Up into the attic you go ^.^

http://nada-mucho.blogspot.com/

Not gonna lie,

I'm not okay going to bed knowing you're not in the next room.
Feels kinda like I'm missing a big chunk of myself-- as corny as that sounds....
And those random waves of missing you and being sad and wishing you were here..
Lol omfg so fing annoying.
I mean I expected to feel like this but I didn't know it was going to be this hard

SNAP OUT OF IT ROSE!!!

Hahahahaha okay you're kinda cute.

I'm feeling good.

Junior year has been good to me so far!!! Granted it's only been 4 days but fuck it. I feel good vibes. I wish other people would be a bit more positive on their outlook on this year too. It's all about perspective you pessimistic mother fuckers ^_^ !!!!! I got a huuuuge load of homework today but 6 hours at Lee's Review working non-stop did me good. I'm very glad I didn't go home to try to do get all that stuff done. I still have some left but fuck that I think I deserve a good hour or two of break time... Physics test tomorrow. I am all kinds of nervous. There are some problems that I just do.not.know.what.the.fuck.to.do. But I'm going to try going in to see Jensvold and lunch and get some help.

My feelings towards my classes so far:

1. APUSH: The teacher seems very laid back and understanding. I just wish we'd learn a little bit more lol. I love history and I'd like to l-e-a-r-n some of it before the year is over. But you're great Mr. Watkins, you are! Very glad I start the day with such a relaxed class :)

2. MACH5: Mr. Brose, you are also quite fantastic. You remind me of a more livelier and less-lazier version of Mr. Scaefer whic is quite the compliment because I really enjoyed last year's math class with him. I liked his grading policy, his lecture-style, homework load, and logical tests aka you're tested on what you're taught. Not on material that is pretty much what you learned on steroids -_- Hopefully Mr. Brose, your tests are like that too. I look forward to learning math from you.

3. English 3H: It's pretty dull, not going to lie. It has that Galindo feel to it. Not that the teacher is dull, more like what we're doing right now. Probably because we're getting caught up on all that summer work shit. Hopefully I learn a lot because English has always always been my favorite subject :) Looking fwd to reading certain books on our reading list for the year!!

4. Journalism I: I have tolerable people around me and at my table. So that's good. Although the temp Mrs. Spencer could try to be a little bit more ~fun~ when she lectures on and on. I doze off dude. But I've been learning some interesting things. Especially because this a field that is at the top of my list for what I want to be when I grow up... I be liking the subject more and more!

5.Korean 4: Boring as hell. Jasmine and Sharon help me survive...just barely. Fuck. I hate Korean class. I hate writing in korean. It's so time consuming T.T But Mr. Hwang is a fucking cutie. And no homework. Score!!!!!

6. Ap Physics B: Defintely not as bad as people suspected it might be for me. I've met some very nice, smart people. Kinda geeky. But aren't we all!!! People are very helpful ^_^ The downer is the teacher, really. This class is basically one big self study. But the hw is fucking easy. Everythings online and we don't need to show work. Plus a lot of the questions and their answers show up on google :) WORRED 4 TEST TMRW HOWEVER.

Yeah. School will be just fine.
Really glad that all the requirement classes are out of the way
 I'm able to take classes I have actual interest in...

1. You still suck shit. But I'm completely over it right now. You said I get over things quickly. I figured it was about time I did.
2. Lol god..............................
3. Ignore me it's cool.

"I believe in the profession of journalism.

I believe that the public journal is a public trust; that all connected with it are, to the full measure of their responsibility, trustees for the public; that acceptance of a lesser service than the public service is betrayal of this trust.

I believe that clear thinking and clear statement, accuracy and fairness are fundamental to good journalism.

I believe that a journalist should write only what he holds in his heart to be true.

I believe that suppression of the news, for any consideration other than the welfare of society, is indefensible.

I believe that no one should write as a journalist what he would not say as a gentleman; that bribery by one's own pocketbook is as much to be avoided as bribery by the pocketbook of another; that individual responsibility may not be escaped by pleading another's instructions or another's dividends.

I believe that advertising, news and editorial columns should alike serve the best interests of readers; that a single standard of helpful truth and cleanness should prevail for all; that the supreme test of good journalism is the measure of its public service.

