Thursday, January 13

The worst thing you could ever say when trying to comfort me is "aw"... I don't want your pity. I know my situation is bad. Niggaz dont need to be remindin me k

I know it's all in good intentions but.. I just hate it.
So if I ever do to tell you anything, please don't say aw.. or that sucks..
It's okay if you have nothing to say. Just not dis please

_|_

i hate hair
i want 2 change minez
but i am a coward

Wednesday, January 12

Day 12

Highlights
1. today was finals day 1. I didn't study at all yesterday.. but its all good because I aced all my tests today hooray
2. my dumb brother locked the door last night so we were locked out until meine mutter came
3. luckily i was still in jenny's car when i got da news from robin so i just went to jennys
4. jenny was sulking because she had no food in her house... omg LOL she spent 20 minutes opening the same fridge.. the same cupoard.. the same food closet....rinse and repeat.. HAHAHA o but then she finally found chicken nuggest.... there was only 4 in the bag HAHAHAHAHA SO FUNNY and she's all sad and without thinking she's putting the chicken on aluminum foil and into the microwave.... nigga is u srs. luckily she had a smart quick sharp friend by her side who prevented a fire ^_^
5. got picked up around 4:40 and went home
6. blah blah blah blah here i am  now

one more ~real~ final left (math) HOPEFULLY I DO GOOD
but I'm feeling pretty confident because emmeline <3333 said it was super easy

I AM READY

Tuesday, January 11

l o l

My mom peeled an orange for me <3
And all I can taste is her lotion :')
the taste is so strong I feel lyk I'm drinking it out of the bottle ;_; ily momz

Day 11


So. Much. Food. In my house.. *_* ~spontaneously~ took a detour to stater brothers on the way home from lees with my mom and stocked up. I have so much junk food in my house right now omg hello 50 more lbs come to mama <3333 BEST OF ALL: chimichangaz..... yes yes yes yes I found the ones the school sells at stater brothers heheh I just finished one right now.. Omg I never want 2 leave home ever again..... LOLZ jk.. I really hope I can control myself though ;_; with all this food.. seriously. It's not even about weight, I need to become heathier..My mom keeps scaring me with these stories of what's gonna happen to me and my body when I grow older if I keep eating like dis... Motherly luv ^_^  So, school was alright. No dress day for the whole week in tbf yay. CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT THE FINALS SCHEDULE IS? EVERYONE KEEPS SAYING DIFFERENT THINGS......jezuz christ... I know forsure that I have bio and korean tomorrow though omfg I'm going to bomb the bio test. I hate science. so. so so so so so much.. anywayz after school I went to lees.. had class at 5... I was knocking out in the first hour.. I don't know why but I just walked into class and sat down and all of a sudden felt so tired... harharhar and then Mr Lee did his book slamming thing to wake me up and. it worked. like always. LOL I'm so unprepared for math finals..... o wellz I'll just study rlly hard. I got picked up at 8, then stat bros (^_^), then home ate late dinner and now this... Sigh my room is such a mess.. There's like clothes everywhere.. I was sppsed to clean it yesterday but Idk I got so distracted and ended up just sleeping... kool. I think everyone should start doing this 365 thing.. Not just some quick words about your day and a picture but like an actual, pretty thorough summary of how your day went. Idk lately I've been appreciating every day more and more because of ths ^_^ I used to have this idea that every day was boring and uneventful and blah blah blah. Yknow, same shit different day... But after doing this for a little over a week now I've been realizing that I do make very small but still good/fun memories ^_^ The little things count!!! So idk if you feel like lyfe is boring and gross and you hate it just try doing something like this.. I guarantee it'll make you feel better and your outlook on how you spend everyday brightens up like tenfold. ok bye good luck on finals everyone!!!

Monday, January 10

Day 10

Painted my nails today............. If you know me well youd know that I never take my nail polish off until monthsss later.. I'm just too lazy ;_; and the polish is all chipped or not even there anymore on some fingers hasdhfhsafahsfha.......... I decided to paint them a warm color this time because I always use dark blues, purples, or black LOL today was omg ........ This morning I thought I lost my phone so I got so scared.. and I was fucking pissed at myself for being so stupid again.. but it turned out I left it when I got up to go to class right before school but Abe thankfully saw it and picked it up and gave it to me later at brunch omg abe you lifesaver :') The rest of school was pretty uneventful... I failed my frankenstein essay. Hooray.. I ran out of time omg when she yelled 5 minutes left I was only on my 2nd body paragraph.. what the hell LOL I always always always spend a billion years on my intro and 1st paragraph ugherjgakdmnfgsd next time I'm gonna bring usb and just edit a prewritten essay... ^_^ Integrity can suck my dick ;_; jk... I'll prob be too lazy to write an essay beforehand anyways.. sigh CURSED LAZINESS!!!! Went to lees after school then home at 4. Slept. Studied for like .. a minute... heheheheh and computer. KBYE


I'm starting to get really sick of doing this ;_;