurts. Hahaha oldddddd!

Yessssssss

How do you deal with your enemies?
People who have enemies are people who need enemies, and I don’t find that a particularly healthy way to live. I can disagree with people, compete with people, and even oppose people without the need for an enemy.

VIA COKETALK

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Formstack Submission for form Ask Me at 02/13/11  2:01 PM

Someone Asked: your clean streak for ..drugs? sex? hoes? bitches? jiggalos?

ANYTHING ELSE?!?!?! 

Day 44

I want more:(

Funny fucking day. Woke up so tired............. Got ready, went to church. Me Jenny Chris Jason Chris and Grace all beaner packed Kevin's car to Sushi Q for their anniversary $5 all you can eat sushi buffet thing. I think I am now officially claustrophobic lolz -_- we got there and it was so packed..... Jeezuz.We met some of the GSC girls there and idk they told us the selection wasn't good.. so weren't about to eat but then Jenny and I found out there was spicy. tuna. *_* and the guy gave us discount so admission for $3  heheheheheheh so yeah we of course got it. Went in and got plates full of spicy tuna. Omg so good. Especially for $3 ah what a bargain.... cause spicy tuna is honestly all Jenny and I ever get anyways heheheheheh. SO YUMMY. Everyone eventually left except me and Jenny cause my mom was picking us up a bit later.. so we just talked. Caught up, and what not ^__^V then we headed over to my house. My mom got her dolcissimo cupcakes... I was lyk dude mama wheres ours :'( but she said she's getting ours tomorrow at this bomb cupcake place near Irvine where she teaches called Sprinkles I think yayayayayayayayayayaya I can't wait!!! We got to my house and.......... wow let the gayness begin. So much shit happen I laughed so hard today HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. FUNNIEST THING EVER: I RECORED JENNY SINGING IN SPANISH. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA FUCK SO FUNNY I WAS SOBBING FROM LAUGTER. LIKE LITERALLY SOBBING. She made me delete it (violation of 1st amendment -_--__-_--_-) so don't ask me for it but omfg.. I wish everyone could've been there to witness Queen Gay at her finest *_* Like after Jenny found out I recoreded she looked like she wanted to kill me. omgz so funny. And I kept playing it over and over again... laugh cry laugh cry rinse and repeat ehhehehehehehe omfg. I'm giggling as I type this :') and dude Jenny seriously wanted to kill me so I had to defend myself by turning on the straightener to keep her away ;_; HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA highlight of my nite. Happy pre-valentines day everybody!!!!!!

The point here is,

Whatever I want to do, I know I won't regret it.
BUT WHAT. DO. I. WANT.





.....................My blog is becoming too personal for comfort.........................

Reality Check

Half of me definitely does not want to go back to all that
And the other half keeps remembering how incredibly fun it was
I tell myself I can control it. But that's what everyone says.
I've always prided myself in keeping my priorities in check...
I still know what should come first and what shouldn't. But I'm starting to just. not. care.
Not good. What to do

Day 43

herrro

Went to terrys. Went to some pho house but I just stayed in sangs car and lied down in the back cause I was too tired. Back to terrys. Sang bring me home. GOOD NIGHT