I believe that the journalism which succeeds best -- and best deserves success -- fears God and honors Man; is stoutly independent, unmoved by pride of opinion or greed of power, constructive, tolerant but never careless, self-controlled, patient, always respectful of its readers but always unafraid, is quickly indignant at injustice; is unswayed by the appeal of privilege or the clamor of the mob; seeks to give every man a chance and, as far as law and honest wage and recognition of human brotherhood can make it so, an equal chance; is profoundly patriotic while sincerely promoting international good will and cementing world-comradeship; is a journalism of humanity, of and for today's world."

-- Walter Williams

Wow, time flies

Stop crying. He's not gone yet.
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So,

The differences are too much.
The gaps are too wide.
Running out of steam trying to pretend like it's okay
ha ha ha ha
FUCK IT C'EST LA VIE

Here and There

Happy. Unhappy. Content. Discontent.
Satisfied. But wanting more.
Shut the hell up heart
-_-
No one asked for your opinion. Ha ha h aha ha.

HOW AM I STILL FUCKING THINKING ABOUT YOU? HOW. WHY.????
I KNOW BETTER. BUT I APPARENTLY DON'T CARE.
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Wanted: Loyalty.
Despite all the new and interesting people we meet, we'll still be each others'  number 1.
But I guess I'm asking for too much.

Going Back

Dear Blog,
Please don't take it personally.
You have been and always will be one of my most faithful companions.
But I think it's time we took a break.
I've had an inkling for some good old-fashioned pen on paper
It's time I satisfied said need.
Privacy here I comez
Sincerely,
Your Dutiful Author

Simplify. Organize.

Good company is really all that matters.

Ma List Fetish

1. OUT OF SIGHT OUT OF MIND.... Couple more days until I will probably never have to see you again if I didn't want to. I've tried but I'm really not that strong.
2. You've changed so much since the beginning of sophomore year.. I miss who you used to be but w/e. The past has passed.
3. SAT!!!!!!!#2498204PO8234O82I09O1P2U3JFNJASDNFVASDFA
4. Chem :(
5. Bye. Bye. and Bye.
6. I'm oddly okay. The occasional pang of sadness because of all the distance between me and everyone but eh. Happens to all of us.
7. *Determined*
8. After some extensive as mofucken researching... I've found my dream college.
9. Really wishing I cared about my grades Freshman/Beginning of Soph year..............................
10. *PERSONAL PEP TALK* I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!

The end. I hope everyone has a nice day.

Currently:

Not lonely. Not sad. Not anti-social.
Just extremely indifferent.

O my fuck boys are so stupid.
HAVE SOME RESPECT. DIGNITY. QUALITY.
PEER PRESSURE IS FOR BITCHES.

Reminders:

1. Strive to be more of myself-- not more of who I wish I could be.
2. Excess of anything is never good. Ever.
3. For each negative thing I want to say, say something positive.
4. Ask why, not what.
5. Stop worrying
6. The future is just as important as the present. And vice versa.
7. Not everyone is the same.

*_*

I love this feeling

It's like: you're full but not too full where you feel like throwing up... It's the best. Thanks for BC Justin ^_^

SAT can suck my dick.... If I could just raise my math..............sigh

1 we are officially strangers
oh and you too
wow im just alienating people all ova the place dis summer
2 holy fuck why did i think i could handle so many things simultaneously for the summer
3 weeeeeeeeeee next weekend weeeeeeeeee
4 been getting back to the movie watching mood lately
5 resulting in all my cultivated study habits and all the discipline i've drilled into myself so strictly past few weeks going down the drain.. T_T
6 BUT I CANT HELP IT THERE ARE SUDDENLY SO MANY I NEED TO WATCH
7 im actually watching one right now. heh heh
8 chem is fucking me up the butt right now
9 left my pencil case and calculator in freddie's car... and lost all will to study today lol
10 bye

People who put others before themselves.

:')

I HATE SAT MATHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCK
I like the reading. I like the writing. I wanna punch the math in face. omg

"Nosce Te Ipsum"

1. Happy Birthday June!!!!!!!!!!
2. What happened man...........
3. Surrealllllllllllllllllll l0l

I will never learn my lesson....
Best friends aren't made in a couple month's time.
No.Matter.How.Much.I.Think.This.Case.Will.Be.Different.
I'm really annoyed at myself that I let myself think this one would be different.
It's a fact. It's not possible.
A couple months can not give you the time necessary to build a solid foundation.
I gave this advice to a friend earlier today.
And then I realized how much I needed it too

It was my fault for expecting too much
It seems to be recurring flaw of mine.

AH

SO SCARED FOR TOMORROW. Yet so excited. *_*