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Day 39

School was school. Zooomed by hehehe I love late starts *_* went to junes after.. Talked a bit!! Then lees. Stayed extra because I didn't do my lees homework... MR LEE NEVER CHECKS HW URG WHY TODAY...... And I was hungry as fuck. Literally was about to faint fromt starvation HAHAHAHA so peanut drove me to del taco yayayayay <3 came homeeee. Watched some shows. MATH BENCHMARK TOMORROW fuck I didn't study at all..... Thug life ;____;

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Someone Asked: bio honors?
Sorry this question was way overdue lololol uuuuh nope bio regular

I have 2 very big pet peeves

#1 Nosy motherfuckers
#2 Passive aggressiveness

-_- gah

Day 38

MISSED. ANOTHER. DAY :( and I don't even have a legitamate reason this time......................... I should just give up lololol omg zo pointless... but it'd be such a waste. I've already come 1/12th of the way. HAHAHAHAHA valentines day soon!!! cant wait to see everyone carrying flowers and chocolates and little stuffed bears *_* such a cute "holiday". Went to Ashley Wang's after school today... gah it's been such a long time since we talked... even though I only stayed for like 10 minutes before getting picked up lolol but another day for sure we are playing!!!!!!!!!! I MAKE SURE OF IT! today was whatever. Went by hella fast though. Late start tomorrow. Omg when Alex lied and said it wasn't tomorrow.. I was going to cry. and have a heart attack. But thankfully he was just being the bully he always is and was lying hehehehehe jk i luv you arex if you're reading this which I doubt LOL. So since wf night I've finally broken my clean streak hahahaha. Whatevaaa blah I just decided to fuck it. I DO WHAT I WANT. I'm a smart girl. I can keep my stuff togethar. Anyways, besides that. Things have been subtley changing lately.... It's amazing how such a light, small conversation I had with Jenny maybe a week ago affected me so much. *_*... yeah. hi jenny. you know what im talkin bout haahahahahaha. THINGS ARE LOOKING GOOD. I'm happy, for the most part. Yes I am aware of how extremely bipolar my posts are... I'm like happy in one. Then sad. then happy. It's one of my more unattractive qualities ^__^V k peace

o m g I swear I was happy just a moment ago

Dear you,

You drive me fucking insane sometimes. You make me feel like shit... to put it simply. Honestly, there are times when I feel like everything you say and everything you do comes from ... some sort of obligation.. And I feel like I'm a burden to you. I'm not forcing you into a friendship, I hope you realize that. No one's stopping you from walking out. Obviously I won't want it. I'd get terribly sad. Probably even mad. But when it comes down to it, it's all up to you.... ....The things you say.... they're not even directed towards me (maybe) but I still get hurt and all wound up...!!@#!@#!!!! Then, rather than getting upset at you I get upset at ME. Because I feel like I'm doing everything wrong. .............. And maybe I am. -_- or maybe this is just another one of my flashes of emotions that will fade away in a couple hours. Maybe. Maybe not. So many maybes. I hate maybes.a ikjfnsafksadfnsd they're so.. undefined.. vague.. uncertain... =____= i hate myself when I'm like this. I feel so vulnerable, lolz....Fuck me I mess up everything


MY MIND NEEDS TO STFU