Fuck. You have no idea how you make me feel every single day. If you felt even the slightest of what I feel everyday, maybe you'd finally get it. I know you have more ~important~ stuff to do in your life and I've done my best to be okay and understanding about it but what you need to realize is that, So. Do. I. Yet I'm still able to dig up the extra effort and walk a mile further to cover the distance you should've gone. Lol whatever. I get it. You don't have time... And when you do, you'd rather spend it with other people.
I love you, I do. But. Fuck your shit.
Saturday, November 13
Wednesday, November 10
From the Bottom Up!
Day 7 - Lust. Seven love secrets.
1. I mean it when I say that personality is so much more important to me than looks. Lol I can honestly say I've gotten much pickier with my taste in guys. I remember I used to just be like o he's cute /automatically interested/. Now a person's appearance barely even registers until I see what they're really like. Sigh I sound embarrassingly cliche but.. it's true!
2. I don't care if you can't cook, play guitar, can sing, dance or whatever but what I adooooooore is a boy with a sense of humor. I ruv funny people period.
3. Rejection doesn't bother me. What does bother me is the thought that I've could've but I didn't. So if I like a guy I'll just go for it, to be honest. Hahaha if I get rejected then whatever life moves on, I'll move on. ^_^ There's always always always more fish in the sea.
4. On top of everything though, chemistry is like the biggest thing. You could be perfect but there still might not be that ~spark~ and I just wouldnt/couldnt like you. I know better from my past mistakes than to force that kind of thing. So I guess ultimately it's all about the physical and emotional chemistry between me and a guy. If it won't work, it won't work.
5. Makes me sad when boys get the wrong idea. Omfg. Just because I talk to you "a lot" doesn't mean I like you-_- Sometimes we might talk a lot just for the sake of talking.. Or if I talk to you first or something doesn't mean anything either. Maybe I just felt like talking to you :(
6. I made my share of mistakes in the past but whatever. Lessons learned LOL
7. My family and friends will always come first.
1. I mean it when I say that personality is so much more important to me than looks. Lol I can honestly say I've gotten much pickier with my taste in guys. I remember I used to just be like o he's cute /automatically interested/. Now a person's appearance barely even registers until I see what they're really like. Sigh I sound embarrassingly cliche but.. it's true!
2. I don't care if you can't cook, play guitar, can sing, dance or whatever but what I adooooooore is a boy with a sense of humor. I ruv funny people period.
3. Rejection doesn't bother me. What does bother me is the thought that I've could've but I didn't. So if I like a guy I'll just go for it, to be honest. Hahaha if I get rejected then whatever life moves on, I'll move on. ^_^ There's always always always more fish in the sea.
4. On top of everything though, chemistry is like the biggest thing. You could be perfect but there still might not be that ~spark~ and I just wouldnt/couldnt like you. I know better from my past mistakes than to force that kind of thing. So I guess ultimately it's all about the physical and emotional chemistry between me and a guy. If it won't work, it won't work.
5. Makes me sad when boys get the wrong idea. Omfg. Just because I talk to you "a lot" doesn't mean I like you-_- Sometimes we might talk a lot just for the sake of talking.. Or if I talk to you first or something doesn't mean anything either. Maybe I just felt like talking to you :(
6. I made my share of mistakes in the past but whatever. Lessons learned LOL
7. My family and friends will always come first.
Never going to finish.. Again. ^_^
Day 1 - Pride. Seven great things about yourself.
Day 2 - Envy. Seven things you lack and covet.
Day 3 - Wrath. Seven things that piss you off.
Day 4 - Sloth. Seven things you neglect to do.
Day 5 - Greed. Seven worldly material desires.
Day 6 - Gluttony. Seven guilty pleasures.
Day 7 - Lust. Seven love secrets.
Day 2 - Envy. Seven things you lack and covet.
Day 3 - Wrath. Seven things that piss you off.
Day 4 - Sloth. Seven things you neglect to do.
Day 5 - Greed. Seven worldly material desires.
Day 6 - Gluttony. Seven guilty pleasures.
Day 7 - Lust. Seven love secrets.
Nostalgia is a seductive liar. People tend to get so wrapped up in how good things were that they forget how good things are now. We make ourselves forget all the bad times and dwell on the good in order to have a cushion to fall back on when things in the present get rough. So if memories threaten to get the better of you, look at the past and the present from all angles – the good and the bad.You can learn, no matter your situation. Perspective is more valuable than many people realize.
Saturday, November 6
When it comes down to it, I know you'd choose them over me.
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